X'mas for 2008 .. is not happy !!

Went for a family trip at genting ..
Tis 2 days,i just keep stay at hotel ..
Gosh .. Wat i am ..
Suppose go to have some fun,but family reali make me so boring ..
I miss my girls,babes and my fren ..
Espically William,a fren tat leave us ..
Still remember tat time Me,Kiat and He at genting ..
Together having fun,see leng lui,eating and many many ..
How ur life at there ? Great ??

These days althought is having holiday,but i am not happy at all ...
Family problem ..
Other then tat,me n he problem ..
He getting so cold to me ??
Wat happen to both of us ??
Wat happen to the relation ??
Wat can i do to make it better n better n better ??
I wanna do it better !!!
How can i do it to make the feel become hot hot everytime ..

Today is X'mas Eve ..
Suppose go out and having a dinner or celebrate together with he ..
But ..
Wat did u do ??
Celebrating with ur fren ??
Haha ..
Getting think tat i am not so important to u at all ..
Ur fren,family,collegueas are all so important ..
Always put them at infront tat me ..
U reali change alot ..
Wat can i do ??

Today went out with dad and uncle sam have dinner ..
Wow ..
Dad say tat wanna meet darling .
Gosh,reali dun feel wanna let them meet ..
Cuz getting suffer tat u r not the one ..
Getting feel tat u dun love me alrdy ..
Is becuz of lonely or wat ??
Wat do u wan ??
I realy dun knw how ...

Tis is how i celebrate my X'mas for tis year !!
X'mas for 2008 .. is not happy !!
Got lover seem tat didnt hv ..
Haha ..
Still so lonely ..
So,isnt u r the one ??

Santa Claus is coming to me ^^

Today went to spa with mom ..
Wow .. There very comfortable la ..
Damm shy at there also ..
Cuz been massage by a stranger ..
But there reali so nice,got the feel ..
Today kinda having fun ...
But didnt went out with darling ..
Stupid he,went to have fun with his fren onli .. Argh ..

Few days ago,i went to jusco with poi jin ..
Long time didnt meet tis gal,still so thin and prettie .. ^^
Haha .. Jealous la ..
We went to buy thing for my darling ..
Wow .. Tis is the x'mas gift for darling ..
Miss darling so much ..
Cant wait to see darling tat shock look .. ><
I am bad,cuz i bought a santa boxers ...
Haha ... Wat am i thinking tat time ..
Sot alrdy ..
But just wanna fool he ..
Haha ..

Going to have a family trip on tis monday ...
Family trip ... But i wish go for a couple trip ...
Haha ..
I wanna go zoo,petrosains,aquarium with darling ...
But he seem wanna go zoo or melaka onli ..
But at least can go to zoo also ..
Hope can go be4 next year ...

Today is the 10 month anniversary ..
Wow ... Gonna be 1 year soon ..
So happy,but seem got abit problem out also ...
Haix .. Wat to do ??
I dun wan problem out ..
I wan happily ever after la ..
Haha .. Thought fairly tales mehx ..
Crazy gal ..

X'mas is coming ..
Santa Claus will come to my side either,isnt ??
Haha ...
Santa Claus will bring wat to me ??
Darling ?? Or wat i wish to wan ??
Dun knw darling will buy wat for me ??
Cant wait for x'mas !! ^^

Sick drive me Crazy ><

Sick AGAIN ..
Wat i am ??
I wanna to be a healthy gal ...
I wanna eat Mcdonald,spicy food ..
But i am sick ..
Fever,Flu and then cough like hell ..
Who can help me ?? Medicine and water .. ><
Almost sick for 1 weeks ..
Help Me !!! ><"

Yesterday went to KLCC ( Pc Fair ) ..
Wow .. The 1st day reali got alot of ppl ..
But at least i get done wat i wan ..
I get some information about camera ..
Jun bought me a pendrive again ..
But tis time is 8gb alrdy ..
Haha ..
Both of us reali just wanna collect all the pendrive ..
Haha ..
Other then tat,we still bought kaspersky,cooling fan,headphone ...
Wow ..
Is reali fun,but so tired,cuz walk so far ..

Today have dinner with my dad fren ..
He loves dog very much ..
His golden retriever is cute ..
Loving it ...
Suddenly think back Jun's dog Virus ..
He being lost long time ago,about 3 month alrdy ..
How r u,my little Virus ??
Do ur new family treat u good n nice ??
I miss u alot .. ^^

Having holiday now ..
It seem so boring,but need accompany mom go here go there ..
I kinda miss all my sistar ..
One of my sistar birthday coming,think we will have a gathering soon again .. ^^
But dun knw isnt they are all free .. ><

Darling cut his hair today ..
Gosh .. ><
Tat stupid gay hairstylis ..
Cut his hair till make he look like they are one gang ..
Gosh .. He looks like gay la ..
By the way,he tell me tat he loves it ..
Going to pening ><"
He decide to dye his hair soon ..
Dun knw how he will become ?
Cant wait to see it ..

Yes Man ( Jim Carrey ) ..
Wow .. Going to show soon ..
Cant wait to watch with darling ..
Sure so funny ...
I sure keep laughing .. Haha ..
I love Jim Carrey so much,cuz he is funny .. ^^

X'mas is coming ^^

Today is my Sick Day again ..
Gosh ..
Wat happen to me ??
Why so easy get sick nowdays ??
I wanna to be a healthy gal ..
Dun wan my parents,my darling worry ..
Plus i hate fever again .. Haha ..
Fever drives me crazy ..

Yesterday went to IKANO with family ..
Bring my little BABE doggie go there and shopping ..
He is damm very happy yesterday at there ..
So happy to see he so crazy run here and there ..
Bought some doggie snack for he also ..
I bring my babe go to see snack either ..
Wow .. He so happy lur ..
Plus he pees at the floor twice ..

Holiday start ..
So boring ya ..
I miss my darling,my sweetie,my colleagues and my fren ..
Feel wanna go out with them,but these days feel tat i am different ..
Getting dun like to talk too much,scare when meet will become so boring ..
Haha ..
Pc Fair coming soon ..
Wow .. Going to get a new and cute pendrive again ..
Love to collect pendrive ..
WakakA ...

X'mas coming soon ..
Jingle Bell Jingle Bell,Jingle all the way ...

Santa Claus is coming to town ..

Cant wait it anymore ..
Still dun knw wat to buy for my darling ..
Wish me n darling can have a nice X'mas Day ^^

Wanna be with U

Today went to subang with dad n sis ..
After tat went to PJ ss2,then went to IKEA !!
Wow ..
So happy ..
Buy alot of thing ^^
Bought a small lamp for my darling ^^
But he seem dun like it,cuz is pink ..
Haha ..

Today i am happy !!
Am i reali happy ??
Seem tat heard wat when he say about u ..
He said : ( Man,she is ugly ..)
Wow .. So surpise when he say ..
How can he will say tat ..
How can his look like tat when he say out tat word ..
Reali so surpise wat i heard ...
Cant believe it ..
But bit*h,u r reali ugly la ..
Haha ..
Am i bad ??
Haha .. Just say out the real thing la ..

Today Real tat stupid msg me ..
Haha ..
Call all of us to change new style ..
Wat ?
I prefer to be myself ..
Dun think tat i will change ..
Me is Me ..
My style is like tis ..
Dun wish to be "seafood" ..
Wat am i talking about .. Haha ..

2ml darling need to work again ..
Everytime work work work ..
Going to be crazy,man ..
I wanna go for watch movie with u la ..
I wanna go for shopping ..
I wanna go out with u la,anywhere also can la ..
Haha ..
Just with u,my day will become perfect .. ^^
But i reali feel wanna go shopping with u la .. ^^

Miss He Like Crazy ^^

Exam Finish ...
Wow ...
Finish alrdy ..
No more pressure alrdy ..
But still got some assignment need to finish .. ><
Haix .. Wat to do ??

Is going to holiday soon ..
Decide to work,but got no work also ..
Going to genting trip with family ..
So excited ..
So long didnt go for have some fun ..
I miss the day to play ..
Wakaka ..
I wanna go with darling,but no chance also ><"

Darling going back to hometown when chinese new year .. ><
Going to miss my darling ..
I wanna my darling ..
Darling sure so enjoy with his fren tat time ..
Sure having fun everynite .. ><
Going to miss he like crazy ..

Cupcakes Day ^^

Wow ...
Cupcakes ..
Getting fall in love on it ..
Reali very delicious ...
I'm lov-ing it .. Blah baba .. Haha ..
Chocofee and Fatal .. ( dun knw wat alrdy !! )
Reali damm delicious and tasty ..
Muax ...
Went to The Curve bought it on Friday ..
Wow .. Reali damm nice and tasty la ..
So happy tat time either ...

These days kinda moody ..
Getting dun knw wat my heart thinking ..
Do i still loving u ??
Yesterday was so suffering when u hug me ..
Feel tat all the feel are gone seem tat day we argue ...
But in the end,i knw tat i still loving u,i still cant live without u ..
U is in my life and in my heart ...
Wat can i do to make it all get better ??
Can i change ur mind ??
Can i do tat ??

Today kinda happy with u ..
Cuz we went to cyber cafe ..
But u dun know my feelings tat time .. ><"
Also surpise saw Mike when i get out from the cyber cafe ...
Think he dun knw where am i tat time .. Haha ..

I miss all my fren ..
Today play pool while suffing net ...
Today i talk alot .. Is i change back to be4 or wat ??
Or i am just lazy to talk with their others ??
I reali dun know ...

He decide to go back to his hometown while chinese new year ..
Dun know how i going to pass my holiday without he ..
I miss he ..
He is my everything ..
How gonna stay alone while my holidays ??
I reali need to do something ..
Job ? No one will wanna to hire a gal for 2 weeks ..
Sleeping ? Think not going to be pig for 2 weeks ..
Suffing Net everyday ?? Gosh .. Going to be boring ..
Wat can i do to make thing better ??
Need learn something from now on ..
And think need getting away from he ..

Fever killing me !!

Almost 1 week didnt write blog ..
I miss blogging ...

I fever almost 1 week alrdy ...
Is so painful for tis whole week ...
Everyday is fever day,medicine day ..
Makes me kill myself soon ..
Suddenly hate myself get sick,cuz i hate to eat medicine ...
Other tat fever,sore thoat and also feel wanna vomit ..
Me totally sick like hell ...

Last week fever ..
Tis week still feeling not well ..
Plus got exam,presentation ..
My god ...
Help me ...
I need help ..
I wanna to recover ..
I wanna time to rest ..
I wan my rest time, wan mine day to be happy and relax ...

Today have Information Technology Exam ..
Wow .. Is easy to me ...
So happy ..
Cant wait to see my results ...
Cant wait to bring the results and being proud to tell dad n darling ..
Cant wait to see their reaction also ..

These days fever day ..
Argue with he becuz of little thing ..
Reali so tired sometime ..
Why my heart easy to forgive u everytime ??
Am i reali so love u ??
Why u just cant treat me soft when i am sick ??
Why u cant wat also listen to me ??
U reali so stupid ..
Why when i getting dun care about u,then u onli knw how to care about me ??

I am Shopaholics !!! ^^

Exam week coming ..
My god ..
Who can help me ??
Darling say urself !! ><"

Few days ago,i got presentation ..
Gosh,just get 16/20 ..
Haix ..
I feel tat i did it so well with my fren ..
Why still so less marks ...
Haix ..

Yesterday so sad ..
Stupid darling keep make me cry ..
Wat he said reali make me so sad ..
How can it be like tis ??
Tat moment reali so sad ..
Do he reali knw how my feelings is ??
Do he reali understand wat i need or wan ??
I can feel tat he is sad tat time also ..
Tat time i reali feel wanna end up tis relation,but is reali so hard to do it ..
My heart like bleeding tat time,broking soon ..
The feel reali so weird.althought is reali sad,but still cant put down ...
Cuz i reali love he ..
He reali is my everything ...
But am i in his heart also ??

2 days more ..
Our anniversary again ^^
Hope our relation will getting better and dun argue again ...

Today i bought a new pink wallet ..
Wow ..
Pink Lady ^^ Haha ..
All my suff getting pink ..
Bags pink,Handphone pink,Pendrive pink,Hardisk pink,Wallet pink ..
Wat also pink .. Wakaka ..
Darling sure cannot tahan my pink crazy again ..
Haha ..
I am Pink Lovers !!
I still bought a new mirror ( Abit look like anna sui type !! Ladies !! ) and a slipper !!
Wow .. I am Shopaholics !!!
After tat i bought some beauty suff at Low Yat Forum ..
Getting cant stop to buy thing ...
I am Shopaholics !!! ^^
Getting proud of myself tat being like to buy suff .. Haha ..

I Miss all my darling ..
Especially My dearest Darling,My babe Trish,,My Cutie Sister,My sweetie Christy And My cool babe Kate ....
Reali so miss all of them ...
When we can hang out ??
I Love u all ...

Shopping Day !! ^^

Today is holiday for me ..
Went shopping with my fren,Jun ..
Went to The Curve,Ikano and Ikea shopping ..
He bring me go to eat pancakes ..
So tasty and delicious ...
Got many kind of pancakes ..
Sweet,Sour ....

After tat we went to pet shop see some little puppies ..
Regret tat didnt bring my little babe out also ..
Haha ..
Suddenly miss my babe so much ...
Regret tat didnt bring my laptop out also ..
Haha ...

We went to many shop look for necklace ..
He say tat wanna me chooses a simple and elegant necklace for his darling ..
Dun knw why got abit jealous la ..
Is becuz of wat .. Cuz he so sayang his babe ..
Haha ..
But i can feel tat he sayang me more tat it ..
Wakaka ... ^^

Everytime go out with he is so relax so happy ..
Everytime can talk with he wat my feelings ..
But everytime when go out with he sure think back my darling ..
I miss my darling so much ..

Yesterday went out with darling ..
Wow .. So happy lur ..
Feel his housemate and gf getting so lc lur ..
Seem dun like me find my darling ..
The feel very weird lur ..
Me getting love he so much so much ..
Dun knw why lur ...
I know he is loves me,but he seem not so care about me ..
Haix ...
Wat to do makes he loves me more tat he ..
He will be my everything soon ...

Time pass,thing changes ..

These days kinda busy accompany mom ..
Being her driver .. Fetch her here n there ..
Holiday ends !!!
Yesterday just met my darling about few hours ..
I miss he so much ..

2ml is a old fren birthday ..
I miss he alot ..
He mean everything to me n also the whole gang fren be4 ..
we lost he now ..
He is at the heaven now ..
Living with the fairly angel ..
All was the prettie gals ... Swt !! ><"
Isnt he is happy now ?? I hope tat he is enjoying his life ...

Today not so happy in class ..
Didnt pay attention when teacher teaching too ..
Haha ..
Next time reali cannot make thing kacau me ..
Hate real .. Always bully me ..
Damm he .. Haha ..
But he is kesian sometime when having Yong's class ..
Cuz Yong seem like to bully he .. Me too ..
Haha ..

So long didnt chat with mike ..
So surpise tat we suddenly contact back ..
But be4 the happiness all gone !!
Wat cause is happen ..
Hope he become back tat funny,nice,friendly boi ..

My babe Birthday

Yesterday is my little babe birthday !!

Happy Birthday to U,my little Babe !!

U alrdy one years old ..

U getting old soon ..

We bought a cake for babe ..

My little babe so enjoy on it ... Wakaka .. Tis onli for he to eat is up ...

Babe,I love u ..

Do u know tat u mean everything to us,cuz u r one of our family members ...

U bring all the happiness to us ..

U bring all the family member always gather together ..

We are happy to have u .. Muax ..

Last9 Choon ( My ex bf ) suddenly call me ...

Reali so surpise tat he call me up ..

He keep talk about be4 ..

How we knw each others ..

How we together ..

All the memories reali did come back ..

But now i got a sweet darling to me ..

2 of them is so different ..

One is so celever in talking,like to say sweet word ..

Now .. He so cool .. Always do such sweet thing without letting u knw ..

The most important tat i love my darling more now ...

But i reali so happy tat time .. ( All is just memories now !! )

I just hope tat will be good in my mind ...

Today kj intro me a new webpage ..
Is all about game ..
www.viwawa.com
wow .. kinda fun at there ..
But keep lose ... :(
I am bad in gaming ..
The ppl over there are so cool ... Not frendly at all ..
Totally sucks ...
But at least i got my darling dennyss accompany ...
Thx,my gal ..

Today i sms with choon again ..
Gosh.. Wat happen to me ??
Isnt my heart to he again ??
But i knw tat i love my darling ..
Think is just i miss the memories ..
Nthing wil change my heart to my darling ..
I Love u.My Darling !! ^^
Wishing to have a trip with u soon ...

Miss all of u,sistar !! ^^

Yesterday went shopping with darling ^^
Just walk walk,buy home suff also RM50 ++ alrdy ..
But kinda happy la ..
Cuz few days ago we argue and our relation seem so bad,but now alrdy getting better !! ^^
After tat,darling go for a hair cut again ..
One month cut once ..
Mine .. 3 month cut once ..
His hair reali so ma fan ...
haha ..

After tat i went back home ..
Just back.then go out with sis fren ..
Went to station 1 drink beer ..
3 girls drinks 3 buckets beer ...
Haha ...
But the most cant believe is ..
My sis fren ge fren is my secondary senior,now he is my darling colleguaes ..
Wow .. Why the world so small ...
Tat guy sit beside my darling at office also ..
Reali so ....
The most funny is they drink beer and play sooduku ..
Last9 we drank almost 3 ...
After tat we went to steven corner ate something ..
Almost 4 onli went back home ..
The next day get scold by daddy and darling ...
After having gathering with my sis fren ..
Suddenly so miss all my sistar ..
When we can go for our next gathering ya ??

I miss my darling so much ..
Wanna hug he tight tight ..
So happy tat i found it darling talk about me infront his collegues ..
So happy ..
Wanna tell u tat I Love u !! ^^

Darling,is ur big day !! Happy Birthday ^^

Happy Birthday to U !!
Happy Birthday to U !!
Happy Birthday to Darling !!
Happy Birthday to u !!

Today is ur birthday ..
Darling,Happy Birthday !!
Just now i had a great time with u ..
I saw ur smile,it makes me feel so happy ..
Now ur mood and feeling getting better,i am so happy ..
So happy tat u will happy ..

Just now u r so cute ..
Keep say thx u ..
I reali so happy tat i saw ur shock face ..
Wakaka ...
Darling,I love u ..
Hope today will become ur forever memories ..
Hope tat i can make u always remember tat no matter how,i will always beside u ..
I Love U !!! ^^

Today the mood kinda down be4 see u ..
I think u also down ..
Do u know how much i am sad when i listen to ur voice ..
I am sad ..
But i feel better after see u ..
Cuz i saw u feel better after me beside u either ..
I alrdy forget all the sadness ..
Cuz i got u now ..

Darling,Happy Birthday again ..
Next year we celebrate again ..
Okie ??
I will always remember today.. ^^
Love u ..
I will keep all the memories both of us ..

Totally bad mood !!

Mother f**ker ..
Damm u !!
Stupid asshole ..
U f**ker .. Dare to scold me !!
U go wash ur own fash and see urself,are u my family or either fren ??
NO !!! And just f**k off my way ..

Just now tat guy totally make my mood all gone ..
Remember,sucks guy tat is not ur place ..
Is all ppl road ..
If i park over there is fine and okie ..
So.. u just f**king urself or ur family,not me !!!
Do u heard it ??
Stupid asshole ..
Just go to hell ... Wat the f**k !!!
I will be back .. And beware to ur own home ..
I will kick u ass and scold u till hell ( hope so !! )
F**k u !! If just now u didht straightly scold me,maybe i will be good to park over abit ..
But suddenly scold me,thought i am ur student,ur daughter a ??
Stupid asshole ...

Yesterday totally so boring ..
Whole day at home ..
My god .. ><
Today need at home again .. Super duper boring ..
Be4 decide celebrate birthday with he ...
Also need to cancel alrdy ..
No more surpise ..
All no more no more no more ...
Haix ... ><

Yesterday didnt meet !!
Today didnt meet !!
2ml nehx ?? Hope can meet ...
I miss he !!

Yesterday mood boring !!
Today mood lagi damm sucks ..
Reali feel wanna hug someone to talk talk !!
I need pillow talk ..
I need fren now !!
Where r u guys now ??

2ml is darling birthday !!
Today is public holiday still need work ..
2ml need work till 7 ..
Haix .. How we celebrate ??
Do u know how much i miss u ??
Wanna hug u tight tight ..
Beside ur ear and say happy birthday,my dear !!
Wanna see how u feel and how ur face look ..
But dun knw still can or not ..
I Love u,darling !!

Counting Down still left 1 days ...

1025 ^^ Sim Mei N Penny,Happy Birthday ^^

1025 ...
Wat tis number mean ??
Haha ..
Is my babe birthday la ..
And also a gal tat i knw her such long alrdy .
Babe^Sim Mei and Penny birthday ..
One is 18th birthday,another one is 19th birthday ...
Happy Birthday ...

Today kinda boring after class ..
Fetch mami go pj again ..
Meet tat drunk guy again ..
Gosh ..
Damm boring there while waiting mom doing her suff ..
Went to ss2 eat ..
Wow .. I eat alot too ..
If darling notice,i sure get kill by he ..
2ml meet darling,need go to jogging again ..

2ml going to sing k with my babe and her classmate ..
Gosh ..
1st time with not so fren ge ppl sing k again ..
2ml sure so shy la ..
I miss the time be4 sing k with William ..
William,u left us almost 5 month alrdy ..
How r u over there ??
Sure got alot of prettie gal over there,isnt ??
Must take k of urself ya ..
You will always in our mind ..

2ml can meet my darling ..
Cant wait it anymore ..
Hope tat now is it ..
Haha ...
I miss u,my darling ..
I will give u all the surpise ..
Hope u will love it ..
2ml will be the 1st cake n 2nd cake ..
Kekex ..

Today heard tat u say MONDAY 27.10.2008 PUBLIC HOLIDAY still need to work ..
My god !!
WHY WHY WHY !!!
So sad tat time ..
The tears almost drop tat time ..
Why need work wohx .. Stupid boss ..
Public holiday should be holiday a ...
Angry u la ..
Monday cant meet again ..
Ur birthday is at tuesday ..
Tuesday need work also ..
Haix ..
The plan change alrdy ..
Wat to do,my dear ...
Thought i alrdy make a wish tat call all ur boss,collegues and fren get away from u ..
But why now ....

Counting Down ..
Still got 3 days left ..
2ml sing k la ....
Must enjoy ... ^^

5 Days Left ^^

Tis is wat i made for my darling !!

Darling 21th birthday card !!! ^^

His birthday getting coming soon ..

Wow .. Time pass so fast !!!

Alrdy is his birthday soon and we are together alrdy 8 month !!! ^^

Tis week darling so tired after work ..

Kinda worry he tat he will get sick or wat ..

Haix ...

ErM .. Today having chinese class ..

Sim Mei notty gal absent the class today ..

2ml got exam .. My god ..

Till now so lazy to revision ..

Me today went to print the card tat i made for darling ..

Wow .. Kinda shy when tat guy saw ..

Haha ..

Many sweet pic with darling alrdy ..

But he didnt say anything la ..

Cant wait to see my darling face ..

Haha ...

Birthday Card gao dim !!

And the Birthday Cake will be coming soon ..

Kekex ...

Wanna go out sing k also cant !!

Cuz got exam ...

Feel wanna sing k,wanna go shopping !!

So sad wat also cant ..

Haix ..

I wanna go shopping with my darling !!

I wan go sing k with darling ..

Real today seem so happy,think maybe is becuz his darling coming find he ..

Good tat he is happy ..

Haha ..

Hope he can have a sweet time with his darling ^^

Saturday can go out with darling alrdy ..

Monday darling holiday also .. Yeah !! Can meet 2 days ..

Then,Tuesday is darling birthday ..

Wow .. The 3rd day !! Happy ^^

Feel wanna hug darling now !!

Happy and exciting tat day ..

Wish tat all his fren n collegeus get off my way ..

Cuz he is mine !! ^^

Haha ...

Cuz I wan My Darling ^^

I Love U !! ^^

Counting Down 5 days left ...

Tiramsu !! Darling Favourite ^^

Tis is the cake tat my darling love !! Tiramsu !! ^^

Wow ...
But he cant eat now,cuz not his birthday yet !!

Wakaka ....

Decide to buy the same flavour at different cafe !!!

Cant wait to see how his face when he see the 4 pieces cakes !!

And the whole tiramsu cake !!

Yesterday,my bestie, Claudia bought me something from shanghai !!

Wow ... She is the best babe !! I Love U !! ^^

She going to langkawi again !! So nice,always go travel ..

These days getting so fren with Sim Mei !!

Tis gal reali so cute and nice and also abit crazy !! ^^

Haha ..

Getting more love her alrdy !!

O my god !! Am i lessbian ?? No ...

She is the one who always accompany when i am unhappy or alone ..

Thx babe .. ^^

You are so wonderful to me ...

And the another bestie of mine,Real ..

Dun knw wat happen to he these days ..

Yesterday suddenly go back ...

Getting dun understand he alrdy ..

He so mad ?? Cuz wat ?

Fren,do u knw how many ppl are worrying about u ??

Pls dun keep it if u r sadness or wat ??

Tell us ur problem ..

Let us help u to solve the problem too ...

Another bestie of mine again !! ( But is long time ago !! )

Our frenship become so bad these days cuz something ...

Althought sometime abit angry about she ..

But i will wish she at her show ..

Good luck,my dear !!

Think if we didnt argue about money,we will so fren till now .. I think ...

Just good luck at ur dear !

Soli i didnt attend the show of u ..

Cuz i got thing to do to9 !! ...

Last nite an old fren,xiang call me up !!

Wow ..

It is his big day !! 19 yrs old alrdy !!

Happy birthday again !! ^^

But we didnt gather up and celebrate ur birthday,cuz all being so busy with bf !!

Getting less gathering alrdy ..

Miss u all ...

All my life fren !!

Meow,Meng,Chin,Xiang ...

All of u .. Miss our gathering !!

When we go out yamcha again ??

Tis saturday class cancel ..

And also is my new babe,Sim Mei birthday !!

Decide celebrate her birthday at mrg.then noon accompany my babe !! ^^

But she seem so busy ..

Haix .. But i will celebrate with u soon,my dear !! ^^

My classmate decide go genting play at tis study week ..

Gosh .. Dad dun allow to over9 again !!

Getting dun let me tis n tat ..

Isnt becuz he notice tat i got bf and worry i bluff he ??

Haix ...

Decide dun knw still wanna go or not ..

But our class didnt gather together since the thing happen ..

Think i need to attend the gathering !!

Hope after tis gathering,all of us will become be4 those happiness ...

But i feel wanna go genting with my Darling ..

When onli can go travel with Darling ...

Need keep some money ..

Cuz need celebrate birthday with he ...

Counting day .. 6 days more to go ...

So exciting ..

The birthday card haven print it out ..

Getting lazy ... Haha ..

Miss and Love u,darling !! ^^

20.10.2008 ^^ 8 Month Anniversary ^^

Today is our 8 month anniversary .. ^^
So happy about tat ..
Time pass fast .. Now alrdy 8 month ..
Thx for everything ..
Ur caring and ur love ..
And u accompany me to face all my problem ..
Just wat i say you mean everything to me ...
Last nite u are so funny !!
So weird ..
Keep call me sing song ..
Do u knw how shy am i ?

Yesterday u r alone at home ..
Soli tat i didnt accompany u ..
Cuz about my family ...
Miss u alot .,.

I am having moral class now ..
Today topic is about buddha ..
Actually i knw some of his story ..
But surpise all so quiet to listen ..
And buddha hair cute !!!
Soli tat i say tat ...

Last nite i found out tat the gal she got work ..
And she getting reali so cheap in her life ..
Seem like wat kind of guy also can ..
Why she change till like tis ..
Everyone change .. Include her ..

Today kinda enjoy with class .. ( I think so !! )
Hope they will listen wat i say ..
Where is our team works ??
Where is it ??
Can u all come back ?

Reali so miss my darling !! ^^
Feel wanna hug darling now !! ^^
Today going to mom home over9 !!
So happy,cuz slp with mami .. ^^

More 8 days left !!
Counting Down ..
I still haven print out the card tat i make for he ..
I miss u,darling ..
And i will give u many surpise !! ^^

8 Month Anniversary !! ^^

Today went to shopping with darling ..
Isnt happy .. Suppose to be,but not happy at all ..
Cuz we dont look like couple at all,one walk infront one walk back ..
Haix ..
Do he knw tat i mind about tat ??
Do he knw how my feeling ??

After shopping.we ate sushi tat we bought !!
Wow .. Damm nice,althought sharing with darling,but tat time are happy !!
Cuz i love to share with u all my suff ..
Cuz i Love u !!! ^^

Today bought many thing,all for darling home ...
Food,Sweet,Chocolate,Extension Wayar tat he need,Hot Dog,Milk,Vintage and many many more ..
Almost RM 200 ..
Haha ..
Kinda happy la tat time ..

After tat we went back home,we clean his room together ..
His room become so clean n smell nice ..
Kekex ...
So happy !!
And i joke with he tat ( Now u can bring gal come back home !! Wat he did,just laugh !! )
Haha ...
Dun try to do tat ..
Cuz i dun wish the bed tat i slp,got another ppl slept ...
If give me found out,i will kick u !!!
After tat we play monoplay together !!
Yer !! U won tat game ..
Kinda happy tat time also la ...

Today i think his mom msg he again ..
Everytime when his family call up or msg,he sure wont let me see tat msg ...
Wat am i to he ?? Stranger ??
When he mind tat i know so much about his family suff ??
If i know,wat will happen ?? U will kill me ?? Isnt ??
Why u so big reaction when i wanna see ...
Or when they send msg to u,u hurry delete it ..
Why u do tat to me ??
Why u so mind of it ??
Are we couples ??
Do u realy love me ??
Just wat i ask u just now .. If one day i follow u go back ur hometown,u also wont let me knw ??
U answer is yes .. Reali shock ...

I realy dun knw wat to say again ..
Wat can we talk other tat all the thing ??
Family .. So PRIVATE !!
Work ... U always say i dun know !!
Fren ... Dun knw ur fren also ...
Wat still can we talk other tat love ??
Haha ...
Reali so funny lur ...
Still got 1 day left,our 8 month annversary ...
I Love u,my dear !!

Waiting a TRUE FREN !!

Haha .. I cut my hair .. No way !!

I bluff real and darling again,bluff them tat i got a new hairstyle ..

My long hair still with me la ..

I dun dare cut it off,cuz is my babe,my hair just like my darling ..

But darling say tat is nice,real say look so fresh,isnt ??

But in now,i still dun wish to cut it off,cuz i love my long hair ..

2ml going to meet my darling,dun knw wat he will say when saw my long hair ..

Haha ^^ Always give he surpise ...

I miss my darling ..

I bluff again .. Sorry,my dear,but just wanna make u happy !! ^^ Love u ^^

Today having lunch with a new fren of mine,Sim Mei !! ^^
She is a cute gal.friendly and nice either !! ^^
Thx gal tat accompany ..
But i just use to it to be alone,be4 enter tis college also use to it ...
Silly gal,i am enjoy and having fun taking pic with u ..
U r reali so funny and crazy .. I getting loving u more more ^^ Shy ><"

These days getting feel so unmood in tis class ..
All the ppl getting different,all of them has change !!
Or am i the one who change ??
Childish ? Mature ?
Who know's ??
Maybe i become be4 myself,a stupid gal,emo gal ( hate myself like tis !! )

Listening song ..
When they all will come back ??
When our relation come back ??
Is all about wat ??
Why all tis thing will like tis ??
Wat can i do to change tis stitution ..
Anyone can tell me ?? Or either the god ??
I reali hope everything come back,we all are so good,we are one gang .. But now ...
Wish the day come as fast ..

Today having IT class ..
Teacher Yong always using english to teach,some of the classmate dun understand ..
Today kinda happy,cuz i think i am back ..
Pinki Clown .. Hate to be clown,but use to it ..
Keep makes some joke when study ..
Kinda fun tat time ^^ ( In my heart,but in their .... )
Today damm heavy rain,the rain just like my heart ..
Wanna cry it out all the sadness,being alone is reali so sad ...
Where is my fren ?? My bestie ?? Where is it ??
Fren .. Different mind.different dreams.tat why cannot together ..
Haix ..
Wat to do ??

Getting understand wat human need live at tis earth ..
Getting understand wat is lonely ..
Getting understand without fren is reali so sad .. Disappointed too ..
Wat can i do .............
Without a fren ?? Or either a bestie reali is so lonely ..
Althought u treat them as ur bestie,but they are not,cuz they got their own bestie either !! ( I always remember tat !! Tat y didnt hv a real bestie !! ><" )
LONELY !! Sucks !! Hate it !! I wanna a true bestie,reali so hard ...
Who can be the one ?? My true bestie ??
But at least now i got my darling,thx my darling always beside me,but i still need fren !!
Cuz i dun like to be lonely,i reali hate the feel ...
I dun wanna to use it to tis feel ..
I hate to be abandom ...
I am the one who always need's fren,need them to beside me always ..

Me wanna chitchat with my sistar !!
I miss all my sistar !
Miss my trish,christy,kate babe .. ( But they are busy with their future !! ><" )
A true fren will always in ur heart ...
When can i found one a true fren ?
A fren tat will always beside me when i need ..
A fren tat when i am sad or happy will think about it ..
Just like my darling,i will love tis fren more tat love my darling !!
When will it appear in my real life ...

1st diary ^^ 8 days moere ..

Today is my 1st time using blogspot to write blog ..
haha ..
The feel when at wretch is reali not same ..
Decide to cancel the account there ..

Yesterday went shopping with my darling ^^
Wow ..
So happy la ..
After shopping with darling,we go for have dinner ..
Be4 decide meet my sweetie,Trish .. But she is busy and she is late ..
My sweetie,let us meet at tis saturday or next date ^^ ..

Yesterday real are so sad ..
Cuz argue with his darling ..
Hope he with his darling can sweet sweet back ..
Then we can hang out together !! ^^
I miss the day we hang out at sunway,but tat time my darling was not beside me !! So sad :(

Darling felt sick again ..
Cough and fever again ..
My god .. My darling,always easy to get sick ..
Darling,u must eat medicine and rest more,okie ??
Dont make me worry u,okie ?
I miss u ^^

These days got alot of unhappy memories between me n my family ..
My family suff getting messy ..
And i get accident few days ago ..
Gosh,think tat day i am too tired either la ..
Tat why so careless,but nobody are hurt !!
Thank God !! ^^

Other tat family,the another is between with classmate ..
Getting feel tat me and them ge mind and also dream reali not same ..
They are so childish at all ..
Come on,wake up at face it ..
The day from now is getting dark .. and dark ..
Soon u will know wat happen in tis stupid mind ..
U will just will kill urself if continue with tis kind of stupid minded ..
Dun try to bully me,i am not anymore a nice gal to u ...
Just get off if u try to bully me ..
Tat it ..
Do u heard tat ??

Still got 4 days,we are 8 month alrdy ..
Still got 8 days,is ur birthday ..
My god ..
I haven print out the birthday card ...
And haven decide where i wanna bring u go to celebrate ..
I wanna u to know tis birthday and in the next every year i will always beside u ..
7 cakes waiting u to eat them ..
I Love u,darling ^^