Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Darling,is ur big day !! Happy Birthday ^^

Happy Birthday to U !!
Happy Birthday to U !!
Happy Birthday to Darling !!
Happy Birthday to u !!

Today is ur birthday ..
Darling,Happy Birthday !!
Just now i had a great time with u ..
I saw ur smile,it makes me feel so happy ..
Now ur mood and feeling getting better,i am so happy ..
So happy tat u will happy ..

Just now u r so cute ..
Keep say thx u ..
I reali so happy tat i saw ur shock face ..
Wakaka ...
Darling,I love u ..
Hope today will become ur forever memories ..
Hope tat i can make u always remember tat no matter how,i will always beside u ..
I Love U !!! ^^

Today the mood kinda down be4 see u ..
I think u also down ..
Do u know how much i am sad when i listen to ur voice ..
I am sad ..
But i feel better after see u ..
Cuz i saw u feel better after me beside u either ..
I alrdy forget all the sadness ..
Cuz i got u now ..

Darling,Happy Birthday again ..
Next year we celebrate again ..
Okie ??
I will always remember today.. ^^
Love u ..
I will keep all the memories both of us ..

Monday, October 27, 2008

Totally bad mood !!

Mother f**ker ..
Damm u !!
Stupid asshole ..
U f**ker .. Dare to scold me !!
U go wash ur own fash and see urself,are u my family or either fren ??
NO !!! And just f**k off my way ..

Just now tat guy totally make my mood all gone ..
Remember,sucks guy tat is not ur place ..
Is all ppl road ..
If i park over there is fine and okie ..
So.. u just f**king urself or ur family,not me !!!
Do u heard it ??
Stupid asshole ..
Just go to hell ... Wat the f**k !!!
I will be back .. And beware to ur own home ..
I will kick u ass and scold u till hell ( hope so !! )
F**k u !! If just now u didht straightly scold me,maybe i will be good to park over abit ..
But suddenly scold me,thought i am ur student,ur daughter a ??
Stupid asshole ...

Yesterday totally so boring ..
Whole day at home ..
My god .. ><
Today need at home again .. Super duper boring ..
Be4 decide celebrate birthday with he ...
Also need to cancel alrdy ..
No more surpise ..
All no more no more no more ...
Haix ... ><

Yesterday didnt meet !!
Today didnt meet !!
2ml nehx ?? Hope can meet ...
I miss he !!

Yesterday mood boring !!
Today mood lagi damm sucks ..
Reali feel wanna hug someone to talk talk !!
I need pillow talk ..
I need fren now !!
Where r u guys now ??

2ml is darling birthday !!
Today is public holiday still need work ..
2ml need work till 7 ..
Haix .. How we celebrate ??
Do u know how much i miss u ??
Wanna hug u tight tight ..
Beside ur ear and say happy birthday,my dear !!
Wanna see how u feel and how ur face look ..

But dun knw still can or not ..
I Love u,darling !!

Counting Down still left 1 days ...

Friday, October 24, 2008

1025 ^^ Sim Mei N Penny,Happy Birthday ^^

1025 ...
Wat tis number mean ??
Haha ..
Is my babe birthday la ..
And also a gal tat i knw her such long alrdy .
Babe^Sim Mei and Penny birthday ..
One is 18th birthday,another one is 19th birthday ...
Happy Birthday ...

Today kinda boring after class ..
Fetch mami go pj again ..
Meet tat drunk guy again ..
Gosh ..
Damm boring there while waiting mom doing her suff ..
Went to ss2 eat ..
Wow .. I eat alot too ..
If darling notice,i sure get kill by he ..
2ml meet darling,need go to jogging again ..

2ml going to sing k with my babe and her classmate ..
Gosh ..
1st time with not so fren ge ppl sing k again ..
2ml sure so shy la ..
I miss the time be4 sing k with William ..
William,u left us almost 5 month alrdy ..
How r u over there ??
Sure got alot of prettie gal over there,isnt ??
Must take k of urself ya ..
You will always in our mind ..

2ml can meet my darling ..
Cant wait it anymore ..
Hope tat now is it ..
Haha ...
I miss u,my darling ..
I will give u all the surpise ..
Hope u will love it ..
2ml will be the 1st cake n 2nd cake ..
Kekex ..

Today heard tat u say MONDAY 27.10.2008 PUBLIC HOLIDAY still need to work ..
My god !!
WHY WHY WHY !!!
So sad tat time ..
The tears almost drop tat time ..
Why need work wohx .. Stupid boss ..
Public holiday should be holiday a ...
Angry u la ..
Monday cant meet again ..
Ur birthday is at tuesday ..
Tuesday need work also ..
Haix ..
The plan change alrdy ..
Wat to do,my dear ...
Thought i alrdy make a wish tat call all ur boss,collegues and fren get away from u ..
But why now ....

Counting Down ..
Still got 3 days left ..
2ml sing k la ....
Must enjoy ... ^^

Thursday, October 23, 2008

5 Days Left ^^


Tis is wat i made for my darling !!
Darling 21th birthday card !!! ^^
His birthday getting coming soon ..
Wow .. Time pass so fast !!!
Alrdy is his birthday soon and we are together alrdy 8 month !!! ^^
Tis week darling so tired after work ..
Kinda worry he tat he will get sick or wat ..
Haix ...
ErM .. Today having chinese class ..
Sim Mei notty gal absent the class today ..
2ml got exam .. My god ..
Till now so lazy to revision ..
Me today went to print the card tat i made for darling ..
Wow .. Kinda shy when tat guy saw ..
Haha ..
Many sweet pic with darling alrdy ..
But he didnt say anything la ..
Cant wait to see my darling face ..
Haha ...
Birthday Card gao dim !!
And the Birthday Cake will be coming soon ..
Kekex ...
Wanna go out sing k also cant !!
Cuz got exam ...
Feel wanna sing k,wanna go shopping !!
So sad wat also cant ..
Haix ..
I wanna go shopping with my darling !!
I wan go sing k with darling ..
Real today seem so happy,think maybe is becuz his darling coming find he ..
Good tat he is happy ..
Haha ..
Hope he can have a sweet time with his darling ^^
Saturday can go out with darling alrdy ..
Monday darling holiday also .. Yeah !! Can meet 2 days ..
Then,Tuesday is darling birthday ..
Wow .. The 3rd day !! Happy ^^
Feel wanna hug darling now !!
Happy and exciting tat day ..
Wish tat all his fren n collegeus get off my way ..
Cuz he is mine !! ^^
Haha ...
Cuz I wan My Darling ^^
I Love U !! ^^
Counting Down 5 days left ...

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Tiramsu !! Darling Favourite ^^


Tis is the cake tat my darling love !! Tiramsu !! ^^
Wow ...
But he cant eat now,cuz not his birthday yet !!
Wakaka ....
Decide to buy the same flavour at different cafe !!!
Cant wait to see how his face when he see the 4 pieces cakes !!
And the whole tiramsu cake !!
Yesterday,my bestie, Claudia bought me something from shanghai !!
Wow ... She is the best babe !! I Love U !! ^^
She going to langkawi again !! So nice,always go travel ..
These days getting so fren with Sim Mei !!
Tis gal reali so cute and nice and also abit crazy !! ^^
Haha ..
Getting more love her alrdy !!
O my god !! Am i lessbian ?? No ...
She is the one who always accompany when i am unhappy or alone ..
Thx babe .. ^^
You are so wonderful to me ...
And the another bestie of mine,Real ..
Dun knw wat happen to he these days ..
Yesterday suddenly go back ...
Getting dun understand he alrdy ..
He so mad ?? Cuz wat ?
Fren,do u knw how many ppl are worrying about u ??
Pls dun keep it if u r sadness or wat ??
Tell us ur problem ..
Let us help u to solve the problem too ...
Another bestie of mine again !! ( But is long time ago !! )
Our frenship become so bad these days cuz something ...
Althought sometime abit angry about she ..
But i will wish she at her show ..
Good luck,my dear !!
Think if we didnt argue about money,we will so fren till now .. I think ...
Just good luck at ur dear !
Soli i didnt attend the show of u ..
Cuz i got thing to do to9 !! ...
Last nite an old fren,xiang call me up !!
Wow ..
It is his big day !! 19 yrs old alrdy !!
Happy birthday again !! ^^
But we didnt gather up and celebrate ur birthday,cuz all being so busy with bf !!
Getting less gathering alrdy ..
Miss u all ...
All my life fren !!
Meow,Meng,Chin,Xiang ...
All of u .. Miss our gathering !!
When we go out yamcha again ??
Tis saturday class cancel ..
And also is my new babe,Sim Mei birthday !!
Decide celebrate her birthday at mrg.then noon accompany my babe !! ^^
But she seem so busy ..
Haix .. But i will celebrate with u soon,my dear !! ^^
My classmate decide go genting play at tis study week ..
Gosh .. Dad dun allow to over9 again !!
Getting dun let me tis n tat ..
Isnt becuz he notice tat i got bf and worry i bluff he ??
Haix ...
Decide dun knw still wanna go or not ..
But our class didnt gather together since the thing happen ..
Think i need to attend the gathering !!
Hope after tis gathering,all of us will become be4 those happiness ...
But i feel wanna go genting with my Darling ..
When onli can go travel with Darling ...
Need keep some money ..
Cuz need celebrate birthday with he ...
Counting day .. 6 days more to go ...
So exciting ..
The birthday card haven print it out ..
Getting lazy ... Haha ..
Miss and Love u,darling !! ^^

Monday, October 20, 2008

20.10.2008 ^^ 8 Month Anniversary ^^

Today is our 8 month anniversary .. ^^
So happy about tat ..
Time pass fast .. Now alrdy 8 month ..
Thx for everything ..
Ur caring and ur love ..
And u accompany me to face all my problem ..
Just wat i say you mean everything to me ...
Last nite u are so funny !!
So weird ..
Keep call me sing song ..
Do u knw how shy am i ?

Yesterday u r alone at home ..
Soli tat i didnt accompany u ..
Cuz about my family ...
Miss u alot .,.

I am having moral class now ..
Today topic is about buddha ..
Actually i knw some of his story ..
But surpise all so quiet to listen ..
And buddha hair cute !!!
Soli tat i say tat ...


Last nite i found out tat the gal she got work ..
And she getting reali so cheap in her life ..
Seem like wat kind of guy also can ..
Why she change till like tis ..
Everyone change .. Include her ..

Today kinda enjoy with class .. ( I think so !! )
Hope they will listen wat i say ..
Where is our team works ??
Where is it ??
Can u all come back ?


Reali so miss my darling !! ^^
Feel wanna hug darling now !! ^^
Today going to mom home over9 !!
So happy,cuz slp with mami .. ^^

More 8 days left !!
Counting Down ..
I still haven print out the card tat i make for he ..
I miss u,darling ..
And i will give u many surpise !! ^^

Saturday, October 18, 2008

8 Month Anniversary !! ^^

Today went to shopping with darling ..
Isnt happy .. Suppose to be,but not happy at all ..
Cuz we dont look like couple at all,one walk infront one walk back ..
Haix ..
Do he knw tat i mind about tat ??
Do he knw how my feeling ??

After shopping.we ate sushi tat we bought !!
Wow .. Damm nice,althought sharing with darling,but tat time are happy !!
Cuz i love to share with u all my suff ..
Cuz i Love u !!! ^^

Today bought many thing,all for darling home ...
Food,Sweet,Chocolate,Extension Wayar tat he need,Hot Dog,Milk,Vintage and many many more ..
Almost RM 200 ..
Haha ..
Kinda happy la tat time ..

After tat we went back home,we clean his room together ..
His room become so clean n smell nice ..
Kekex ...
So happy !!
And i joke with he tat ( Now u can bring gal come back home !! Wat he did,just laugh !! )
Haha ...
Dun try to do tat ..
Cuz i dun wish the bed tat i slp,got another ppl slept ...
If give me found out,i will kick u !!!
After tat we play monoplay together !!
Yer !! U won tat game ..
Kinda happy tat time also la ...

Today i think his mom msg he again ..
Everytime when his family call up or msg,he sure wont let me see tat msg ...
Wat am i to he ?? Stranger ??
When he mind tat i know so much about his family suff ??
If i know,wat will happen ?? U will kill me ?? Isnt ??
Why u so big reaction when i wanna see ...
Or when they send msg to u,u hurry delete it ..
Why u do tat to me ??
Why u so mind of it ??
Are we couples ??
Do u realy love me ??
Just wat i ask u just now .. If one day i follow u go back ur hometown,u also wont let me knw ??
U answer is yes .. Reali shock ...

I realy dun knw wat to say again ..
Wat can we talk other tat all the thing ??
Family .. So PRIVATE !!
Work ... U always say i dun know !!
Fren ... Dun knw ur fren also ...
Wat still can we talk other tat love ??
Haha ...
Reali so funny lur ...
Still got 1 day left,our 8 month annversary ...
I Love u,my dear !!

Friday, October 17, 2008

Waiting a TRUE FREN !!

Haha .. I cut my hair .. No way !!
I bluff real and darling again,bluff them tat i got a new hairstyle ..
My long hair still with me la ..
I dun dare cut it off,cuz is my babe,my hair just like my darling ..
But darling say tat is nice,real say look so fresh,isnt ??
But in now,i still dun wish to cut it off,cuz i love my long hair ..
2ml going to meet my darling,dun knw wat he will say when saw my long hair ..
Haha ^^ Always give he surpise ...
I miss my darling ..
I bluff again .. Sorry,my dear,but just wanna make u happy !! ^^ Love u ^^

Today having lunch with a new fren of mine,Sim Mei !! ^^
She is a cute gal.friendly and nice either !! ^^
Thx gal tat accompany ..
But i just use to it to be alone,be4 enter tis college also use to it ...
Silly gal,i am enjoy and having fun taking pic with u ..
U r reali so funny and crazy .. I getting loving u more more ^^ Shy ><"

These days getting feel so unmood in tis class ..
All the ppl getting different,all of them has change !!
Or am i the one who change ??
Childish ? Mature ?
Who know's ??
Maybe i become be4 myself,a stupid gal,emo gal ( hate myself like tis !! )

Listening song ..
When they all will come back ??
When our relation come back ??
Is all about wat ??
Why all tis thing will like tis ??
Wat can i do to change tis stitution ..
Anyone can tell me ?? Or either the god ??
I reali hope everything come back,we all are so good,we are one gang .. But now ...
Wish the day come as fast ..

Today having IT class ..
Teacher Yong always using english to teach,some of the classmate dun understand ..
Today kinda happy,cuz i think i am back ..
Pinki Clown .. Hate to be clown,but use to it ..
Keep makes some joke when study ..
Kinda fun tat time ^^ ( In my heart,but in their .... )
Today damm heavy rain,the rain just like my heart ..
Wanna cry it out all the sadness,being alone is reali so sad ...
Where is my fren ?? My bestie ?? Where is it ??
Fren .. Different mind.different dreams.tat why cannot together ..
Haix ..
Wat to do ??

Getting understand wat human need live at tis earth ..
Getting understand wat is lonely ..
Getting understand without fren is reali so sad .. Disappointed too ..
Wat can i do .............
Without a fren ?? Or either a bestie reali is so lonely ..
Althought u treat them as ur bestie,but they are not,cuz they got their own bestie either !! ( I always remember tat !! Tat y didnt hv a real bestie !! ><" )
LONELY !! Sucks !! Hate it !! I wanna a true bestie,reali so hard ...
Who can be the one ?? My true bestie ??
But at least now i got my darling,thx my darling always beside me,but i still need fren !!
Cuz i dun like to be lonely,i reali hate the feel ...
I dun wanna to use it to tis feel ..
I hate to be abandom ...
I am the one who always need's fren,need them to beside me always ..

Me wanna chitchat with my sistar !!
I miss all my sistar !

Miss my trish,christy,kate babe .. ( But they are busy with their future !! ><" )
A true fren will always in ur heart ...
When can i found one a true fren ?
A fren tat will always beside me when i need ..
A fren tat when i am sad or happy will think about it ..
Just like my darling,i will love tis fren more tat love my darling !!
When will it appear in my real life ...


Thursday, October 16, 2008

1st diary ^^ 8 days moere ..

Today is my 1st time using blogspot to write blog ..
haha ..
The feel when at wretch is reali not same ..
Decide to cancel the account there ..

Yesterday went shopping with my darling ^^
Wow ..
So happy la ..
After shopping with darling,we go for have dinner ..
Be4 decide meet my sweetie,Trish .. But she is busy and she is late ..
My sweetie,let us meet at tis saturday or next date ^^ ..

Yesterday real are so sad ..
Cuz argue with his darling ..
Hope he with his darling can sweet sweet back ..
Then we can hang out together !! ^^
I miss the day we hang out at sunway,but tat time my darling was not beside me !! So sad :(

Darling felt sick again ..
Cough and fever again ..
My god .. My darling,always easy to get sick ..
Darling,u must eat medicine and rest more,okie ??
Dont make me worry u,okie ?
I miss u ^^

These days got alot of unhappy memories between me n my family ..
My family suff getting messy ..
And i get accident few days ago ..
Gosh,think tat day i am too tired either la ..
Tat why so careless,but nobody are hurt !!
Thank God !! ^^

Other tat family,the another is between with classmate ..
Getting feel tat me and them ge mind and also dream reali not same ..
They are so childish at all ..
Come on,wake up at face it ..
The day from now is getting dark .. and dark ..
Soon u will know wat happen in tis stupid mind ..
U will just will kill urself if continue with tis kind of stupid minded ..
Dun try to bully me,i am not anymore a nice gal to u ...
Just get off if u try to bully me ..
Tat it ..
Do u heard tat ??

Still got 4 days,we are 8 month alrdy ..
Still got 8 days,is ur birthday ..
My god ..
I haven print out the birthday card ...
And haven decide where i wanna bring u go to celebrate ..
I wanna u to know tis birthday and in the next every year i will always beside u ..
7 cakes waiting u to eat them ..
I Love u,darling ^^