U hurts me ..

Our story end ..
End up with tears ..
But he is smiling ..
He treat me as a good fren .. Or should i say just like a little sister to he ..
No matter wat position i am ..
I am still the last one ..
I wont be the 1st one in his heart ..

I will always remember what u said ..
I GOT NO MORE FEEL ON U ..
What the fucking word tat hurts me alotz ..
Really hurts me ..

I feel i am silly ..
How can i will fall in love on such guy ..
Gosh ..
U are in my mind ..
Useless me ..
Crying when i wake up everyday ..
Useless me ..
I need to get u out from my mind right now ..

Can we back to normal ??

Finally ..
Our story ends ..
I do miss u so much ..
How can u so easily to give up our relation ??
Why ??
Crying for whole day ..
Haha ..
I am stupid ..
Cry is useless ..

Do u ever know tat if u gave me a hug ..
All the sadness will forget ..
And i feel happy ..
Why dont u just give me a hug ..
I wish to can be there with me ..
Can u ?
Dun even leave me alone ..
I dun either wan u to face all ur problem by urself ..
I wish i am there with u ..
Can u ??
I just wanna be with u ..
No matter how ..
I just wanna be with u ..
U means alotz to me ..
Just how can u so simply let go ..
We had been through alotz of thing ..
I thought we can be forever ..
Why ??
I dun wan take good care by myself ..
I NEED U ...

Do u notice ...

So long didnt update ..
Listening 罗志祥 几分..
爱有几分？
haha .. Tis word quite meaningful ..
Today i feel tat reali so damm disappointed ..
How can u did all this thing and u dun honest to me ..
Gal .. U notice my feelings ..
But did u reali care about how i feel ?
I feel totally so sad ...
I feel wanna ran away from the situation ..
U wont ever know how sad i am when u sit beside me ..
I aint joking ..
I do mind ..
I mind tat u two being so close ..
Can u cares about my feelings ...
SHIT ... I am selfish ..
But i do mind ..
I am down down down since tat day ..
I feel wanna get away from u right now ..

Mood makes me sucks ..

These days went to mami house over9 ..
My life is busy busy busy at there ..
Wake up then went to work at mom shop ..
After class went back mom shop and help her again ..
Gosh ..
My life totally damm busy busy busy ..
Likes this kind of life,cuz got no times to think others thing ..
At least it makes my life feel better ..

Today my mood damm bad ..
What happen to me ..
Why these weeks my mood getting sucks ??
Is becuz of my dad ??
Or is becuz i use to have a bad temper alrdy ?
My mood makes my personality getting sucks ..
I am getting sucks either ..
What the f*ck ...
I just wanna have a nice day going out with fren or he ..
I think .. Is a teenagers would likes to have it ..
But i am always with my family family family ..
Our times is getting less n less ..
Is been one week 12 hours to one weeks 2 to 5 hours ...
I hate it ..
I hope to have a movie with u ..
I wanted to go out with u either ..
But .. U n me ..
Always got no times for each others ..
Wat can i do to makes thing better and better ??
Can u give some times on me ??
Haha ..

Is going to exam again ..
Exam and assignment drives me crazy again ..
But what to do ??
Tis is wat a students will face it ..
Gonna have a holiday on december ..
Wish to have a trip with u ..
But u aint free ..
I will have with fren ..
Tis is what i always did ..
Haix ..
Do u know how disappointed i am ..
What to do ??
U are busy again wat,rite ??
U wont even know what am i thinking either ..
Haix ..

I miss my bestie and sistar ..
Hope to have our next gathering soon ..
Waiting for the x'mas gather ..
Haha ..

This year will be a special year ..
Haha ..
Cuz will be a special night with u and my babes ..

Curly do not suit me .. Haha ..

Been so many days didnt update ..
Feel so lazy to update ...

Few days ago ..
Went to genting with xiang,meng,doremon,funny teh,xuet fern and her bf, and more and more ..
Realy having a great day ..
But happy and great day pass so fast ..
I miss it ..
Miss it everyday and everynight tat we have pillow talk and we went to jogging early in the morning ..
The most pity one is i need to cook maggi mee for them and make breakfast .. But i didnt ate at all .. Haix ..
But do happy when see them finish all the food ..
Haha .. But sadly is they dun keep or either wash the plate ..
Dirty Man !!!!
But all the dude and my sistar ..
I do having fun with u all ..
And the uno card .. I miss it ..
Letz play together again ..
Althought i always miss up to drink the whiskey .. Haha ..

These few weekend went to help my mom ..
Totally so tired ..
Need help wash hair and blow hair ..
I realy cant do it la ..
I am so soft soft soft to the customer ..
Haha ..
Cuz i scare they will get hurt ..
What a mess ..
But do having fun la .. Haha ..

I miss u again ..
We just met for 3 days in a week ..
But is 6 hours in a week ..
2 hours for a day ..
Haix ..
I do so miss u ..
When we can go for a movie ..
I miss the shopping,buying and movie day ..
I miss u ...
I hope to have a trip with u either ..
Missing u ..

Just now my curly hair born on 5:00 pm on 15/11/2009 ...
OH MY GOD ..
Curly totally not suit me ..
Haha ..
I am regret ..
Waiting my hair to be straightly back ..
When ??
I am ugly .. But now is totally more more more terrible ugly ..
Haha ..
Darling said tat .. : U look so old ... But no worries .. Going back to normal soon ..
Haha .. U hurts me .. But ur words warms me ..
I likes to be mature .. But not too mature .. Plz ..
Human wants everything ..
Haha ..
Human is selfish .. Yes .. I am .. Haha ..
Human wants everything .. Agree too .. Haha ...

I am curly bitch now .. Haha ...
Disgusting ..
Dun feel wanna go out with friends anymore ..
2ml i gonna be spy .. Wear a cap to class .. Haha ..

Life is short !! So .. PLAY HARD !!

November is here ..

Having a great fun day ..
But sadly is leave it on 6 ..
Went for a trip with my fren ..
Is was fun ..
Sadly just enjoying for half day ..
I wish to have more tat 1 day ..
I wanted to go to sea and play ..
I wanted to shopping either ..
Haha ..
But i am happy ..
Thanks again ..
U are my bestie right now !!
Haha ..

Today went out with dear ..
Didnt went anywhere ..
Just went for a movie ..
But i wanted to watch Jennifer's Body !!
Hope to watch it next week ...
Haha ..

November is here ..
My heart been stuck in someone else ..
Wat happen to me ??
Wat can i do ??
I think i need get away from u ..
But my dear is still so important to me !!


November is here ..
Goodbye october ..
December is coming soon ..
I gonna have my holiday ..
I wanted to go for trip again ..
Hope tat my dear got time to go trip with me ..

Next saturday going to genting with my gangs again ..
Miss u guys alotz .
Cant wait for the fun days with u guys !!

Rush Day ^^

Tonight is halloween day !!
Gosh ..
Being every year i wish to go out and have some fun ..
But this year i am at home again ..
What to do ..
Need to be a good girl at home ..
When the day will be come ??
Good girl change bad ..
Haha ..

2ml going to penang with fren ..
Hope will be fun for 2ml la ..
But the time will be rush rush rush ..
Very the rush ..
Haha ..
Cant wait for it .
Penang .. I am coming ..
Haha ..

Next week gonna have a genting gather with the brothers ..
Wow .. Seem like be fun ..
But one of our sistar been locked up by her bf ..
Gosh .. When u wil onli be give up to hang out with us ..
Hey u .. Dun treat ur gf as a pet ..
She is a human ..
She have she own freedom .
Okie ??

Having a busy busy busy weekend ..
And i am lazy to do assignment ..
Exam is coming soon ..
Gonna have a long holiday either ..
I gonna be very very very bz ..
Hate to be busy day ..
I dun like to rush ..

And i am surpise tat an old fren said he got look at my blog ..
So surpise ..
But i do sengaja make the font small ..
Haha ..
Anyway happy to have u tis fren ..

Just Fark Off My Life !!

I am damm moody !!
Damm Damm Damm Moody right now ...
I feel damm super tired right now ..
I am reali so tired of all of these nonsense ...
Please can u care about others mind ??
I totally feel so disappointed wat u said also ..
We been one year classmate ..
But how can u still dun understand how i am ..
U feel tat i am not supporting u guys doing this ..
But do u guys know wat ppl thinking ..
Do u know ppl mind's thinking wat ..
What the fark !!
Fark u ...
Can u just get off ..
Get off my way right now ..
I am reali reali so so so sad ..
But things not always ppl wants ..
Lets say .. U guys have fun by urself la ..
I dun feel wanna play ..
I dun feel wanna stay ..
I feel wanan get away right now ..
I just dun feel wanna stay at the situation right now ..
Why ? Why ? Why ??
I getting hate all of tis ???
Should be my faults ??
Or just u guys dun cares others feelings ..
U guys just enjoying on it ..

Just now went yamcha with Rou Ying again ..
Thx babes ..
I feel better right now ..
Do feel tat both of u so so so sweet ..
I feel so envy la ..
U guys too sweet jorx la ..
Haha ..
Thinking about u right now again ..
I am reali tired on tis relationship ..
Tired on u .. u guys .. all of u ................
FARK OFF ... Man !!!!

Cake Day ^^

Today having a great day with TRICIA darling ..

We makes cakes together ..

Is a fun day with her ..

But is very tired after all the thing done ..

Having a great time with she ..

She is very busy nowdays ..

But thx for accompany me together to done it ..

Althought u said i am the one who accompany u ..

Haha ..

Do so happy,cuz i got u !!!

Thx darling ..

More fews days left ..

Do u nerves for ur surpise ?
Haha ..

Hope u will like wat i had done for u ..

Hope u will change ..

Hope u will become more caring on me ..

Hope tat u do loving it all the thing ..

This will be the day ends ..

Or brand new life ??

The answer is depends on u ..

U r the one who makes me do decision ..

Hope do changes ....

This is me and tricia cheese cake !!

Kekex ..

So ugly ..

But i had did my best ..

Haha ..

Hope u will be loving it ..

是时候休息了！

觉得好累哦！
真的好累哦！
我真的是时候要好好休息了！！

为什么怎样都做不好的？
为什么？好累哦！
我要成功啦！
我一定要成功！！
我一定会成功的！！！

上课……功课……上课……功课……
我要我的时间啦！
我要休息啊！！！
到底这种生活几时才会改变呢？
我要加油！
对着我的未来前进！

I wanted to have day to relax myself ..
My trip had been cancel ..
Haix ..
I wanted to have u right now ..
I wanted to have a hug now ..

Still left few days ..
What can i prepare for u ??
I am very headache right now ..
I need to practise practise practise ..
Practise makes perfect !!!

我很不像我……

今天的我很不像我！
我是怎么了？
我怎么把自己弄得那么疯疯癫癫啊？
我是有病吗？
我真的很不开心……
你们都开不出来吗？
我到底是怎样啊？
果然……知心友真的很难找，到现在都还没找到，真没用啊！

我真的不知道自己要的是什么？
你真的是我想要的吗？
没有了你，我会开心点吗？
没有了你，我会离开孤独吗？

我打算给你一个很大很大很大的惊喜！
希望你会超级开心的！
我知道你一定超级无敌开心及感动的！
哈哈……
倒数哦……
我也要远离伤心……

这星期会超级忙的！
又要和姐妹见面，又要弄蛋糕，又要和兄弟们喝茶！
我的天啊！！
很忙啊！！
期待着我的假期啊！！！！

My day is fully of program ..
Haha ..

Wednesday got no class ...
Went to ulu langat waterfall play ..
Wow .. Realy kinda fun ..
But realy tired ..
Need go through a long way stair ..
But do having fun with my classmate ...
The 1st time going out with them ..
Kinda fun .. Hope to having fun again ..
Haha ...
After tat we went to fun ok yamcha ..
Damm so tired tat time ..
After tat we went to pasar malam .. Haha ..
Is totally a nice day with day ..

Thursday is a day tat i am lazy ..
Didnt went for class ..
Cuz realy feel so tired on it ...
At night went out with ROU YING ..
A cute and sweet girl ..
She is so nice ..
Bring her to full house on tat day ..
We do took alotz of pic .. Both of us look ugly in the pic ..
Cuz our dressing very casual and we didnt make up either ..
Haha ..
But we do enjoying talking talking talking ..
Do having some fun on it ..
Finally we got time to meet up .. Haha ..
Hope to meet u soon .. Gal !!
Miss u ..

Friday .. A busy day in my life ..
Went to college and pass up my fee ..
Sorry tat miss up zhi xiong birthday ..
I am very sorry ..
Then went to have lunch with dad ..
Haha .. After tat went out with doremon .. A new fren ..
Went out with he to have a drinks while waiting xiang and meng them ..
Haha .. Is kinda fun .. But do abit boring ...
Cuz we just playing cards .. And on9 and psp ..
Haha ..
After 8.30 .. Finally xiang,juan and meng reach ..
We talk crap and playing cards in chatroomz ..
Haha ..
But in the end is totally too noisy ..
So we change place to NAILS ..
A place tat nice .. But Got alotz mosquito ..
Haha ..
We continue talking crapz there ..
Finally going back home on 11.30 ..
Totally a tired day !!

Hope tat my weekend could be a great day either !!
Missing u deeply in my heart !!
Malacca .. I am coming soon .. Haha ..

Home .. Means for what ??

I am having a great weekend ..

On Saturday,had a great nites with my babes in Quattro ..
Kinda fun .. But reali too pack in the club ..
I do enjoy it ..
Saw Min at tat time,call she to join us ..
So happy tat dancing with her ..
But i felt tat i abit lessbian la ..
Cuz dancing with gals is a weird thing ..
Haha ..
After club,darling come and fetch me ..
I am abit drunk on tat time ..
But so happy tat he still come and fetch me ..
Thanks !!!
And here to wish u again ..
Wei,happy belated birthday ..
Hope to club soon ..

On sunday is a fren of fren birthday ..
We just went for a drinks ..
Haha ..
And chit chat and play games ..
Is a good fren to me ..
Mr. DOREMON,happy birthday to u ..
Haha ..
And hates ppl looking at my phone ..
All my privacy been seen by u ..
OMG ...

Today lecture call us say about HOME !!
HOME is thing to me is a sad thing ..
Becuz mom left us since i am 9 yrs old ..
Is been 10 yrs from now ..
She got her own life and her husband ..
I so envy others ppl family,they always can just stick together ...
But why my family cant ??
Is been long time ago tat didnt gather all together ..
Why ?? Is becuz of money matter ??
Or u guys just enjoying to have ur own new life ..
I am still waiting right here ..

Just now looking at my old pic ....
OMG .. I am totally different from now ..
At least my eye now are abit big !!
Haha ..
I miss tat time ..
At least tat time all family members is together ..
Can i go back to the pass ??
Maybe all the thing will be change from now ..

My timetable sucks !!!

I got my high heels yesterday ..
But i still wan to have another one ..
Haha ...
Girls always needs alots of thing ..
Haha ..
I wanna shopping right now ..

Yesterday lecture said tat maybe need to change our class to next sem ..
Should i say is a good thing or bad thing ??
Good thing is i can have more time to rest rest rest !!!
Bad thing is next sem will be busy busy busy ...
OMG !!!!
WHY WHY WHY ???
But i need enjoy my sem right now ..
Need enjoy my day and time ...

Later need go for class ..
I am tired and lazy right now ..
Why Why Why ?
Why the class time must be so late ..
Gosh .. Hate it when my class so late ...

Dad forcing me go out now ..
OMG ..
I dun feel wanna go ..

2ml going to club ..
On the club .. Haha ..
Hope is fun with u guys !!!

I wish all the wishes come true !!!

I cant sleep right now ..
Wat wrong with me ??
I should be sleeping right now and thinking or dreaming someone now ..
But what am i doing right now ..
Getting feel suffer ..
It is all the thing i wan ??
It is all the thing i need ??
What do i wan and need ??
Is u ?? Family ?? Friends ??

So surpise tat zee wei call me last9 ..
She invited me go to her party ..
Should be someone called her to call me up ?? I think ..
But i do going to her party ..
Hoping u can accompany me too !!!
But i know u cant .. And i wont ask ..
Hoping tat i can enjoy on tat day ..
Althought already happen something tat makes me feel unhappy ..
Gals, are we still fren ??
I dun get it what are u mind for ??
I dun get what ur mind thinking ..
Maybe is becuz of the guy mind ..
But the way u said
But the thing tat u said already hurts me ..

I wish tat i realy can have a good weekend ..
I wish tat i could have a happy and nice day ..
I wish tat i can get away from all this trouble ..
I wish tat i can get a brand new life with he ..
I wish tat i can have a nice memories with he ..
I wish to have a new handphone ..
I wish to have high heels ...
I wish to have a new handbag ..
Haha ..
I wants to go to shopping !!!!

The New Sem .. New Life ??

OMG OMG OMG ......

My new sem subject all is need to present urself ..
OMG ..
I am shy nowdays ..
Am i ?? Haha ..
Sure someone will said tat " Shy not suit u !! "
Haha .. I am SHY !!!
Getting headache with the artistic performance and public speaking ..
I realy not so good performance in stage ..
I enjoyed to in ..
But i do not so clever in my social skill ...
I wish tat i do can learn alotz of thing on it ...

Now ....
The thing tat i can say tat is i ain"t actor ..
I wont act infront of it ..
Me is Me .. I enjoying to be ME !!!!
I dun like tat u r acting good to me ...
I hate tat u act closer with me ..
But in the end i found out tat u betray me ..
Fuck u ... Just fuck off ..
Dun pretend it ...

I wanted to have a new life ..
I hate the life now ..
Tis is not wat i wanted ..
I hate the life now ...
I just wanna have a simple and nice life ..
Or just without u ..
I will be better ..

I dun need ur judgement at all ..
So .. Dun pretend tat u knew me ..
Cuz u dun ever knew me at all ...

Gonna going to malacca ..
A place tat hoping going with someone ..
But in the end .. U r not the one who bring me ..
Haha .. But i do excited ..
Wish to have a trip ..
Just at least can get off KL and u ...
I just wanted my life to be happiness ..

Sunway Day again !!

Last9 play candles with meng and xiang !!
Walao ..
Just simply to have a talk then play candles ..
We play and chit chat till 4 ..
Suddenly,doremon come and join us ..
We went to yamcha ..
OMG .. The 2nd time so late go out yamcha ..
After yamcha alrdy 5 something ..
Just slept about 4 hours ..
Becuz need go to sunway with meng and her fren ..
Wow .. Damm boring lur ..
Cuz been walk here .. walk there ..
WALK WALK WALK ...
Went to have a look for something ..
Went to find something for xiang,cuz his birthday is coming soon ..

A fren tat i knew almost 4 years ..
A fren tat always be my best fren .
A fren tat so important to me be4,now and after ..
A good fren for me ..
A fren tat i dun wish to loose it ..
Hey MAN !! Always be with me ...
Or should i say ... FREN FOREVER !! haha ..

My sem break finally ends !!
Gosh .. So fast ..
I wanna go for a trip ..
I going to Malacca, Penang and Genting soon ..
Cant wait for it ..
I wanted to have a new sem tat full of experience ..

2ml got class ..
Gosh .. Stupid class was it ..
Almost everyday need study till 6 ..
The traffic jam time ..
Hate it ..
Cuz i hates to stucks with those jam ..
I wish to have a good day and time ..

Today chat with rou ying again ..
She is a sweet girls ..
Gonna going out with she soon ..
Our 1st date FULL HOUSE ..
2nd date .. PASAR MALAM ..
Haha ..
Waiting tat the day tat u r free ..
But i thinks tat i gonna be busy than her ..
Haha ..

I miss all the study class ..
But i hate tired day !!

Happy Mid-Autumn Festival ^^

Happy Mid-Autumn Festival .....
I am not celebrating now ..
I am at cyber cafe with my darling ..
Gosh .. Damm boring here ..
I am damm bored bored bored ..

But later gonna play candle on my home with my sistar ..
Haha ..
I am so childish ..
Yes !! I am childish ..
I wish to be a children ..
A children got nothing to worry ..
A children got non pressure ..
I wish to be ..
Wish to be children from tis moment ..

I wanted to have u ..
I wanted to have a date with u ..
I wanted to watch movie ..
I wanted to have a good time ..
I wanted to sleep right now ..

I am unhappy and bored ..
Gonna study soon ..
CLASS CLASS CLASS ..
Gonna very bz on my studies studies studies ..
I need pay more my time on my fren ..
I miss all of u guys ..
I wanna go for a trip ..
But when ??
Haix ...

I wanted u have someone ..
I wish to hug someone now ..

AkA Returns ?? Hoping ..

Tuesday went out with bibu and min ..
Went to see battleground ..
Wow ..
Loving It ..
Many teams are strong ..
Plus some is those ex team but with some new ppl ..
I miss racken force ..
Haha ..
I feel wanna see ECX dance again ..
Haha ..

After tat we went to have a walk ..
Accompany bibu find cap ..
We went to buy something either ..
Haha ..
The thing damm cute ..
I gonna love tis thing ..
Think he gonna love it too ..
Haha ..

Went to met up BRUCE too ...
When met up BRUCE ..
AKA pop out in my mind again ..
I miss aka gangs !!
I miss WILLIAM ..
I miss all of u guys ..
I miss the days ..
When will come back ?
Suddenly my evil mind pop oit something tat evil thing again ..
I wishing tat AKA RETURN'S !!
Haha .. Thinks is is wat WILLIAM hopes to ..
Haha ..
I wanna meet up all of u guys ..
I reali damm miss AKA !!!

Went for family dinner with my eldest sis either ..
Damm miss her so much ..
Miss her till crazy la ..

Since the fella are free nowdays, she been "raped up" by he ..
So damm happy when met she ..
Is was her big day ..
She do enjoy the day also ..
She went to clubbing at quattro ..
But stupid quattro .. With the stupid rules ..
Makes her crazy on wed nite ..
But in the end i heard my sis say she do having fun ..
YAN !! I miss u so much .. I LOVE U !!
And happy birthday to u..

Last9 went yamcha with my buddy ..
Yee Meng and Han Xiang ..
A fren tat i knew almost 4 years ..
Haha ..
Many thing happen between in tis 4 years either ..
I wish to have a long talk with them ..
But Xiang he bring his fren come ..
Damm shit .. Man ..
Abit boring with many guys ..
But do having fun la ..
At least they likes to making joke la ..
Hey dude .. Wish tat our friendship wont be end ..
U guys do very important in my heart ..
Escpically to 6 girls and xiang tis boy ..
Realy so meaningful to me ..

Today mrg xiang call me up ..
Wanna have breakfast with me ..
Gosh .. Very shock ..
But i didnt go out with he ..
Then Jun msg said wanna have lunch ..
But dad seem not so happy ..
So cancel again ..
Wow .. Suddenly fren all pop out ..
Haha ..

Gonna going to malacca ..
Finally my trip ...
Haha ..
I wanna have some fun on it ..
But very disappointed becuz is not with u go ..
When we only can have our own trip ??
I miss u again .. But thinks u wont know tat u r on my heart everytime ..

Listen To MY Heart

~listen to your heart
when he's calling for you
listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye ~


Didnt u try listen to my heart either ??
Am i gonna say goodbye to u and the relation tat been through ..
Are u realy important in my life ??
Do i realy need u ??

All the question pop out in my mind nowdays ..
Do i realy love u ??
I dun either know the answer at all ..
It been a answer that i wont know right now ...

I wish to have alcohol nite right now !!
I wanted to club right now ..
I wanted to throw all the problem ..
I just wanna to have a relax life ..

I hate sick !!
Sick drives me crazy ..
I need alcohol to be my medicine ..
I need u to be my medicine .. I think ..
Just hope tat u are there when i was sick ..
I wish tat u can take care of me ..
But ... In the end .. I am ALONE now ..

Boring Day !!

What a boring day ..
Today cough like hell ..
Getting not feeling well ..

Just now went to see frens blog ..
All of them are very busy on their life ..
But me ..
I am just very boring on my life ..
Been calling my sweetie go out tonight ..
But she is busy again ...
Being an half artist make her time to been control up ..
Haix ..
When we just can hang out together ???

I miss my dear now again ..
From now on .. What can i do ??
What should i do to make thing better and better ...

Happy Day with my babes !!

These days very tired and busy ..

But do meaningful la .

Cuz i do happy on my holiday !!

Went to sunway lagoon with my SISTAR !!

But the sad thing tat is we didnt take any pic at there ..

That day we went there early in the morning ..

OMG .. Damm many ppl there ..

But luckily we are early enough,so we do get play on many things ..

But the way we play,realy easy to get sick ..

Get wet .. Then get dry .. Get wet again .. Haha ..

The stupid them .. Close the big fake beach .. All of us need stuck in a small pool ..

Gosh ... Alotz of ppl .. Hate to being like a sandwish ..

Haha ... But 6 of us do enjoy the gamie tat pop out in our mind ..

And got a cutie guy ( The sunway lagoon cutie logo ) pop out at the stage and dance like Micheal JACKSON .. Wow .. Cute man !! U ROCKS !!! Haha ...

After tat we went back to kepong and go to have buffet steamboot ..

Wow .. We just enjoy to playing with the bbq .. Haha ..

So fun on tat time .. But all of us bz on the bbq suff .. So less talk ..

I very happy .. Cuz it been so long we didnt hv these kind of trip ..

Do enjoy the time .. I miss u all babes !!

U guys realy mean alotz to me ...

U guys will forever be my mind !!

Let go trip soon .. Our plan PENANG !!

Went to photoshooting with AUDREY babe !!

She is damm cute person .

SO damm cute person .. Haha ...

We date fews times .. But now she only free to out ..

But 2 of us are so tired and the weather is damm hot..

In the end she come to my house and we chit chat !!

She is a gal who paisehx so much ..

Silly gal .. Haha ..

But do having some fun with u

Our next date will come soon .

Cant wait to see u ...

Later need go mom shop help again ..

Gosh !! Very tired ..

I wan slp !! Haha ..

Mr William .. I miss u again !!

Today is a boring day again ..
Staying at home watching movie ..
BORING !!!

Wat wrong with u a ..
Why dun allow me to go out o ..
I am having my holiday ..
I got no class also cant go out mehx ..
Gosh .. Very disappointed lur ..
Always been controled by u ..
Or should i say tat u are over protected on me ...

I miss my ex collegueas again ..
I miss KANNALS team B ..
I miss all of u ..
When only we can meet up ??
I know all of us are busy studying and working ..
But i do wish to have gathering with u all ..
Once again .. I MISS U ALL ...
KANNALS TEAM B ROCKS !!!

Yesterday heard babe had cancel the hometown trip ..
YUHOO ... I am happy ..
Cuz at least someone is gonna accompany me on RAYA ..
But sadly is he will be alone in the 1st day ..
Cuz i am going out with my sistars !!!
Haha ..
Do wish tat i can have a day trip with he ..
But he seem very busy ..
Darling .. When we can go for our trip ..
As soon as possible .. Tis is wat u always answer me ... : (
I do wish tat u will bring me on tis holiday ..
Haha ..

Today chat with a 6 years fren ..
Her bf is damm fucker ...
How can he treat his lovers one like tis ..
Rush time then drop she alone and wanted she walk back ..
Do he got brain ..
To me .. I totally cant accept tat my loves one do tat to me ..
Holly Shit man ..
Tis boy reali bo lan chao wan ..
To me .. I am not so close with tis fren anymore ..
But i am sad tat i see her getting hurt ..
Gal .. Pls dun be stupid anymore ..
Is time to wake up ..
The boy not worth to love anymore ..

These days chatting with a new sweetie pie .. Rou Ying ..
She is a fren gf ..
She is damm cute and friendly either ..
Last9 i told rou ying about william again,and told her about the aka gangs and william suff ..
Getting feel tat without william, all the fren seem to be disappear ..
Becuz of william .. I know most of them ..
But also becuz of william .. I get my most happy day in my life ..
I am happy going sing k with u ..
I am happy hang out and take pic with u ..
I am happy tat u guys make a surpise birthday party ..
I am happy tat we been done crazy thing together ...
When i go anywhere .. My mind makes me think about u ..
Especially when i saw SKL .. Its makes me think about u ..
I miss the time ..
I miss the day ..
I hope u can 4ever be fren ..
Fren .. I wan u be my fren 4ever ..
Althought u are not here .. But u will always in my heart ..
WILLIAM SEI TOU ... I MISS U SO MUCH ..

Boring Holiday ..

Having holiday now ..
Totally so boring ..
Everyday just stay at home ..
Gosh ..
Help me ..
I gonna die soon ...

Be4 decide going to penang with classmate ..
But suddenly the trip cancel ..
Haix ..
Wat the f*ck ..
Do reali wish to go ...
But now ...
I realy wanna go for a trip to relax myself ..
When i only can go for a trip ...

Babe going back hometown soon ..
And my holiday gonna be damm boring ..
At least to he is not much different ..
I am totally sienx ..
I miss u so much ..
I need you to9 ..
I need you right now ..
Haha ..
Miss u so much right now ..

Can i have u now ..
At least i do need you now ..
Right now in time ..
But .. U make me disappointed again ...
Cuz u are not here now ..

Went to sing k with my sweetie pie Min and my bestie Kit ..
It was kit birthday ..
Hey ... Once again .. Happy belated birthday to u ..
But do enjoy la ..
Cuz been so long didnt sing k and didnt sing with them be4 ..
Haha ..
But do feel weird abit ..
Nowdays getting feel Min she is very important to me ..
Cuz at least she is different with others ..
And she wont treat me like shit .. I hope ..

Later gonna go yamcha with all my sweetie ..
I miss u guys so much ..
Decide going to sunway lagoon with them ..
Haha .. Sure will be a nice day with u guys ..
Hoping the day come faster ..
I love u all ..
You are my forever sweetie ..

Feel wanna have some gathering with some old fren ..
I miss u guys so much ..
But all of u are so busy ..
When we onli got time to hang out ..
Hope soon ...

These days thinking tat should i continue in tis relation ..
Are u still the one i wan in tis moment ..
Do i reali need u ??
I feel like i am single with u also ..
Feel no much different ..
Are u still the one i love ??

I want the situation change now !!

So sad now ..
So disappointed ..

Why u just cant beside me when i need u ..
Why u wont pick up the calls ??
Why u just wont care me more and more ..
Why u just cant do wat i wish ..
Why ??

Do u know what i am thinking ??
Do u know what do i wan ??
Do u realy know what to i wish ??
Do u realy know what i wanted to have ??

Can u come closer to me ..
Can u just care me more abit ..
Can u just change abit ....
Wat can i say ..
Wat can i hope ..
Wat can i do to change u become better and better ...

I feel wanna cry ..
But i am alrdy big girl ..
Big girl do not cry ..
I need to control myself ..
I need to be back myself ..
I dun wan be control by emo ...
I hate to be emo ..

I miss all my sistar ..
I wish to have pillow chat with u guys now ..
I wish to have u guys beside me ..
At least i can hug u guys and i cant see my tear droping ..
I am super duper stupid gal ..

Exam finally end !!

Finally end !!
Finally all end ..
The exam finally end ..
Wow .. I can relax ..
I can have my day now ..
Wow .. Very happy now ..
I can enjoy the day with my babes and my girls !!!
Haha ..
But no money how to enjoy wohx ..
I need cash !! I need money !!
Haha ..

Just finish watching others group mv ..
Me n my sis feel RON's group mv is the best ..
But they do reali so geng ..
Cuz they got one good director,then a good singer and a good photographer ..
Haha ..
But do learns alots thing in their mv ..

These days so emo ..
I reali cant accept all the stress tat i am facing ..
I do wish tat u were beside me now ..
At least i can hug u tight tight ..
I do feel painful when i am alone to facing all the stress ..
EMO EMO EMO day !!
I hate the day ...

Exam Sucks ..

Exam week exam week exam week ..
Gosh ..
Exam week drive me crazy !!!
Wat to do ??
Wat can i do now ??
I am totally lazy to revision now ..
Haha ..
I wan hang out now ..
I wan sing k now ..
I wan alot of thing now ..

Missi the time shooting all the picture ..
Nowdays when shoot pic also will think back be4 ..
Haha ..
If got time for exam again ..
Sure i will pass up all the good pic tat i feel is good one la ..
Haha ..
Wat am i saying ..
Gosh ..
Anyone .. Help me ..
I gonna crazy soon ..
Cuz exam drives me crazy ..

Do u still is the one i wan ??
Do u still is the one i need in my life ??
Getting dun know wat i wan and need ..
Getting so suffer ..
U dun even know tat i am sad ..
U dun even know wat happen to me in my daily ..
U dun even know about ME !!!

I need to have a day ..
I need to have a trip ..
I need to do bad thing like smoking ..
Gosh .. I am a bad gal ..
Not anymore a good gal ..
Listenup here .. I am not anymore the good gal ...
I wish to have many thing ..
But i didnt get anything at all now ..
I just wanna to get off the situation now ..

Nowdays getting likes to wear spectal ..
At least i do look mature after wearing the spectal ..
Haha ..
I wish tat i could be mature more and more ..
Not anymore a gal .. But not a woman yet !!
Haha ..

Now .... I do need ur hug ..
I feel wanna cry out loud now ..
Are u there ??
Or do u feel it ??

Music Video Done !! ^^

I Never Needed You For Judgement
I Never Needed You To Question What I Spent
I Never Ask For Help,
I Take Care Of Myself,
I Don't Know Why You Think You've Got A Hold On Me
And it's A Little Late For Conversations
There Isn't Anything For You To SayAnd My Eye's Hurt, Hand's Shiver,
So Look At Me And Listen To Me Because

I don't Want Too, Stay Another Minute
I don't Want You, To Say A Single WordHush,
Hush, Hush, HushThere Is No Other Way,
I Get The Final Say Because,
I don't Want Too, Do This Any Longer
I don't Want You, There's Nothing Left To Say
Hush, Hush, Hush, Hush
I've Already Spoken,
Our Love Is Broken
Baby Hush, Hush ....

This song is very meaningful ..
Is pussycat dolls song .. HUSH HUSH ...
Is also the words i wanna tell u ..

Finally i done up the most important thing .. tat is .. MY MUSIC VIDEO ...
Wow .. Very happy ..
Althought is tired .. but do happy ..
Thx again to all of u guys ..
espically to my team .. and sheng who trying to helps me edit ..
Althought end up is i edit ..
But do thx you .. cuz u do try to help !!
ONCE AGAIN !!! THX MAN !!!
Other than tat i wanna thx my team mate ..
The fren tat who helps me ..
Tricia babe .. A prettie .. Helps me alot ..
Iiky gal .. A little cutie gal !!
Xiao Bai .. The 1st boy in my mv .. But end up cancel all his shot ..
Cason aka bibu .. A old fren of mine .. Do helps alot ..Thx dude ..
Min mui .. A sweetheart to me .. Accompany me while my team mate are bz ..
ONCE AGAIN THX !!!

I am realy happy and do hope to get higher marks ..
Cuz to me i do use alot of thing inside on it ..
Sure plus use alot of money too ..
Haha ..
Hope i do get wat i wan .. wat i hope ..

Today feel so stressful when the thing haven done ..
Cry in college ..
Man .. I am so emmbrassed ..
Cry infront of 2 guys .. They shock when i cry also ..
But dun know why my tear so stupid coming out ..
Haix .. But do thank to my lecture give me some time to do it ..
THX AGAIN !!! ^^

开心的一天……谢谢你们！

今天蛮开心的！
因为我的MV拍的很顺利……
原来少了其他的组员，让整个拍摄真的很累！
但是累也是值得的，至少现在有点成果了！！
感觉就像是我的小baby 那样！！
哈哈！！！
成果快出来了！！
超级开心的！！

也发现到原来真真要弄好自己的东西，真的很苦难！！
加上有很多阻挡！！
但是一切将很快成为过去！！！
哈哈……
一切的辛苦与累都会变成成果！！！
我要加油……
剩下的剪接更要加油了！！！

好久没那么开心……
真的很久了！！
真的要谢谢你们三个！！
哈哈……
我真的很开心！！
哈哈……

我真的很希望大家都可以出来聚一聚……
我开始很怀恋以前！！
以前大家一起出来玩的时候！！！
哈哈……
现在的大家都很忙碌，到底几时才能见大家呢？

今天和bibu 谈起 william ……
William，我真的很想念你！！
现在的你怎样了啊？
在那里开心吗？
我要你下世再做我的好朋友哦！
因为你……让我遇见了许多朋友……
但是你知道吗，你在我们的心中也是很重要的！！！
永永远远都是那么重要！！！

在期待着我的新baby 出现的成果啰！
也希望我们要时常联络哦！！

I do having fun with u all !! Thx babes !!

Happy Birthday to Myself !!!
I am 19 now !!

Very thanks all my babes and my darlings and all my fren ..
Thx all of u ..
I do very happy !!!

Went to sing k with my babes ..
Very fun with them ..
Thx babes ..
Thx for the nite ..
I do having fun with u all ..
I miss u all ..
U all mean alot to me ..
Lets have our next date again ..
haha ..

2nd is i wanna thx my classmate ..
Thx all of the surpise ..
Gosh .. u guys are bad ..
But i love u all ..
U guys makes me cry ..
Dun fool me again .. Okie ??
Haha ..
And thx for the cake n the card !!
And i try to change myself ..

Then at night have dinner with he ..
A boring birthday !!
Gosh ..
Why got no any surpise from u ??
But luckily i didnt have any expection from u ..
At least i wont be sad now ..
Tis is how u r,rite ??

Last9 went to genting with fren n sis ..
Went there have a drinks ..
Do have a lots of fun ..
Haha ..
At least we do enjoy the conversation ..
Cant wait for another date soon ..
Haha ..

And thx again for all my fren wishes ..
I miss u guys alot ..
U guys do mean alot to me ..
I love u all ..
Once again .... I am 19 now alrdy !!
Yuppi !!! Very happy ..
Time pass so fast !!!

19 soon .. I wan to travel ..

Being so long didnt blogging ..
I miss blogging ..
These days are bz on my studies ...
Assignment again ..
Too many assignment to do ..
Drive me crazy ..
Haha ..

My big day coming soon ..
One week to go ..
Hope i will get surpise on tis year ..
I wish that u do will give me surpise on it ..
Dun hope the thing happen again ..
Plz .. I dun like thing to spoil my big day ...

Cant wait that day come ..
This will also be the 2nd time u celebrate with me ..

I hope tat i can go travel to rest my life ..
Totally feel stress these days ..
Very tired alrdy ..

These days i am bz on shooting music video ..
Got many arguement with my team also ..
Hope we can do well and get good marks also ..
Hope we can get wat we wan ..
No trouble ..
Gonna exam soon ..
I will become crazy soon ..
Time pass so fast ..
I alrdy being 1 year in tis college ..
1 year more to go ..
Wat will i do in the future ..

These days wishing to have alcohol nite with my sistar ..
Wat wrong with my dad ..
Why dun allow me ?
Feel tat i will gettting bad ??
Mr. Wong .. Can u just let me go and enjoy my day ??
But to me ... I got he is enough ..
No Way !!! I wan my day ..

Hope everything will be good indeed ..
The wishes will be come true also ..
Been so long didnt club ..
Haha ..
Gonna become auntie soon ..

These days my notty nephew came to my home ..
Wow .. He is totally notty,man ..
He totally just like a devil ..
But he is very cute ,tat why makes us love he so much ..
Haha ..

Listen here ..
I wan travel ..
I wan alcohol nite ..
I wan sistar chatting ..
I wan high heel ..
I wan my own laptop ..
I wan alot of thing actually ..
BUT i do wish to travel and relax myself ..
Haha ..
And i am 19 soon ... Wow ..

Totally disappointed what u had did ...

I feel wanna cry now ..
I reali feel tat i am useless ..
I cant control my feelings ..
I feel tat frenship are sucks ...
Why will suddenly betray u or wat ??
Haha ..
FRIENDSHIP ....
do so important for me ..
But why ??
Why u guys will just dump me alone when u guys alrdy get wat u wan ..
Isnt so fun to do tat ??
Haha ..
U reali do make me disappointed ...
Do u feel tat is a fun thing to do it ??

Today just finish one of my presentation ..
Gosh .. Totaly can put down one pressure ..
But still got alot of stress coming ..
Reali feel stress now ..
I do reali need a trip ..
Just a small trip to relax myself ..
If not,i will become crazy ..
The another one of me will come out soon ..
I gonna be anormal soon ..
Help me ...

Can i have 3 wishes ..
1st i wish i can have a trip ..
2nd i wish to have a wonderful birthday soon ..
3rd .. I wish to have a true fren .. A true bestie ..
God .. Are u listening ?
Isnt hard for u to do ??

I am tired all of tis nonsense ..
Can u guys get get off my way ..
Just dont even step in my side again ..
Can u ??

Assignment Day again !! ><"

Assignment assignment assignment ..
Everyday is just assignment day !!
My god ..
I wan to rest la ..
I dun wan to have any assignment anymore ..
Can u give me more time for it ??
Just more 48 hours ..
Haha ..
I reali didnt have enough time to do it ..
Can someone just help me on it ??
I need someone help me write script ..
I need someone idea ..
Who can share it abit ??
Abit idea is enough ..
Haha ..

Think my melaka trip maybe will be cancel ..
Haix ..
Wish to have another alcohol nites with my babes ..
I miss u guys so much ..
Today is one of my babe birthday ..
Meng Chin,happy birthday ..
We been know almost 8 years now ..
And u r 19 now ..
Dunno when we are 21 or 31 will be how ??
Haha ..

Today heard issac said about radioactive got discount ..
Bought one jacket for my darling ...
I miss my darling so much ..
Haha ..
Hope he will likes it ..

I wanna watch terminator and 17 again ..
I love megan fox and zac effon ..
Haha .
Megan are damm hot and sexy ..
Zac are handsome ..
Haha ..
I just wanna to have tis movie with someone else ..
But when will be ??
I wan to watch it now ..
But think the show will be end soon ..