AkA Returns ?? Hoping ..

Tuesday went out with bibu and min ..
Went to see battleground ..
Wow ..
Loving It ..
Many teams are strong ..
Plus some is those ex team but with some new ppl ..
I miss racken force ..
Haha ..
I feel wanna see ECX dance again ..
Haha ..

After tat we went to have a walk ..
Accompany bibu find cap ..
We went to buy something either ..
Haha ..
The thing damm cute ..
I gonna love tis thing ..
Think he gonna love it too ..
Haha ..

Went to met up BRUCE too ...
When met up BRUCE ..
AKA pop out in my mind again ..
I miss aka gangs !!
I miss WILLIAM ..
I miss all of u guys ..
I miss the days ..
When will come back ?
Suddenly my evil mind pop oit something tat evil thing again ..
I wishing tat AKA RETURN'S !!
Haha .. Thinks is is wat WILLIAM hopes to ..
Haha ..
I wanna meet up all of u guys ..
I reali damm miss AKA !!!

Went for family dinner with my eldest sis either ..
Damm miss her so much ..
Miss her till crazy la ..

Since the fella are free nowdays, she been "raped up" by he ..
So damm happy when met she ..
Is was her big day ..
She do enjoy the day also ..
She went to clubbing at quattro ..
But stupid quattro .. With the stupid rules ..
Makes her crazy on wed nite ..
But in the end i heard my sis say she do having fun ..
YAN !! I miss u so much .. I LOVE U !!
And happy birthday to u..

Last9 went yamcha with my buddy ..
Yee Meng and Han Xiang ..
A fren tat i knew almost 4 years ..
Haha ..
Many thing happen between in tis 4 years either ..
I wish to have a long talk with them ..
But Xiang he bring his fren come ..
Damm shit .. Man ..
Abit boring with many guys ..
But do having fun la ..
At least they likes to making joke la ..
Hey dude .. Wish tat our friendship wont be end ..
U guys do very important in my heart ..
Escpically to 6 girls and xiang tis boy ..
Realy so meaningful to me ..

Today mrg xiang call me up ..
Wanna have breakfast with me ..
Gosh .. Very shock ..
But i didnt go out with he ..
Then Jun msg said wanna have lunch ..
But dad seem not so happy ..
So cancel again ..
Wow .. Suddenly fren all pop out ..
Haha ..

Gonna going to malacca ..
Finally my trip ...
Haha ..
I wanna have some fun on it ..
But very disappointed becuz is not with u go ..
When we only can have our own trip ??
I miss u again .. But thinks u wont know tat u r on my heart everytime ..

Listen To MY Heart

~listen to your heart
when he's calling for you
listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye ~


Didnt u try listen to my heart either ??
Am i gonna say goodbye to u and the relation tat been through ..
Are u realy important in my life ??
Do i realy need u ??

All the question pop out in my mind nowdays ..
Do i realy love u ??
I dun either know the answer at all ..
It been a answer that i wont know right now ...

I wish to have alcohol nite right now !!
I wanted to club right now ..
I wanted to throw all the problem ..
I just wanna to have a relax life ..

I hate sick !!
Sick drives me crazy ..
I need alcohol to be my medicine ..
I need u to be my medicine .. I think ..
Just hope tat u are there when i was sick ..
I wish tat u can take care of me ..
But ... In the end .. I am ALONE now ..

Boring Day !!

What a boring day ..
Today cough like hell ..
Getting not feeling well ..

Just now went to see frens blog ..
All of them are very busy on their life ..
But me ..
I am just very boring on my life ..
Been calling my sweetie go out tonight ..
But she is busy again ...
Being an half artist make her time to been control up ..
Haix ..
When we just can hang out together ???

I miss my dear now again ..
From now on .. What can i do ??
What should i do to make thing better and better ...

Happy Day with my babes !!

These days very tired and busy ..

But do meaningful la .

Cuz i do happy on my holiday !!

Went to sunway lagoon with my SISTAR !!

But the sad thing tat is we didnt take any pic at there ..

That day we went there early in the morning ..

OMG .. Damm many ppl there ..

But luckily we are early enough,so we do get play on many things ..

But the way we play,realy easy to get sick ..

Get wet .. Then get dry .. Get wet again .. Haha ..

The stupid them .. Close the big fake beach .. All of us need stuck in a small pool ..

Gosh ... Alotz of ppl .. Hate to being like a sandwish ..

Haha ... But 6 of us do enjoy the gamie tat pop out in our mind ..

And got a cutie guy ( The sunway lagoon cutie logo ) pop out at the stage and dance like Micheal JACKSON .. Wow .. Cute man !! U ROCKS !!! Haha ...

After tat we went back to kepong and go to have buffet steamboot ..

Wow .. We just enjoy to playing with the bbq .. Haha ..

So fun on tat time .. But all of us bz on the bbq suff .. So less talk ..

I very happy .. Cuz it been so long we didnt hv these kind of trip ..

Do enjoy the time .. I miss u all babes !!

U guys realy mean alotz to me ...

U guys will forever be my mind !!

Let go trip soon .. Our plan PENANG !!

Went to photoshooting with AUDREY babe !!

She is damm cute person .

SO damm cute person .. Haha ...

We date fews times .. But now she only free to out ..

But 2 of us are so tired and the weather is damm hot..

In the end she come to my house and we chit chat !!

She is a gal who paisehx so much ..

Silly gal .. Haha ..

But do having some fun with u

Our next date will come soon .

Cant wait to see u ...

Later need go mom shop help again ..

Gosh !! Very tired ..

I wan slp !! Haha ..

Mr William .. I miss u again !!

Today is a boring day again ..
Staying at home watching movie ..
BORING !!!

Wat wrong with u a ..
Why dun allow me to go out o ..
I am having my holiday ..
I got no class also cant go out mehx ..
Gosh .. Very disappointed lur ..
Always been controled by u ..
Or should i say tat u are over protected on me ...

I miss my ex collegueas again ..
I miss KANNALS team B ..
I miss all of u ..
When only we can meet up ??
I know all of us are busy studying and working ..
But i do wish to have gathering with u all ..
Once again .. I MISS U ALL ...
KANNALS TEAM B ROCKS !!!

Yesterday heard babe had cancel the hometown trip ..
YUHOO ... I am happy ..
Cuz at least someone is gonna accompany me on RAYA ..
But sadly is he will be alone in the 1st day ..
Cuz i am going out with my sistars !!!
Haha ..
Do wish tat i can have a day trip with he ..
But he seem very busy ..
Darling .. When we can go for our trip ..
As soon as possible .. Tis is wat u always answer me ... : (
I do wish tat u will bring me on tis holiday ..
Haha ..

Today chat with a 6 years fren ..
Her bf is damm fucker ...
How can he treat his lovers one like tis ..
Rush time then drop she alone and wanted she walk back ..
Do he got brain ..
To me .. I totally cant accept tat my loves one do tat to me ..
Holly Shit man ..
Tis boy reali bo lan chao wan ..
To me .. I am not so close with tis fren anymore ..
But i am sad tat i see her getting hurt ..
Gal .. Pls dun be stupid anymore ..
Is time to wake up ..
The boy not worth to love anymore ..

These days chatting with a new sweetie pie .. Rou Ying ..
She is a fren gf ..
She is damm cute and friendly either ..
Last9 i told rou ying about william again,and told her about the aka gangs and william suff ..
Getting feel tat without william, all the fren seem to be disappear ..
Becuz of william .. I know most of them ..
But also becuz of william .. I get my most happy day in my life ..
I am happy going sing k with u ..
I am happy hang out and take pic with u ..
I am happy tat u guys make a surpise birthday party ..
I am happy tat we been done crazy thing together ...
When i go anywhere .. My mind makes me think about u ..
Especially when i saw SKL .. Its makes me think about u ..
I miss the time ..
I miss the day ..
I hope u can 4ever be fren ..
Fren .. I wan u be my fren 4ever ..
Althought u are not here .. But u will always in my heart ..
WILLIAM SEI TOU ... I MISS U SO MUCH ..

Boring Holiday ..

Having holiday now ..
Totally so boring ..
Everyday just stay at home ..
Gosh ..
Help me ..
I gonna die soon ...

Be4 decide going to penang with classmate ..
But suddenly the trip cancel ..
Haix ..
Wat the f*ck ..
Do reali wish to go ...
But now ...
I realy wanna go for a trip to relax myself ..
When i only can go for a trip ...

Babe going back hometown soon ..
And my holiday gonna be damm boring ..
At least to he is not much different ..
I am totally sienx ..
I miss u so much ..
I need you to9 ..
I need you right now ..
Haha ..
Miss u so much right now ..

Can i have u now ..
At least i do need you now ..
Right now in time ..
But .. U make me disappointed again ...
Cuz u are not here now ..

Went to sing k with my sweetie pie Min and my bestie Kit ..
It was kit birthday ..
Hey ... Once again .. Happy belated birthday to u ..
But do enjoy la ..
Cuz been so long didnt sing k and didnt sing with them be4 ..
Haha ..
But do feel weird abit ..
Nowdays getting feel Min she is very important to me ..
Cuz at least she is different with others ..
And she wont treat me like shit .. I hope ..

Later gonna go yamcha with all my sweetie ..
I miss u guys so much ..
Decide going to sunway lagoon with them ..
Haha .. Sure will be a nice day with u guys ..
Hoping the day come faster ..
I love u all ..
You are my forever sweetie ..

Feel wanna have some gathering with some old fren ..
I miss u guys so much ..
But all of u are so busy ..
When we onli got time to hang out ..
Hope soon ...

These days thinking tat should i continue in tis relation ..
Are u still the one i wan in tis moment ..
Do i reali need u ??
I feel like i am single with u also ..
Feel no much different ..
Are u still the one i love ??

I want the situation change now !!

So sad now ..
So disappointed ..

Why u just cant beside me when i need u ..
Why u wont pick up the calls ??
Why u just wont care me more and more ..
Why u just cant do wat i wish ..
Why ??

Do u know what i am thinking ??
Do u know what do i wan ??
Do u realy know what to i wish ??
Do u realy know what i wanted to have ??

Can u come closer to me ..
Can u just care me more abit ..
Can u just change abit ....
Wat can i say ..
Wat can i hope ..
Wat can i do to change u become better and better ...

I feel wanna cry ..
But i am alrdy big girl ..
Big girl do not cry ..
I need to control myself ..
I need to be back myself ..
I dun wan be control by emo ...
I hate to be emo ..

I miss all my sistar ..
I wish to have pillow chat with u guys now ..
I wish to have u guys beside me ..
At least i can hug u guys and i cant see my tear droping ..
I am super duper stupid gal ..

Exam finally end !!

Finally end !!
Finally all end ..
The exam finally end ..
Wow .. I can relax ..
I can have my day now ..
Wow .. Very happy now ..
I can enjoy the day with my babes and my girls !!!
Haha ..
But no money how to enjoy wohx ..
I need cash !! I need money !!
Haha ..

Just finish watching others group mv ..
Me n my sis feel RON's group mv is the best ..
But they do reali so geng ..
Cuz they got one good director,then a good singer and a good photographer ..
Haha ..
But do learns alots thing in their mv ..

These days so emo ..
I reali cant accept all the stress tat i am facing ..
I do wish tat u were beside me now ..
At least i can hug u tight tight ..
I do feel painful when i am alone to facing all the stress ..
EMO EMO EMO day !!
I hate the day ...

Exam Sucks ..

Exam week exam week exam week ..
Gosh ..
Exam week drive me crazy !!!
Wat to do ??
Wat can i do now ??
I am totally lazy to revision now ..
Haha ..
I wan hang out now ..
I wan sing k now ..
I wan alot of thing now ..

Missi the time shooting all the picture ..
Nowdays when shoot pic also will think back be4 ..
Haha ..
If got time for exam again ..
Sure i will pass up all the good pic tat i feel is good one la ..
Haha ..
Wat am i saying ..
Gosh ..
Anyone .. Help me ..
I gonna crazy soon ..
Cuz exam drives me crazy ..

Do u still is the one i wan ??
Do u still is the one i need in my life ??
Getting dun know wat i wan and need ..
Getting so suffer ..
U dun even know tat i am sad ..
U dun even know wat happen to me in my daily ..
U dun even know about ME !!!

I need to have a day ..
I need to have a trip ..
I need to do bad thing like smoking ..
Gosh .. I am a bad gal ..
Not anymore a good gal ..
Listenup here .. I am not anymore the good gal ...
I wish to have many thing ..
But i didnt get anything at all now ..
I just wanna to get off the situation now ..

Nowdays getting likes to wear spectal ..
At least i do look mature after wearing the spectal ..
Haha ..
I wish tat i could be mature more and more ..
Not anymore a gal .. But not a woman yet !!
Haha ..

Now .... I do need ur hug ..
I feel wanna cry out loud now ..
Are u there ??
Or do u feel it ??

Music Video Done !! ^^

I Never Needed You For Judgement
I Never Needed You To Question What I Spent
I Never Ask For Help,
I Take Care Of Myself,
I Don't Know Why You Think You've Got A Hold On Me
And it's A Little Late For Conversations
There Isn't Anything For You To SayAnd My Eye's Hurt, Hand's Shiver,
So Look At Me And Listen To Me Because

I don't Want Too, Stay Another Minute
I don't Want You, To Say A Single WordHush,
Hush, Hush, HushThere Is No Other Way,
I Get The Final Say Because,
I don't Want Too, Do This Any Longer
I don't Want You, There's Nothing Left To Say
Hush, Hush, Hush, Hush
I've Already Spoken,
Our Love Is Broken
Baby Hush, Hush ....

This song is very meaningful ..
Is pussycat dolls song .. HUSH HUSH ...
Is also the words i wanna tell u ..

Finally i done up the most important thing .. tat is .. MY MUSIC VIDEO ...
Wow .. Very happy ..
Althought is tired .. but do happy ..
Thx again to all of u guys ..
espically to my team .. and sheng who trying to helps me edit ..
Althought end up is i edit ..
But do thx you .. cuz u do try to help !!
ONCE AGAIN !!! THX MAN !!!
Other than tat i wanna thx my team mate ..
The fren tat who helps me ..
Tricia babe .. A prettie .. Helps me alot ..
Iiky gal .. A little cutie gal !!
Xiao Bai .. The 1st boy in my mv .. But end up cancel all his shot ..
Cason aka bibu .. A old fren of mine .. Do helps alot ..Thx dude ..
Min mui .. A sweetheart to me .. Accompany me while my team mate are bz ..
ONCE AGAIN THX !!!

I am realy happy and do hope to get higher marks ..
Cuz to me i do use alot of thing inside on it ..
Sure plus use alot of money too ..
Haha ..
Hope i do get wat i wan .. wat i hope ..

Today feel so stressful when the thing haven done ..
Cry in college ..
Man .. I am so emmbrassed ..
Cry infront of 2 guys .. They shock when i cry also ..
But dun know why my tear so stupid coming out ..
Haix .. But do thank to my lecture give me some time to do it ..
THX AGAIN !!! ^^

开心的一天……谢谢你们！

今天蛮开心的！
因为我的MV拍的很顺利……
原来少了其他的组员，让整个拍摄真的很累！
但是累也是值得的，至少现在有点成果了！！
感觉就像是我的小baby 那样！！
哈哈！！！
成果快出来了！！
超级开心的！！

也发现到原来真真要弄好自己的东西，真的很苦难！！
加上有很多阻挡！！
但是一切将很快成为过去！！！
哈哈……
一切的辛苦与累都会变成成果！！！
我要加油……
剩下的剪接更要加油了！！！

好久没那么开心……
真的很久了！！
真的要谢谢你们三个！！
哈哈……
我真的很开心！！
哈哈……

我真的很希望大家都可以出来聚一聚……
我开始很怀恋以前！！
以前大家一起出来玩的时候！！！
哈哈……
现在的大家都很忙碌，到底几时才能见大家呢？

今天和bibu 谈起 william ……
William，我真的很想念你！！
现在的你怎样了啊？
在那里开心吗？
我要你下世再做我的好朋友哦！
因为你……让我遇见了许多朋友……
但是你知道吗，你在我们的心中也是很重要的！！！
永永远远都是那么重要！！！

在期待着我的新baby 出现的成果啰！
也希望我们要时常联络哦！！