I wan my Holiday Trip ...

I wish to have my holiday ..
I wish to relax ..
I wish to have a trip ..

Tat day went to serendah after see my granny ..
Haha ..
Dad bring us to a place ..
The place reali wonderful ..
A nice prettie waterfall ..
I like it so much ..
There got one house so nice ..
Is all Glass ..
I like it ..
Haha ..
Wish tat can just stay there and have some gathering with fren ..
Haha ..
Can bbq sing song and enjoy ..
But no one r free ..
My jie mui ya,when onli free ya ???
I miss u guys ..
Love ya ..

Nowdays alrdy use to it tat we didnt contact each other at al ..
Do i still love he ??
I dun think so ..
I feel the feel getting less n less ..
Wat make the relation like tis ??
Is becuz his attitude ?
Or i reali dun love he anymore ...I

A Funny Day ...

Anniversary Day again ...
Is a happy day ..
Should be a day tat celebrate together ..
But just like a normal day to he ..

We went to park for exercise ..
Haha ..
At least i got do wat i hope to do ..
I went to take some photo at there ..
Wow ..
I am happy ..
I saw many photographer at there ..
Wow .. All go there to take some couple pic ..
Damm sweet ..

These days many assignment to do ..
Gosh ..
Always bz in assignment assignment assignment ..
ASSIGNMENT makes me CRAZY ..
I wan to rest ..
I wanna go for travel ..
I wan holiday ..
I wan to enjoy my day ..
I wan .. I wan .. I wan .. my day ...
When i can go for travel without worries ..
I just wan my day to be good n better ..
And also relax la ..
Haha ..

I miss my sistar ..
Tricia, Christy, Kate, My ex skolmate gang 6 of us .. Haha ..
I miss u guys so much ..
All of us are bz with our own thing ...
Work ... Study ...
When we can meet up ?
I love u guys ...
I do miss u guys alot too ...

Last9,dad meet he ..
Wow ..
The 1st impression tat dad say is .. HE IS NOT THIN AS HE IMAGE AS ..
Haha .. I am happy also ..
At least they meet it 1st time alrdy,should be have 2nd time ..
And i do hope tat 2nd time,he do dare to have lunch,then they can talk ..
Realy hope tat i can change his mind then can meet dad ..
I should be very very very happy tat time ..

We ate durian last9 also ..
Haha ..
Damm funny ..
We waste almost half hour to open the durian ..
Gosh .. Reali so funny ..
Haha ..
We also play with the durian ..
I eat the durian like using a lipstick ..
Haha ..
Is very fun to me tat time ..
At least he see all my stupid ugly look alrdy ..
Haha ..

I miss u so much ..
I am sad .. But i do hope the day wont be end ..
We can just be happily ever after ...
Haha ..
Cuz i wan to have a fairly tales ..

Fairly Tales will be come true ...

Tomorrow is the big day of her ..
She .. Is a fren of mine be4 ..
She .. A gal tat argue with me be4 ..
She .. A gal tat same class with me be4 ..
She .. She is the gal ..
She going to be marry 2ml ..
She gonna live happily ever after just like the fairly tales ..
Hope she reali happy with her hubby in the future ...
She will just become princess n prince, forever stay in the Palace and live happily ..
Hoping tat i can have a fairly tales story also ..
Haha ..
Cuz i love romance love story.

Today is the anniversary day again ..
Seem like nthing special to me anymore ..
I feel tat is getting disappointed with he ...
Our relation will be continue ??
Will it getting better n better ??
I want the thing be good ..
I just wan our relation become good n better ..

Do u know tat i miss u ..
Do u know tat wat happen to me nowdays ??
Do u know tat i need ur care ?
Do u know tat i totally need u ...
Haha ..
But u wont know it without telling u ..
Cuz u had been change ..
U r not the one tat i know be4 anymore ...

Tommorrow i will go to park and take some photo ..
New JOB JOB JOB !!
Am i gonna become a pro photographer ??
Wow .. Hope i can be ..
I need TEACHER ..
I need SI FU !!
I need someone help me ..
I need someone beside me also ..
I think U will be the one ..

我和你会是怎样的呢？

开心开心开心！！！
今天考试取消了！！
但下个礼拜还是要面对考试的事实……
天啊…… 闷啊！！

但……明天还是有小考……
我的天啊……
看了那辽凡的故事，其实是蛮好看的！
但对我来说也是闷闷闷……
真不会理解故事的意思咯！！
只怪我笨，蠢咯！！
哈哈……

今天我一直想了一个问题……
如果有一天，他回到自己的乡下……
那不知道我们之间的感情会不会结束呢？
会不会因为距离和联络的问题而分开呢？
我们会这样呢？
到那时候……一切真的会结束吗？
感情是很脆弱的咯……
很容易就会伤害到一个人的心……
人也会因为辛苦而放弃一段感情……
人从不能去面对那些痛苦的事吗？
为什么就会逃避那些事呢？
感情到底是什么？
上帝要人有感情是为了什么？
是因为……要人知道错，要人伤心，要人后悔吗？
如果人是冷血的，你说又会怎样呢？
哈哈……

今天的我也向平时那样的很想他！！
不知道他在干嘛呢？

Tricia 这个星期比赛了！！
希望真的能如他所愿的，得到他想要的一切！！
盈盈……丫头！！加油！！

明天要考试啦！我的天啊！！

死了啦……
惨了啦……
我要完蛋了啊……
明天要考华文的考试了……
救命啊！！！
我……不会啦！！！
超级不会那些历史那样的东西……
会不会重考啊？
好怕哦……
怎么办啊……
救命啊！！！
我需要观音菩萨，耶稣的保佑啊！！！！
我要……我要……答案！！！！
哈哈……

今天又和JUN出去啦！！！
他带我去买了recharge battery，因为相机要用到！！
他……超级好的！！！
最好就是他了！！
永远都像是个大哥哥的疼我……
谢谢他……
每次只要我需要帮助，他一定会帮忙……
真的好谢谢他呀！！！

问题一直犹豫着脑海里！！！
我和你真的还可以继续吗？
我……我应该继续爱你吗？
我……我应该继续给你机会原谅你吗？
我……应该怎么才会把你和我的感情变好呀？
我们的感情会直到这里吗？（我相信不会！）
但，我真的累了，可以理会我的感受吗？
你知道我有多累吗？

我最近怎么了？

最近的我……怎么了！！！
我的天啊……
我既然……

最近，压力又来了！！
我的天啊！！
学业…… 又要考试，又有小考，又有很多功课……
家庭…… 一个家庭吵架时难免的，但如果天天都这样，就很累咯！
爱情…… 哈哈！！和他没什么进展咯！！！

我最近是怎么了？
怎么真的变了？
我的脾气变臭了！
我又有些情绪化了！！
我又变爱哭了！！！
我到底是怎么了……

突然，好像要休息……
我想要去旅游……
但我想要和自己爱的人去玩……
几时才会实现呢？
要等好久好久吧……
或是…… 永远是个梦吧……
或许一个人去旅行会比较好！！
哈哈！！！！
我要去旅行……
我想要逃离压力，所有的东西……
我只想要一个人冷静的，轻松的……
我要去拍照……
拍出最美的东西……

雨天记……心气就像雨天……

今天雨一直下一直下……
感觉自己的心情就像雨那样……
我真的不知道我应该要怎么做才会变得更好……

我真的需要继续维持这段感情吗？
我和你的感情还能维持多久呢？

我还记得我看过你的心情日记里说……
你永远都会记得女友对你的好……
对你的贴心……
对你的关心……
当初看过真的很开心，但现在却回忆着是真的吗？
真的很无奈……
无奈着……
我到底还爱着你吗？

今天和爸说想要去槟城旅行……
槟城……我来了！
我要去拍美美的照片……
我要去逛街……
我想要看到christy，超级想念他的……
我想要去庙，祈祷祝福他的事业和我的学业……
我还想要去吃我的最爱 asam laksa ……
哈哈……
希望这次我们全家人旅行，感情可以变很好咯……

今天……是惊喜日……
朋友既然告诉我……和我同年的朋友要结婚了！！
我的天啊……
她耶……
她既然要结婚了……
是有了孩子吧……
也太太太快了吧……
太快做妈妈了啦……
感觉也太奇怪了啦……
明明就是和我同年的一个女生，一个和我同班2年的朋友……
既然……要结婚！！！！！
我的天啊！！！
接受不了啦！！！！！

幸福抉择……我的照片作品……

今天去和Jun 拍照！！
超级有成就感的！！
感觉自己的照片越拍越有水准了……
哈哈！！！

好不知羞耻哦……

哈哈！！

这是其中一个作品啦！！

幸福的抉择，I Do ....

超级好看的……

很感人耶！！

故事也很有意思……

好讨厌那个林立文哦！！

不喜欢她咯……

但这套戏真的很值得看……

超级棒的……

希望可以像他们一样和宝贝那么甜蜜……

如果他像他那样可以那么得甜言蜜语就好了！！

哈哈！！！

今天的心情啊……

开心……

但今天超级累的……

因为不停的拍……

累死人啦……

还拍到猴子呢……

哈哈……

丫头 ^ 加油！盈盈 ^ 加油！

丫头！加油！！

盈盈，也要加油！！

Yesterday went to s.wang and support u,my dear ..

I am glad tat i show how u r enjoy in this competition ..

I am surpise tat u alrdy got fans club ..

I know that tis is ur dream to win,sure i hope u win,but once u win, u sure no time to hang out with me anymore .. ><"

Tis is wat i say to u when u told me u get in the competition ..

I do very miss u,my dear ..

BUT I DO HOPE UR DREAM WILL COME TRUE !!!

I am very proud of u yesterday while watching u stand at the stage ..

Yesterday just keep on take ur pic ..

Gosh .. Am i just ur personal group photographer ??

Cuz just take ur group and ur pic nia ..

Yesterday reali got abit emm sek dak when saw u leave ..

I think he can feel tat also ..

But u must apperiate n enjoy wat u get n wat u have now ..

Just enjoy the game ...

Today wan go out with a new fren of mine .. Jessica ..

She is HIM fren,come from hong kong ..

Wan go to sing k,but heavy rain ..

I am lazy to go out either ..

I will miss u very much either ..

U must take k urself at hong kong ..

Hope she will always remember me la ..

Cuz reali enjoy shopping and talking with her while she at here ..

P/s : I wanna become a pro photographer ..

I wan to have alot of nice n good qualiti photo ...

aRe u the one ??

Today is the most worst day in my life ..
Cuz i am stupid ..
Went to have fun with fren at genting,but in the end ..
I cry becuz of he again ...
Gosh .. Why i become like tis ..
I reali getting tired become like tis ..
God,pls help me ..
Dun let me cry becuz of he again ..

Today at genting kinda of fun ..
Cuz at least is the meaningful day for my holiday ..
Haha ..
I know a new fren,she just look like ying bin ..
Wow ..
I miss ying bin babe so much ..
Hope tat she is happy and enjoy the day at uk ..
Ying Bin babe,i miss u !!!!
Today went to thema park and play ..
Wow .. Make me crazy .. Haha ..

Tricia babe join the competition hope tat her dreams reali come true ..
But i do miss her alot too ...
Haha ..
Gonna to support her at s.wang tis sunday !!!
PLS go support her at s.wang tis sunday 3o'clock ...
Suppose 'Y tou' tricia !!!!

I dun knw how to maintain tis relation ..
Wat can i do to make all the thing better ??
Wat can i do to make our relation become good ..
Wat can i do ??
Wat can i do to make his attidue change ??
Wat can i do ???
I do miss he so much ..
He do means everything to me ..
But is getting abit tired to maintain ..
Is reali tired ..
Is time to put down ?? Isnt ??

我只要我的世界……别靠近我……

最近都在忙着功课！！
我的天啊……
也太多功课了吧！！
真的很累很累很累……

家庭问题一直发生！！
为什么会这样呢？
金钱真的会破裂的感情，家庭也好，友情也好……
都会这样……
为什么呢？
为什么会这样的呢？

当初，金钱和暴力，让妈咪离开了我……
现在，金钱和暴力，又是同一个问题，会让我们离开他……
真的很累……
难道他不会改变他的处理方式吗？

最近，很多人说我变了！！
不再是以前的我！！
以前的我，很活跃；但现在的我，却是很孤僻……
我赞成他那样说我，因为是真的……
但也是我厌倦友情，厌倦社交，厌倦了很多人吧……
开始很累……很累的……不想说话了，不想要解释一切一切……
我真的很累了……
不要再说什么了，好吗？
我现在只想要做宅女，可以吗？

功课……友情……家庭……爱情……
一团糟啊……
我很失败啊……
我很没有用……
现在我只想要存在我自己的生活里！！
只要一阵子，我就会出来和姐妹们聚会……

我要让我的生活进步而不是退步……
我一定会加油……
不让他们看小我的……

暂时来说我只想要我的世界……
但我会很快没事，然后就会变得超开心的……
就会变得像以前那样咯……