U hurts me ..

Our story end ..
End up with tears ..
But he is smiling ..
He treat me as a good fren .. Or should i say just like a little sister to he ..
No matter wat position i am ..
I am still the last one ..
I wont be the 1st one in his heart ..

I will always remember what u said ..
I GOT NO MORE FEEL ON U ..
What the fucking word tat hurts me alotz ..
Really hurts me ..

I feel i am silly ..
How can i will fall in love on such guy ..
Gosh ..
U are in my mind ..
Useless me ..
Crying when i wake up everyday ..
Useless me ..
I need to get u out from my mind right now ..

Can we back to normal ??

Finally ..
Our story ends ..
I do miss u so much ..
How can u so easily to give up our relation ??
Why ??
Crying for whole day ..
Haha ..
I am stupid ..
Cry is useless ..

Do u ever know tat if u gave me a hug ..
All the sadness will forget ..
And i feel happy ..
Why dont u just give me a hug ..
I wish to can be there with me ..
Can u ?
Dun even leave me alone ..
I dun either wan u to face all ur problem by urself ..
I wish i am there with u ..
Can u ??
I just wanna be with u ..
No matter how ..
I just wanna be with u ..
U means alotz to me ..
Just how can u so simply let go ..
We had been through alotz of thing ..
I thought we can be forever ..
Why ??
I dun wan take good care by myself ..
I NEED U ...

Do u notice ...

So long didnt update ..
Listening 罗志祥 几分..
爱有几分？
haha .. Tis word quite meaningful ..
Today i feel tat reali so damm disappointed ..
How can u did all this thing and u dun honest to me ..
Gal .. U notice my feelings ..
But did u reali care about how i feel ?
I feel totally so sad ...
I feel wanna ran away from the situation ..
U wont ever know how sad i am when u sit beside me ..
I aint joking ..
I do mind ..
I mind tat u two being so close ..
Can u cares about my feelings ...
SHIT ... I am selfish ..
But i do mind ..
I am down down down since tat day ..
I feel wanna get away from u right now ..