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Happy 2012 Everyone~

2012-01-03T09:45:00.002+08:00

2012~

OMG~ Is 2012 already~

When i was 21,time pass too fast~

But why time so pass~

I wish i am still 21 right now~ Haha !!

But sadly i am 22 now.. Haha ..

My 2011 xmas n new year eve is the most relax celebration.

I had it with my lovely sweetie..

We gather up n took a slightly dinner...

Is kinda great too~ We did enjoy on the night and the fireworks~

The fireworks is just like snow style~ kekez..

I love xmas n new year actually~

But i tot it could be better and party,who know i didnt get drunk on it.. haha..

But never mind i do enjoy on it~

The girls with me..

Happy 2012 everyone~

June & July 2011~ Little Thing~

2011-07-27T01:16:00.003+08:00

I miss blogging~

Is being 2 month didnt blogging~

These days i was busy on my social~ing life~

Went clubs on the whole june~ Haha !!

Almost every weekend are having club life~

Do enjoy with fren~

But is kinda tired too~

Cuz drink and dancing~ Haha !!

Anyway,I am still enjoying on it~

But after party time,i mostly will get into a big sick~

Cuz too often hanging out,so getting feel tat i am not healthy at all soon~ Haha !!

So i had decide to get myself to a healthy life~

I need to be healthy healthy healthy~

Haha !! After saying tis words,i getting laughing~

Cuz i just went to club on last saturday~ Haha !!

Plus three sister of the family is going club together~

Gosh~ This is how we play n enjoy in the club~

Is just a different way to be healthy~I guess.. haha !!

Taiwan study had being confirm~

But home had happen something~

Thing need to be delay~

I need to say ( TAIWAN,Wait me another year~ AND I WILL BE UR SIDE SOON !! )

And the last thing tat i wanna say is~

I MISS U !!

Surprising that u are in my heart right now~ ^^

Simple Blogging~

2011-05-11T11:58:00.003+08:00

I miss blogging again~

Everyday was been so busy doing this doing that..

Got not much time to do the others thing~

I miss shopping,singing,dancing,drinking,chitchat~ing,and also trip~ haha !!

Feel wanna have a trip right now~

No matter go where,just a trip..

A fun n happy trip~

That is the life go~ Haha !!

These days being busy prepare my application to taiwan study~

If there ok,i will be there on september and will be there 2 years.

Of cuz i will make myself to be free and come back to malaysia.

But till now is just a plan of it~

See whether the plan still going on or wat..

Getting feel scare of it,maybe is because of friend,family and everything..

Feel like weird too..

I just continue to step on it~

And the future are waiting for me.. Haha ..

Who know the future thing~ Haha ..

April Sweetie Birthday

2011-05-02T20:17:00.004+08:00

April April April ends..

May May May is here now..

I was so busy in April..

April was my sweetie birthday month..

And now.. I AM BANKRUPT..

The 1st birthday is my 2nd sister big day..

This pic was 2 years ago.. And now she change alots..

She is my real sister..

We always argue with little suff,but in the end we are still good..

Cause I LOVE SHE, SHE LOVE ME !! We are happy FAMILY~

And happy birthday to her again..

Her birthday party is so simple n nice..

Having family dinner together..

A sweet n happy night ^^

And this is the 2nd birthday for tis month~

This is my new sweetie pie~ RAINNY~

We knew each other 8 months.

And her birthday is totally surprise and newbie..

We give her a surprise party~

We made a fake car accident in the genting hill..

And the car was her car.. Haha ..

She get shock when she heard her car was get accident..

But in the end we did enjoy and she do happy at the surprise party~ ^^

And the 3rd birthday party~

Is my Love one~Meow birthday..

We did a surprise party for her too..

We act going a open house bbq party~

And after the party..

We all wear colourful tshirt tat wrote alots of wishes to her..

She so happy on tat night..

But is painful and tired after the party..

Cause we need to clean up all the mess.. Haha ..

But is a good party also..

In the end~ Wish all my sweetie..

Happy Birthday to u all..

Love u all~

The 1st day of the April..

I working part time promoter at Beauty Fair @the curve~

A boring but happy working time..

And i know tis new friend, JASON WONG~

He is a nice and helpful guy~
Thanks alots and great to know ya ^^

After working,sure is party time..

This is the 1st time tat all sistar clubs night..

7 of us hang out clubbing together..

We did enjoy that night..

And some of us drunk,include me.. ( Cuz i drink alots..)

Went to alive@SUNWAY PYRAMID,the place is bored..

But i am happy n enjoy with my sistar..

And it was the 1st night Rainny join us clubbing~ ^^

Hope to have another night soon,babes.. ^^

Simple~

2011-04-13T14:49:00.002+08:00

I miss blogging !!!!

BLOGGING BLOGGING BLOGGING !!

Being so busy on event job last 10 days..

Went to the curve work~

Work so hard,but honestly is bored.

Being reject by alots of people,they dun even give u an chance to talks with them.

But in this event,i had learn up something,and also saw alots of different thing.

Is a good thing altot is bored in the end~ haha ..

I saw many friends n artist,Ellie(when working vip,knew tis gal~working for snips~),

Hanjuin(a very long old fren,very surprise he still remember me either~),

Elva(she is one of my ex-boss n we still contact sometime~),

Zchen ( Malaysian singer), Monday ( Malaysian Artist), and also one gal host from ntv7~

Is good to see alots of thing either,espically the kids~

The cutie one,the evil one,the notty one, and alot alot..

U are all so cuteeee...

And u all makes me miss my nephew so much~ Haha..

Other than that,i still saw alots of couples around in the mall..

Some sweet,some sad,some... ARGUE lur.. haha ..

One couple so cute,they passby 4 time,and got 4 process.

1st is like friend,but can feel they are close friend..

2nd time passby is~ become sweet lovers,walks together so sweet.

3rd time passby~ the gal mad of tat guy,the guy make the gal happy back~

the last time~ haha !! in the end,they wanted to go back and they are very sweet together~

This is what a normal love is ... haha !!!

So funny when i am outsiders to see,but do sweet~ haha !!

Is a great thing i do saw many more..

And one more is a old man..

He gaves me feel that he is soooo sweet to his wife,he knew what his wife wants and needs,is a sweet thing if got such husband in the future... altot not handsome,but sweet n caring is the sweetest and good stuff~ ^^

After working there,i feel wanna go for a relationship alrdy~

But is very very very hard to have it a good and sweet relationship~

Haha .. When the time comes,then ( HE ) will appear,so makes it as simple n nice then enough~

Girls always wish to be romantic,but sometime simple do romantic.

I do wish to be simple,cuz i want it to be simple~ haha !!!

What a stupid words..

等待…

2011-03-28T00:07:00.003+08:00

反复的听着一首歌~

歌曲描述这爱是多么困难的~

听着听着…… 我又想起了你！

突然，好想打个电话给你~

但… 我们已没联络1年了，只能对你说…

你过得好吗？

你…… 有想起我吗？

你…… 还爱着我吗？

哈哈~

这矛盾的问题也只能永远永远收在自己心里了~

突然好想要一个大大的拥抱……

好想念以前的一切，自由地，但也拥有着你的爱，

但现在已不在了……

已离我…… 好远好远了~

就算现在身边有另一个他，但心里还是有着你~

不知道为何我的心还是有着你~

明知道不应该继续着……

但最后还是有着你……

曾是那么的恨你，但最后才发现到那些恨根本就不存在着……

那些都是假象，因为那些都是爱……

也因为爱……

听到你那么开心，我也觉得这一切就足够了~

就算你不是我的，只要你和她过得美好也就足够了……

我会一直假装坚强傻傻地等候着你……

只是会一直寂寞的下去~

Penang Trip with sistar on Dec~

2011-03-10T15:28:00.005+08:00

December 2010

Penang Trip with the sistar and the boys~

This time is a special trip with the sistar and boys ..

Is only 6 of us on the penang trip~

And we doesnt know the penang way at all..

When we at the penang city,we totally is using goggle map to go to the location~

Is a very special try~

And this is also is a special trip,cuz we dun know where at all..

I using all my memory to go thru the special place~

Lets make the pic talks the story~

But i just upload some pic..

Cuz mostly the time we are stuck in the car,cuz we dun know the way,we been go thru alots of small road or should i say~ we went the wrong way~ haha !!!
Is a happy n meaningful day~

We also went to the kek lok si~ A special place and must go for it when in penang~

And i had request go to bukit ferrigghi,cuz i love sea~ ^^

Thing got so much,cant talk is one by one~

But do so fun when on tat time~

Is a happy memories on 2010~

3 of us~ In the service apartment~ Resting..

Get ready to go out~

She is the hottie one~

The gift for the others gals and 3 of us too~

We decide to have a chinese style pajamas party~

The two boys~ The cool one and the funny one~

Asam Laksa ( The famous one nearby kek lok si~)

And is my favourite too~

The sweetest couples~ Shot by Me.... ^^

The boys...

Suddenly being crazy of us~ Haha !! Yeah~ Fren 4eva~

Sistar days again~

2011-03-10T14:43:00.005+08:00

The sistar day~

We went to luna bar~

It was the 1st time i went there..

Mostly we go club or somewhere else drink~

It was the 1st time we went to a hotel and had our drinks~ Haha ..

It was a great night also..

We drinks alots and snap some photos...

But the boys just busy drinking and talking.. Haha..

On that night,we drank whole bottle Jim Bean and also we drink Gin also..

Haha !! We having card games..

We just keep playing and keep drinking.. Haha..

Is a fun night~

Yee Meng & Meow~

Me & Meow~

Then the next day,we went to DELICIOUS having a girls nights !!!

6 of us enjoys the night together..

We chitchat the latest stuff..

And try the delicious meal too~

It was another great night again~

Lets make the pic talks the story~

But they didnt wanted to takes pic so i just take some foods pic~

Here we go .....

The table no~ 203

Spicy Zucchini Spaghettini with Feta Cheese & Pine Nuts

( This is nice~ )

Wild Mushroom Soup with Garlic Bread

( The girls favourite~ )

Mascarpone Pesto Chicken served with Fried Potatoes & Asparagus

( Another special dish~ Chef recommend )

Forget what tis name~ This is french fries and chesse~ Very nice !!

And is was another special dish~

Continue the others post soon..........

A day with Dou Dou~

2011-03-10T13:33:00.005+08:00

Continue my post~ In dec...

A day with Paws Mission n DOU DOU~

What is paws mission ..

Is a a small group of simple minded animal lovers who met through the net when we read about Aunty Kiew’s plight.

They are helping the dog that being dumps ..

And my fren GIM was one of their helpers~

And this dog.. DOU DOU was been dump and now he had get a new family to adopt he !!

Is a great thing to thru and help thru the different thing~

And i feel so happy that i can get thru all these different thing..

Helping people is a good thing~

And they do need ur help..

So pls help them and they are a non-profit organisation~

And here is the fews of photos i took...

The StarCruise Trip~ ^^

2011-03-10T12:07:00.012+08:00

OMG~ Is being 5 month i didnt update my blog~

Haha ... I am sinking..

And now i am updating the lastest of me !!!

And so shock when i saw all the message box...

Thanks for coming n drop down those lovely words..

Really thanks alots !!!

Is was so warm that i found out some of u comes n see thru the post..

Well... Thanks again~

Well.. Lets talks about what did happen in these few month~

12th DEC 2010..

This day is my laptop one year anniversary... Haha..

Thanks for accompany me thru all these days~

When i got u,i am so happy,at least u are the one who accompany me go thru my lonely time...

The 2nd is .. Me n u had broken up a year~

In these 365 days.. I had trying to make myself to be grateful with everything ..

But i know and i still cant forget what we had been thru,cuz is different and also special to me..

And at least i do know that u are enjoying ur life with different kinds of girls,and i do feel happy that at least i am still the longest one with in ur life...

I should be grateful that time u are not a playboy yet~

The 3rd thing is ...

I had been starcruise with my lovely daddy..

We went thru Phuket~Thailand and Singapore ..

Is was a fun n lovely trip..

And at least in this special sadness days,i had go thru my happiness with my dad n his friends and their child.

I was being a shopaholic, craziness to buy stuff~

Phuket is was the 2nd time i come, 1st is when i was 14 yrs old if not wrongly,that time i still remember that the ( thai girls ) pool dancing.. Haha !! HOT !! They are hot than girls~

This time go makes me become a shopaholic..

I had shop arounds and crazy buying girls stuff...

Cuz it was cheap and nice !! ^^

Its was just a girls paradise or should say is mine paradise...

Sea, girl stuff, pub, and alots of special stuff.. Haha ..

Is was lovely~ Sooooo lovely in this place~

And Singapore is the 1st time i go ..

Feel so sad because only have 5 hours to go arounds ..

And we had went the Orchard Road and Sentosa, cuz dad fren wife wanna shop and dad fren wanna go for the new casino.. And i was been.. OMG~ I am boring ..

But i had bought something there too ....

I had bought a new jacket.. Loving it,but feel sad after buy,cuz is sooooooo expensive .. Haha ..

And we went to ion mall shop arounds..

Shop like Louis vuttion,Gucci,Burberry..

Oohhh.. I just wanna say.. Is was amazing..

Loving it,but is was 2700++ SGD~ HAHA !!

The price shock my dad a while.. HAha..

But i know i should buy one when i get my salary !!!

And i found the victoria secret in sentosa ...

Feel happy !! And i bought two body mist~ one for me and my sister !!!

I wish i can become singaporean ..

Cuz is cheap when using SGD to buy those thing !!! Haha !!!

And i go arounds to snap pic !!!

I meet someone so nice n polite..

Anyway,thanks to u little sweetie girl..

You were just so nice~

Anyway,just lets the pic say the story.....

The StarCruise is waiting for me !!!!!

The Xmas Tree !! Huge~ Loving it~

Gotcha daddy~ Haha !! ^^

My room~ Such small~ Haha !!!

The Ship~ The Sunset too !! ^^

Dad friends child !! So cute and funny of them !!

And being accompany me shops around while in Phuket !! ^^

Me n the Santa~ Wish u guys Merry Xmas !! ( haha !! Alrdy pass.. )

Here is the Orchard Road ...

Xmas deco is all around the road ...

The way to the train~

Me infront of the gucci shop while the auntie is busy shopping..

Ion Mall~ The place we dining and also the place i get into Louis Vuitton..

Universal Studio~ The special one~

The way to Sentosa CASINO~ haha !!!

Anyway~ is was a special and happy trip..

At least no more think about the sadness stuff~

And is was a good thing ..

I guess i cant talk all in one post ..

So i gonna continue my recently life in the new post~

And by the way~ Wish everyone having a great xmas on last year~ Merry Xmas!!

2th Month~niversary day with sweetie pie Rainny ^^

2010-10-09T11:29:00.003+08:00

I miss blogging again !!!

Since i am kinda of free for these days ..

I should blogging for everyday ..

But i am bored n nothing to write !!!

Haha ....

On 4th Oct 2010 ...

Me and my darling rainny went to Full House Ara Damasara there to celebrate our 2th Month~niversary ... Haha ...

I went to fetch the silly girl and bring her to there ...

Since the road had change, we drove to many way to find !!

The drove to a big turn to get in there !!

Is really big turn,man !!

Is takes 45 mins to reach !! ( Mostly take 20 mins i think !! )

Luckily,i recognize the place and the building ..

And finally~ We reach the place ... Ara Damasara ... Haha ..

In the car i say ( Yes !! Why i am so clever one !! ) ... Haha !! Being so proud to say it !! Haha ..

She laugh at me say !! ( Yes,my dear.. U are so clever !! ) Haha ..

Being like a couple going out for dating !! Haha ..

And she say .. She is so happy that I am the 1st who bring her come !! Haha ..

Should i be proud of it too ?? Haha ...

Then we go search for carpark !!

Ara Damasara .. A place that so famous and alots of people been there ..

Nowdays become a dead place ..

Only the mamak store and the pub got people ..

Since less people,but the car park is totally full ..

Finally we search a place that is safety, infront of the 99 supermarket ( if i was not wrong !! )

Then i only found out that the Station One already gone !!

Just left FULL HOUSE is inside at the corner !!

When we walk in ..

There is no others at all !!

Just left ... The staff .. The staff .. And the staff !!

OMG !! I guess this place suit to take horror movie ..

Abit scare, cuz is just two of us ..

But also seem to be special !!

Cuz being booking up by urself !!

Haha ..

We orders alots of thing to eat !!

She is really a gal that eat much !!

She order a chicken chop, sandwich, 3 small cakes, and my honeydew pearl milkshake !! ( got one .. i forgotten !! )

2 of us .. Eating for all of this dish ..

OMG~ I really so surprise..

Luckily in the end, our hero came ..

Doreamon aka her bf and also is my buddy !! Haha ..

He came to join us after his job and also came to finish the dishes ..

He was surprise on what we eat again !!

Haha .. Dude,dun be surprise ..

Cuz eating should be a very happy thing ..

What a beautiful lies .. Haha ...

We take picture arounds ..

She like a shopping queen also ..

Haha .. What a silly girl !!

The place likes being booking by us with nothing of worries !!

I miss the time .. Haha ..

We take alots of picture in her camera !!

And i bought her a lip bum that she wants when she say i got ..

A strawberry lip bum ..

Hope she do really loves it !! ^^

Then .. Our 2nd month~niversary ends !!! ^^

Cuz 2ml she need to work ..

So,we didnt go for the second rounds !! Haha ..

And hoping our 3rd month~niversary would be more special !! Haha ...

Later going to midvalley searching a new company for my internship ..

Hope will got a good pay for it !!

At least worth to be as a intern !! Haha ..

Getting to miss someone else again !!

Hope u will give me a surprise on tonight ..

But is a family trip.. U wont come back early,i guess .. Haha ..

Alots of thing been stuck !!! Tired !!

2010-09-28T12:28:00.002+08:00

So long didnt blogging !!!

Busy on the shooting suff !!

But finally ends right now !!

Now will be busy on editing !!

Feel our skill really so so so so damm poor !!

Haix !!

Dun know what should do to make it better .. better .. better and better !!!

OMG ~

What can i do ..

Nothing, just do better better n better ...

Now need to find a intern..

But where i need to find ??

And where got a good intern to let me learn more thing ..

I need to learn more n more n more ...

Just need to be special intern .. I think ..

But i still dun know which one i should go for ..

And i cant find .. Haix ...

Headache !!!

Going to taiwan 2 more months ...

Hope everything will be okie ...

Hope will be very fine on the trip ..

And can learn alots from the university ..

Searching a new university right now ..

I gonna be crazy ..

I dun know which university to continue my degree course either ..

So .. What should i do right now ..

I really dun know !!

I wish someone is beside me right now !!

But is impossible ..

Single is better ?? Maybe~

Relationship is better ?? Maybe too~

But i really dun know ..

But i not suit in a relationship ...

Cuz i am too sticky to the special one's ..

Haha ... This is not a good thing either ?? Maybe !!

Exam...

2010-08-31T22:34:00.003+08:00

Exam Exam Exam !!!

Exam day again !!

Exam is very gila one !!

Drives ppl crazy lur !!

HATE EXAM !!!!!

I need to take a break !!!

Haha ...

I miss drinking ..

I miss social-ing ..

I miss my babes ..

I miss movies ..

I miss alots of thing !!!

I wants to have it right now !!!

OMG !!!

Can someone just HELPS me !!!!

This is the last exam !!!

Is not going to have class !!

We are having holidays ..

No .. Is intership is coming ..

KILLS ME !!!!!

Still dun know where to go for the intership !!

OMG !!!

My 20th Birthday ^^

2010-08-21T10:20:00.003+08:00

Today is my 20th birthday !!

Having a dinner with my family members ..

Do having great on that time ..

But pity Mr.K ..

He is bored on the dinner !! Haha ..

Or should i say he is shy ..

Thanks Mr.K for the cake !!

So sweet !!

He bought a strawberry cake !!

So nice !!

And my dad guess correct on the cake !!

Haha ..

Thanks babe !! ^^

Thanks for all the wishes from my babes,darling and fren !! ^^

I do miss all of u guys alots !!

I miss aka members ..

I miss encore members ..

I miss starlight !!

I miss kannals members ..

All of u all a ..

Miss u guys till i crazy !!

Haha ..

I wants to hug all of u guys tight tight ..

And lets all of u guys know that i do appreciate all of it on what u guys did !! ^^

I LOVE U GUYS !! ^^

Suddenly think back to the old memories ..

My 15th birthday .. Is with Mr.K

My 16th birthday .. Is with all of encore members .. ^^ That years not really good with sweetie pie gangs !!!

My 17th birthday .. Not really remember.. But is with my sweetie pie gangs !! ^^
My 18th birthday .. Is with my ex and my fren at a theme cafe as HOME ...

MY 19th birthday .. Is with u again,my sweetie gangs and also Mr.K.. You disappointed me on that day .. ( I am still waiting for ur wishes or ur calls .. But u dun even call at all !! Maybe u forget alrdy !! Haha .. )

But thanks to Mr.K and sweetie gangs .. Thanks for everything .. Cuz u guys do means alots in my life .. I am glad to have u all as my bestie 4eva !! ^^

My 20th birthday .. My great family members and also Mr.K again !! ^^ I hope it can be 4eva !! ^^ And also tonights with my sweetie pie !! ^^

Once again .. Thanks alots u guys !! ^^

I wants u all forever !! ^^

OMG .. I am stepping in 20th now ..

And 21th is coming soon !!

I am tired ..

2010-08-17T22:29:00.002+08:00

Is my awful day !!

I just wants to be alone !!!

I am tired in relationship ..

I am tired on argue-ing ..

I just wants to have a sweet moments with u ..

Just a simply time with u !!

I just wants u and me to be happy !!!

Happy everyday !!

Missing u .. every moment and everyday..

Party Day ..

2010-08-08T22:50:00.002+08:00

Movie again !!

Went to watch the latest movie !!

THE LAST AIRBENDER !!!

Thought watching 3D will be special and nice ..

But seem just okie okie ..

Haha ..

The rank i give should be 7/10 ...

Haha ..

Cuz i do expect will be more nice on it !!!

Having a great day on friday night with all sister fren !!

Enjoy the night with all of the Aug babies !!!

Hui Ann ... 1st of Aug ..

Avis .. ( the birthday gal on that day !! ) 7th Aug ..

Michelle ( the funniest gal !! ) 14th Aug ..

And me ... 21th Aug ..

And of us is just step on next week one by one !! Haha ..

Enjoying talking, playing cards and also drinking !!

And sister yan she is funny ...

Cuz she drinks and vomit !!

She vomit all the thing.. Include the durian cake she ate !!

Once again ... She is drunk easily ..

We play cards until 5 ..

And u guys get drunk on the game !!

In the end .. Avis and I is the most waken person in the night !!!

Haha ...

The saturday !!

Having a tea session with u again and my sis yan at de pastry chef ..

Enjoying the marble cheese cake !!

Wow .. The cake do nice !!

Loving it so much !!

Wish to get the cake when my birthday !!
But i wants a special cakes !!

Haha ..

The went for movie with u again ..

The feel is different .. Not anymore sis n bro ..

The feel is nothing ..

Dun know why ..

Is very weird ..

I think both of us very clear that we are nothing than friend ..

Haha ..

But totally the shit thing that is ..

When we watch till half .. The movie suddenly no sound ..

Oh MY GOD !!

TGV,PLEASE go check ur system ..

Haha ...

About today ..

Having a great day with my little notty nephew MAX LEE !!!

Haha .. He is my little cutie notty !!

We went to titiwangsa today ..

Enjoying feeding all the fishes in the pond ..

Haha ..

And the sis home-cooking dish again ...

At least do makes dad feel happy and enjoy all the dish !!! ^^

Shooting Day ^^

2010-08-03T00:46:00.002+08:00

Shooting Day again !!

Oh My !! Is a tired day !!

Enjoying on the shooting !!

Also is a tired day !!

I act like hiphop guy wearing real jacket and then keep say yo yo yo ~~ ..

Haha .. Having fun ..

And i fool Mr. Keo ..

Lock he inside the office..

Make he cant come out !!

Haha .. Is really so damm fun !!

And when he comes out, he give me a kick !!

Opps !! But do having fun !!

ENJOYING !!!! ^^

Keep on repeating listen THINKING OF YOU from KATY PERRY !!

She sangs very well !!

Makes me feel better !!

I am THINKING OF YOU !!!

Haha ..

Are u ??

Do u ??

Who am i thinking ??

YOU la ..

Wish to meet u 2ml after my class !!!

Will give some time to meet me ??

Hope that u will !!! ^^

Blogging twice a day !! ^^

2010-08-02T01:02:00.002+08:00

Opps !!

One day blogging 2 times !!

I gonna be crazy crazy crazy !!!

Today chat with that notty little girl BIANG !!!

She is really damm notty little girl ..

And she is hyper-active and also funny ..

We talks in msn .. We calls each others ..

So enjoying ^^

She keep on~ Hello.. Hello.. Hello.. Boss.. Are u there..

Haha ..

She is cute..

She do very cute !!

So damm funny n cute !! ^^

Other than blogging twice a day !!

Me n my dad went to the same restoran for brunch and dinner !!!

We are crazy .. Haha ..

Or should i say.. I got alots crazy little one's in my life !!

And i do glad and enjoys it !! ^^

We went to a place .. Name.. Bird !!

A nyonya restoran !! ^^

Do enjoying at there ..

Night time the 2 boss got performance singing !!

Really having a great weekend ..

But i do being house-maid ..

Need vacuum ..

Need clean up tis n that .. Include my dog ( clean up he !! haha .. actually is help he bath !! )

All of this works ..

Make me fade up why i am the only one who need to do it ..

Why the others family members are so damm lazy ..

Hate it .. But still need to do !!

Oh My .. Gosh !!

Can i just get away from it .. Haha ..

My birthday is coming soon ..

Counting down 20 days to go ..

Wish that i could have a lovely birthday ^^

Will hang out with classmate ..

Going trip with sor po gangs ...

And also .. Family dinner !! ^^

Wish u were here with me ...

But think u will not remember it !!

Movie Time ^^

2010-08-02T00:16:00.007+08:00

Salt !! Tis movie is so damm nice !!!

Watch on thursday..

I love the way they shoot !!

Love her action ..

Wow .. Is so damm cool !!!

But if got 3d would be more better !!! ^^

Really make ppl so nervous ...

Cant stop or get away from the chair ..

And my mouth is keep on .. ( WOW !!! )

The only thing that i can say is ..

She do surprise me !!! ^^

Waiting for the SALT 2 ..

Went to watch despicable me last night !!

We watch 3d .. Do enjoy on the movie ..

Is so funny ...

really wish to have the yellow one's !!

So cute .. Can be glow .. Can be everything ..

They are cute when they are talking and laughing !! ^^

Love the story ..

So meaningful !! ^^

Is makes me feel relax and happy to watch tis movie !! ^^

Last night is bored ..

But do enjoys the day with u ..

The next movie i will go for ... THE SORCERER'S APPRENTICE

Feel this movie will be very nice !!

And i gonna fall in love with it !!!

I like to watch sciencetific movie ..

Cant wait the movie to shock me !!

THE SORCERER'S APPRENTICE ... I am COMING !!! ^^

The feeling is weird ..

I wish to watch this movie with u ..

Oh My .. What wrong with me ...

I think i am crazy !!!

But i do feel better right now ...

I am shock on what u did ..

But i am glad that u treat me as ur sister ..

I do apperiate it on what u did ...

Thanks alots !! U do means alots to me !!! ^^

Team ?? I just wan a great team !!

2010-07-28T20:25:00.002+08:00

Argh !! I am damm unmood !!

Damm damm damm unmood !!!

Why why why ??

Why u guys always like tis ??

Are we a team or what ??

OMG ..

I am freaking damm unmood ..

Do u guys know i am tired ..

Do u guys know that is hard to make time with u all ..

Do u guys know shooting film is tired to me also ..

Is not only u guys ..

Sayang, can u guys think about the others abit ??

Can u ??

I just wants us to be happy and done it qucikly ..

Can us ??

One is lazy ..

One is need to oversea ..

One is this cannot that cannot ..

So, what can i do ??

Could u guys tell me ..

What can i do ..

I am freaking damm unmood ..

Cuz why ??

Cuz we aint a team ..

We seem to be doing our thing by own,without a team ..

I told u guys alots of time .

I dun wish lecture look down ourself ..

But u guys dun care at all ..

Can u guys care abit ..

Just abit !!!

Just give some time on it !!

Can u ??

Happy Day ^^

2010-07-26T22:49:00.003+08:00

Today is my happy day ^^

I am so damm happy today !!

I just met back a gal .. Biang !!

She is a gal tat i know so long ..

And lost contact so long ..

And we enjoy the talking today ..

I am so damm happy that we contact back !!

BIANG BIANG BIANG ...

I miss u so much !!

Muax !! ^^

Another happy thing is ..

My sis bought me a bag ..

Wow .. Dun know what happen to she ..

But i am happy ..

She said is mine birthday gift ..

But my birthday still got one month to go ..

Isnt too earlier to get it ??

But i am still happy with it ..

Thanks .. I love u !!

This is the bag !! Purple in colour ..

I love it !! ^^

The third thing is ..

My dad wants me go for degree course ..

OMG .. what should i do ?

What should i chooses ??

What i should do ..

Should i go or not ..

Wat college better ??

Any suggestion ??

UCSI ?? HELP ? SEGI ??

Which better ?? Where better ??

I am dizzy !!

Cuz i am happy all day ^^

Moe de Cafe ^^

2010-07-23T22:49:00.004+08:00

Just went back from Moe de Cafe !!

When everytime i pass by there, I thought were be an Italian Restaurant !!

Haha ..

Who know's ??

Is a place that full of comic books and some waitress that wearing maid style ..

Haha ..

This place will be boys favourite,i think ..

Haha ..

Should bring all the male friends to have a look ..

They will apperiate it that what i share with them ..

Haha ..

Did u see the girl in the picture that wearing uniform ..

Wow .. I am very surpise once i step in !!

Haha ..

They do looks cute !! Haha ..

So .. U guys can go and have a looks .. Think will make u fall in love ..

And the food there is nice and reasonable !!

Enjoy it !! ^^

I miss u badly !!
I wants to have u !! ^^

Malacca Trip ^^

2010-07-21T01:19:00.005+08:00

Malacca Malacca Malacca !!

Is a fun trip !! ^^
Went to malacca at saturday ..

Having a fun day with my sistar and brothers gangs !!

We talks and having fun in the car and photoshooting everywhere !!

Wakaka ..

Is really having fun at there that time ..

I miss u all again !!

5 of us !! Girls Time .. I miss u all .. My babes !!

We went to pasar malam and alots of place in malacca ..
Is reali so happy in malacca ..
Walking, talking, Having all day fun !! ^^
I miss the time now ..
Wish to go again with u guys ..
Having bbq party soon with u guys ..
I miss u all badly ..
We going to have another trip to penang ..
Haha .. Cant wait for it ..
I wants to have u guys right now ..
Miss the girls talk on that night too ...

你~有没有爱过我？

2010-07-16T00:31:00.004+08:00

Turn off the radio~
Turn off the light .. you know ..

你~有没有爱过我？
有没有想过我？
有没有？有没有……

一直重复的听着这首歌...
真的好想问你，你到底有没有爱过我？
有没有想过我！
因为到现在，我还很想你……
我真的很想你！
你到底有没有呢？
但是~我知道你的答案是没有！
因为你很享受你现在的一切，不是吗？
哈哈……
开始后悔……
后悔自己爱过你，那么爱你却只得到这些……
哈哈！！
是要怪自己笨吗？
（只让你身边的人，笑我笨，笑我闷，笑我蠢……）
哈哈！被你身边的和你……

好想听live jazz……
真希望现在有你的声音陪伴！
但是，真的谢谢你的歌曲，我真的觉得舒服多了！
谢谢你！

You will always my ...

2010-07-15T16:19:00.002+08:00

蒲松龄终于看完了！^^
这套戏真的很不错，好久没有这种妖精的戏了！
很棒耶！我喜欢 ^^
但是，戏里的爱情故事恨的辛苦~
但是，现代的爱情已不像从前的了！

突然脑里出现了很多个问号....
到底这世界上有没有妖？哈哈！
不是很多鬼故事吗？
这世界上到底有没有啊？
就像是twilight 那样，到底这世界上有没有那么多的吸血鬼？
假如有，我们不就很危险了？
吸血鬼耶！
但是应该很酷吧！
哈哈！！
真希望可以有个像twilight里的edward 那样，会永远的爱bella..
他说过这句话： You will always my bella ... And i promise to love u every moment forever ..
这句话真的好棒好棒！
好浪漫的一句话哦！
真希望有个（你）可以对我说出这句话……

真的要谢谢你的安慰，你的歌声！
你真的很棒，你应该为自己的未来做得更多更多的！！
会有更多人支持你的！
要加油哦，兄弟！ ^^

Oh My Gosh !!! Moody !!

2010-07-14T01:05:00.003+08:00

Now i really wanna sing Oh My Gosh !!!
I really gonna be crazy soon ..
Really cant believe that u can lie ppl till so real one ..
Why one a ..
U been like an actor lur ..
I reali cant accept on what u say ..
I cant believe on which is true and which is fake ..
I am just so damm du lan a !!!!
I am tired on what u did ..
Ur unresponsible too ..
Please be more time on the project ..
Cuz we are a team !!
Thanks !!!

Today happen alots of thing ..
See others ppl film ..
The thing tat only i can say is .. Wow ..
They do great !!
Better than us ..
Make me feel we need make more time and affort on it ..
Do not make ppl see down us !!!
Please my group members,pay attention on all the thing ..
Please give more time on it !!
Thanks again !!!

I need a glass of wain or a beer ..
Just any alcohol to fresh my mind ..

Monopoly Night ^^

2010-07-12T00:33:00.002+08:00

Just now play monopoly with my lovely daddy ...

In the end .. I had lose ..

OMG !!!

My dad wins ??

Gosh ...

Is lucky or wat ..

But the only thing tat i can say is ... My luck is gone ..

Where's my luck ..

Where are u right now ..

Is gone since u left ...

Today went to shop at Kepong Village Mall aka tesco extra ..

Tesco extra signboard are big,but once step in the junction become to Kepong Village Mall ..

Wat a weird mall ..

Haha ..

But is reali big and kinda alots of ppl ..

I miss that night ..

I gotta the feelings ..

Haha ..

Feels wanna go for clubs,having some alcohol ..

Haha .. Enjoy the nights ..

Going to malacca on tis saturday ..

Cant wait it .. Feel wanna fast forward the time ..

Haha ..

Just for this weeks ..

Now seem like getting loves on u ..

Becuz of what ?

Ur talents ? Ur words ? Ur action ? Or u ...

The answer is U ...

I think .. Haha ..

Blur blur ... Blur-ing now ..

Searching ..

2010-07-11T12:38:00.002+08:00

Blogging Blogging Blogging ..
What a day ..
Stay at home ..
Playing on9 games ..
Blogging Blogging Blogging again ...
Haha ..

Last night sis came back ..
She look very sad ..
She had a little accident ..
She seem to be very scare ..
I wan to comfort her ..
But i still cant do anything ..
Hope she is well in everything ..
Thing will just pass very fast ..
When sis told me about the accident ..
My brain it's flash back to the before that time u told me about u got the accident ..
I feel that i am so funny, becuz i trusted u ..
But in the end u lie ..
I am such stupid to believe in u ..
Cuz i thought i know u well ..
But .. In the end .. I dun know u at all ..
Nowdays u are getting away from my life ..
And u are having ur great life over there ..
But ... I seem still standing there ..
Searching something ....

I miss blogging !!!

2010-07-11T02:34:00.002+08:00

Is been so long that i didnt update my story ..
Is been a day that i need to letting go tis all suff ..
I am trying since on the last day ..
I knew i hate u ..
But i do knew tat u are so important in my heart ...
I do still mind to know all of ur everything ..
Till now my heart still hurting ..
But u wont ever know ..
Isnt ??
Cuz u dun mind at all ...

These days busy on shooting film ..
Is a final assignment ..
Very tired on it ..
I just wanted to have some rest ..
In the film ..
Happen alots of thing ...
Group argue-ing ... Discussing ..
Alots .. But at least we done it very well together ..
Thanks for the group of Q-Shine ~
I do got alots of thing to complain ..
include the gal tat unresponsible ..
and the guy only know love love love ~
haix ..
But thing just will change ..
This is the only thing tat i can tell myself right now ..

Feel miss u ..
The new u in my life ..
U are just sooo .... cute ..
But i know we will just can be fren ..
Cuz u are just different with me in my life ..

You are sucks !!!

2010-02-28T16:02:00.002+08:00

Long time didnt update ..
Cuz i dun wish to come here to blogging ..
Its had too much memories between me n u ..
But now the thing all gones ..
You gone ..
Gone very far from me ..
Not coming back ..
We are we are still fren ..
But i can feel tat u dun wish to be ..

You hurts me again ..
Your words ..
How can you ..
You are totally cold blooded ..
The person i knew change ..
I miss u ..
Do u know how much i miss ...
But i knew tat u dun love and either miss ..
You forget what u said either ..

I will always remember tat ..
The words and the promise u said ..
Is just a thing tat always can be keep in heart ..
You do means alots to me ..
But now i reali need to kick u out of my world ..
Cuz u totally disturbing my life ...

I dun feel sad ..
But just dun know why the tear drop..
Is becuz i given out too much ?
Or is just becuz of LOVE ??

U are totally sucks ..

2010-02-13T20:16:00.004+08:00

U hurts me ..
Ur words do hurts me ..
How can u just can let go for 2 years relation ..
Why ??
Why u can let go in 1 months and with get feel with the gal ..
Do u ever thinks about me ??
Do u thinks about my feelings ??
Why ??
I got no feel on u ..
I got feel on she ..
SHIT !! how can u say tis kind of words ..
And u had forgotten when we knew and when we together ..
How can u do such of thing ..
At least not with she on the month tat we been through ..
When i see the pic of u 2 ..
I can feel tat u are very happy ..
But just why ??
U can act like nothing and continue with ur life ..
U said tat u wanna be single,but now ?
Why u say all tis thing to lie me ??
Why ??
U are totally sucks ..
U wont ever thinks about my feelings ..
U hurts me badly ..
Haha .. U won in tis game ..
I had been through alot of thing with u ..
I dun mind tat u are poor or what ..
But now .. What u had done ..
U dont ever thinks about me ..
I am worry about ur suff ..
In the end, i am too much to worry ..
All the thing end ..
We break up for 2 months alrdy ..
And u are happy with she ..
Enjoy ur valentine with ur new ones la ...

U hurts me ..

2009-12-21T00:34:00.002+08:00

Our story end ..
End up with tears ..
But he is smiling ..
He treat me as a good fren .. Or should i say just like a little sister to he ..
No matter wat position i am ..
I am still the last one ..
I wont be the 1st one in his heart ..

I will always remember what u said ..
I GOT NO MORE FEEL ON U ..
What the fucking word tat hurts me alotz ..
Really hurts me ..

I feel i am silly ..
How can i will fall in love on such guy ..
Gosh ..
U are in my mind ..
Useless me ..
Crying when i wake up everyday ..
Useless me ..
I need to get u out from my mind right now ..

Can we back to normal ??

2009-12-14T11:01:00.003+08:00

Finally ..
Our story ends ..
I do miss u so much ..
How can u so easily to give up our relation ??
Why ??
Crying for whole day ..
Haha ..
I am stupid ..
Cry is useless ..

Do u ever know tat if u gave me a hug ..
All the sadness will forget ..
And i feel happy ..
Why dont u just give me a hug ..
I wish to can be there with me ..
Can u ?
Dun even leave me alone ..
I dun either wan u to face all ur problem by urself ..
I wish i am there with u ..
Can u ??
I just wanna be with u ..
No matter how ..
I just wanna be with u ..
U means alotz to me ..
Just how can u so simply let go ..
We had been through alotz of thing ..
I thought we can be forever ..
Why ??
I dun wan take good care by myself ..
I NEED U ...

Do u notice ...

2009-12-09T00:16:00.005+08:00

So long didnt update ..
Listening 罗志祥几分..
爱有几分？
haha .. Tis word quite meaningful ..
Today i feel tat reali so damm disappointed ..
How can u did all this thing and u dun honest to me ..
Gal .. U notice my feelings ..
But did u reali care about how i feel ?
I feel totally so sad ...
I feel wanna ran away from the situation ..
U wont ever know how sad i am when u sit beside me ..
I aint joking ..
I do mind ..
I mind tat u two being so close ..
Can u cares about my feelings ...
SHIT ... I am selfish ..
But i do mind ..
I am down down down since tat day ..
I feel wanna get away from u right now ..

Mood makes me sucks ..

2009-11-22T22:27:00.003+08:00

These days went to mami house over9 ..
My life is busy busy busy at there ..
Wake up then went to work at mom shop ..
After class went back mom shop and help her again ..
Gosh ..
My life totally damm busy busy busy ..
Likes this kind of life,cuz got no times to think others thing ..
At least it makes my life feel better ..

Today my mood damm bad ..
What happen to me ..
Why these weeks my mood getting sucks ??
Is becuz of my dad ??
Or is becuz i use to have a bad temper alrdy ?
My mood makes my personality getting sucks ..
I am getting sucks either ..
What the f*ck ...
I just wanna have a nice day going out with fren or he ..
I think .. Is a teenagers would likes to have it ..
But i am always with my family family family ..
Our times is getting less n less ..
Is been one week 12 hours to one weeks 2 to 5 hours ...
I hate it ..
I hope to have a movie with u ..
I wanted to go out with u either ..
But .. U n me ..
Always got no times for each others ..
Wat can i do to makes thing better and better ??
Can u give some times on me ??
Haha ..

Is going to exam again ..
Exam and assignment drives me crazy again ..
But what to do ??
Tis is wat a students will face it ..
Gonna have a holiday on december ..
Wish to have a trip with u ..
But u aint free ..
I will have with fren ..
Tis is what i always did ..
Haix ..
Do u know how disappointed i am ..
What to do ??
U are busy again wat,rite ??
U wont even know what am i thinking either ..
Haix ..

I miss my bestie and sistar ..
Hope to have our next gathering soon ..
Waiting for the x'mas gather ..
Haha ..

This year will be a special year ..
Haha ..
Cuz will be a special night with u and my babes ..

Curly do not suit me .. Haha ..

2009-11-16T00:08:00.003+08:00

Been so many days didnt update ..
Feel so lazy to update ...

Few days ago ..
Went to genting with xiang,meng,doremon,funny teh,xuet fern and her bf, and more and more ..
Realy having a great day ..
But happy and great day pass so fast ..
I miss it ..
Miss it everyday and everynight tat we have pillow talk and we went to jogging early in the morning ..
The most pity one is i need to cook maggi mee for them and make breakfast .. But i didnt ate at all .. Haix ..
But do happy when see them finish all the food ..
Haha .. But sadly is they dun keep or either wash the plate ..
Dirty Man !!!!
But all the dude and my sistar ..
I do having fun with u all ..
And the uno card .. I miss it ..
Letz play together again ..
Althought i always miss up to drink the whiskey .. Haha ..

These few weekend went to help my mom ..
Totally so tired ..
Need help wash hair and blow hair ..
I realy cant do it la ..
I am so soft soft soft to the customer ..
Haha ..
Cuz i scare they will get hurt ..
What a mess ..
But do having fun la .. Haha ..

I miss u again ..
We just met for 3 days in a week ..
But is 6 hours in a week ..
2 hours for a day ..
Haix ..
I do so miss u ..
When we can go for a movie ..
I miss the shopping,buying and movie day ..
I miss u ...
I hope to have a trip with u either ..
Missing u ..

Just now my curly hair born on 5:00 pm on 15/11/2009 ...
OH MY GOD ..
Curly totally not suit me ..
Haha ..
I am regret ..
Waiting my hair to be straightly back ..
When ??
I am ugly .. But now is totally more more more terrible ugly ..
Haha ..
Darling said tat .. : U look so old ... But no worries .. Going back to normal soon ..
Haha .. U hurts me .. But ur words warms me ..
I likes to be mature .. But not too mature .. Plz ..
Human wants everything ..
Haha ..
Human is selfish .. Yes .. I am .. Haha ..
Human wants everything .. Agree too .. Haha ...

I am curly bitch now .. Haha ...
Disgusting ..
Dun feel wanna go out with friends anymore ..
2ml i gonna be spy .. Wear a cap to class .. Haha ..

Life is short !! So .. PLAY HARD !!

November is here ..

2009-11-01T23:57:00.003+08:00

Having a great fun day ..
But sadly is leave it on 6 ..
Went for a trip with my fren ..
Is was fun ..
Sadly just enjoying for half day ..
I wish to have more tat 1 day ..
I wanted to go to sea and play ..
I wanted to shopping either ..
Haha ..
But i am happy ..
Thanks again ..
U are my bestie right now !!
Haha ..

Today went out with dear ..
Didnt went anywhere ..
Just went for a movie ..
But i wanted to watch Jennifer's Body !!
Hope to watch it next week ...
Haha ..

November is here ..
My heart been stuck in someone else ..
Wat happen to me ??
Wat can i do ??
I think i need get away from u ..
But my dear is still so important to me !!

November is here ..
Goodbye october ..
December is coming soon ..
I gonna have my holiday ..
I wanted to go for trip again ..
Hope tat my dear got time to go trip with me ..

Next saturday going to genting with my gangs again ..
Miss u guys alotz .
Cant wait for the fun days with u guys !!

Rush Day ^^

2009-10-30T12:12:00.002+08:00

Tonight is halloween day !!
Gosh ..
Being every year i wish to go out and have some fun ..
But this year i am at home again ..
What to do ..
Need to be a good girl at home ..
When the day will be come ??
Good girl change bad ..
Haha ..

2ml going to penang with fren ..
Hope will be fun for 2ml la ..
But the time will be rush rush rush ..
Very the rush ..
Haha ..
Cant wait for it .
Penang .. I am coming ..
Haha ..

Next week gonna have a genting gather with the brothers ..
Wow .. Seem like be fun ..
But one of our sistar been locked up by her bf ..
Gosh .. When u wil onli be give up to hang out with us ..
Hey u .. Dun treat ur gf as a pet ..
She is a human ..
She have she own freedom .
Okie ??

Having a busy busy busy weekend ..
And i am lazy to do assignment ..
Exam is coming soon ..
Gonna have a long holiday either ..
I gonna be very very very bz ..
Hate to be busy day ..
I dun like to rush ..

And i am surpise tat an old fren said he got look at my blog ..
So surpise ..
But i do sengaja make the font small ..
Haha ..
Anyway happy to have u tis fren ..

Just Fark Off My Life !!

2009-10-24T01:54:00.003+08:00

I am damm moody !!
Damm Damm Damm Moody right now ...
I feel damm super tired right now ..
I am reali so tired of all of these nonsense ...
Please can u care about others mind ??
I totally feel so disappointed wat u said also ..
We been one year classmate ..
But how can u still dun understand how i am ..
U feel tat i am not supporting u guys doing this ..
But do u guys know wat ppl thinking ..
Do u know ppl mind's thinking wat ..
What the fark !!
Fark u ...
Can u just get off ..
Get off my way right now ..
I am reali reali so so so sad ..
But things not always ppl wants ..
Lets say .. U guys have fun by urself la ..
I dun feel wanna play ..
I dun feel wanna stay ..
I feel wanan get away right now ..
I just dun feel wanna stay at the situation right now ..
Why ? Why ? Why ??
I getting hate all of tis ???
Should be my faults ??
Or just u guys dun cares others feelings ..
U guys just enjoying on it ..

Just now went yamcha with Rou Ying again ..
Thx babes ..
I feel better right now ..
Do feel tat both of u so so so sweet ..
I feel so envy la ..
U guys too sweet jorx la ..
Haha ..
Thinking about u right now again ..
I am reali tired on tis relationship ..
Tired on u .. u guys .. all of u ................
FARK OFF ... Man !!!!

Cake Day ^^

2009-10-23T03:11:00.004+08:00

Today having a great day with TRICIA darling ..

We makes cakes together ..

Is a fun day with her ..

But is very tired after all the thing done ..

Having a great time with she ..

She is very busy nowdays ..

But thx for accompany me together to done it ..

Althought u said i am the one who accompany u ..

Haha ..

Do so happy,cuz i got u !!!

Thx darling ..

More fews days left ..

Do u nerves for ur surpise ?
Haha ..

Hope u will like wat i had done for u ..

Hope u will change ..

Hope u will become more caring on me ..

Hope tat u do loving it all the thing ..

This will be the day ends ..

Or brand new life ??

The answer is depends on u ..

U r the one who makes me do decision ..

Hope do changes ....

This is me and tricia cheese cake !!

Kekex ..

So ugly ..

But i had did my best ..

Haha ..

Hope u will be loving it ..

是时候休息了！

2009-10-21T15:24:00.002+08:00

觉得好累哦！
真的好累哦！
我真的是时候要好好休息了！！

为什么怎样都做不好的？
为什么？好累哦！
我要成功啦！
我一定要成功！！
我一定会成功的！！！

上课……功课……上课……功课……
我要我的时间啦！
我要休息啊！！！
到底这种生活几时才会改变呢？
我要加油！
对着我的未来前进！

I wanted to have day to relax myself ..
My trip had been cancel ..
Haix ..
I wanted to have u right now ..
I wanted to have a hug now ..

Still left few days ..
What can i prepare for u ??
I am very headache right now ..
I need to practise practise practise ..
Practise makes perfect !!!

我很不像我……

2009-10-20T01:47:00.002+08:00

今天的我很不像我！
我是怎么了？
我怎么把自己弄得那么疯疯癫癫啊？
我是有病吗？
我真的很不开心……
你们都开不出来吗？
我到底是怎样啊？
果然……知心友真的很难找，到现在都还没找到，真没用啊！

我真的不知道自己要的是什么？
你真的是我想要的吗？
没有了你，我会开心点吗？
没有了你，我会离开孤独吗？

我打算给你一个很大很大很大的惊喜！
希望你会超级开心的！
我知道你一定超级无敌开心及感动的！
哈哈……
倒数哦……
我也要远离伤心……

这星期会超级忙的！
又要和姐妹见面，又要弄蛋糕，又要和兄弟们喝茶！
我的天啊！！
很忙啊！！
期待着我的假期啊！！！！

2009-10-17T10:44:00.002+08:00

My day is fully of program ..
Haha ..

Wednesday got no class ...
Went to ulu langat waterfall play ..
Wow .. Realy kinda fun ..
But realy tired ..
Need go through a long way stair ..
But do having fun with my classmate ...
The 1st time going out with them ..
Kinda fun .. Hope to having fun again ..
Haha ...
After tat we went to fun ok yamcha ..
Damm so tired tat time ..
After tat we went to pasar malam .. Haha ..
Is totally a nice day with day ..

Thursday is a day tat i am lazy ..
Didnt went for class ..
Cuz realy feel so tired on it ...
At night went out with ROU YING ..
A cute and sweet girl ..
She is so nice ..
Bring her to full house on tat day ..
We do took alotz of pic .. Both of us look ugly in the pic ..
Cuz our dressing very casual and we didnt make up either ..
Haha ..
But we do enjoying talking talking talking ..
Do having some fun on it ..
Finally we got time to meet up .. Haha ..
Hope to meet u soon .. Gal !!
Miss u ..

Friday .. A busy day in my life ..
Went to college and pass up my fee ..
Sorry tat miss up zhi xiong birthday ..
I am very sorry ..
Then went to have lunch with dad ..
Haha .. After tat went out with doremon .. A new fren ..
Went out with he to have a drinks while waiting xiang and meng them ..
Haha .. Is kinda fun .. But do abit boring ...
Cuz we just playing cards .. And on9 and psp ..
Haha ..
After 8.30 .. Finally xiang,juan and meng reach ..
We talk crap and playing cards in chatroomz ..
Haha ..
But in the end is totally too noisy ..
So we change place to NAILS ..
A place tat nice .. But Got alotz mosquito ..
Haha ..
We continue talking crapz there ..
Finally going back home on 11.30 ..
Totally a tired day !!

Hope tat my weekend could be a great day either !!
Missing u deeply in my heart !!
Malacca .. I am coming soon .. Haha ..

Home .. Means for what ??

2009-10-13T00:12:00.002+08:00

I am having a great weekend ..

On Saturday,had a great nites with my babes in Quattro ..
Kinda fun .. But reali too pack in the club ..
I do enjoy it ..
Saw Min at tat time,call she to join us ..
So happy tat dancing with her ..
But i felt tat i abit lessbian la ..
Cuz dancing with gals is a weird thing ..
Haha ..
After club,darling come and fetch me ..
I am abit drunk on tat time ..
But so happy tat he still come and fetch me ..
Thanks !!!
And here to wish u again ..
Wei,happy belated birthday ..
Hope to club soon ..

On sunday is a fren of fren birthday ..
We just went for a drinks ..
Haha ..
And chit chat and play games ..
Is a good fren to me ..
Mr. DOREMON,happy birthday to u ..
Haha ..
And hates ppl looking at my phone ..
All my privacy been seen by u ..
OMG ...

Today lecture call us say about HOME !!
HOME is thing to me is a sad thing ..
Becuz mom left us since i am 9 yrs old ..
Is been 10 yrs from now ..
She got her own life and her husband ..
I so envy others ppl family,they always can just stick together ...
But why my family cant ??
Is been long time ago tat didnt gather all together ..
Why ?? Is becuz of money matter ??
Or u guys just enjoying to have ur own new life ..
I am still waiting right here ..

Just now looking at my old pic ....
OMG .. I am totally different from now ..
At least my eye now are abit big !!
Haha ..
I miss tat time ..
At least tat time all family members is together ..
Can i go back to the pass ??
Maybe all the thing will be change from now ..

My timetable sucks !!!

2009-10-09T13:12:00.003+08:00

I got my high heels yesterday ..
But i still wan to have another one ..
Haha ...
Girls always needs alots of thing ..
Haha ..
I wanna shopping right now ..

Yesterday lecture said tat maybe need to change our class to next sem ..
Should i say is a good thing or bad thing ??
Good thing is i can have more time to rest rest rest !!!
Bad thing is next sem will be busy busy busy ...
OMG !!!!
WHY WHY WHY ???
But i need enjoy my sem right now ..
Need enjoy my day and time ...

Later need go for class ..
I am tired and lazy right now ..
Why Why Why ?
Why the class time must be so late ..
Gosh .. Hate it when my class so late ...

Dad forcing me go out now ..
OMG ..
I dun feel wanna go ..

2ml going to club ..
On the club .. Haha ..
Hope is fun with u guys !!!

I wish all the wishes come true !!!

2009-10-08T05:52:00.002+08:00

I cant sleep right now ..
Wat wrong with me ??
I should be sleeping right now and thinking or dreaming someone now ..
But what am i doing right now ..
Getting feel suffer ..
It is all the thing i wan ??
It is all the thing i need ??
What do i wan and need ??
Is u ?? Family ?? Friends ??

So surpise tat zee wei call me last9 ..
She invited me go to her party ..
Should be someone called her to call me up ?? I think ..
But i do going to her party ..
Hoping u can accompany me too !!!
But i know u cant .. And i wont ask ..
Hoping tat i can enjoy on tat day ..
Althought already happen something tat makes me feel unhappy ..
Gals, are we still fren ??
I dun get it what are u mind for ??
I dun get what ur mind thinking ..
Maybe is becuz of the guy mind ..
But the way u said
But the thing tat u said already hurts me ..

I wish tat i realy can have a good weekend ..
I wish tat i could have a happy and nice day ..
I wish tat i can get away from all this trouble ..
I wish tat i can get a brand new life with he ..
I wish tat i can have a nice memories with he ..
I wish to have a new handphone ..
I wish to have high heels ...
I wish to have a new handbag ..
Haha ..
I wants to go to shopping !!!!

The New Sem .. New Life ??

2009-10-07T17:27:00.002+08:00

OMG OMG OMG ......

My new sem subject all is need to present urself ..
OMG ..
I am shy nowdays ..
Am i ?? Haha ..
Sure someone will said tat " Shy not suit u !! "
Haha .. I am SHY !!!
Getting headache with the artistic performance and public speaking ..
I realy not so good performance in stage ..
I enjoyed to in ..
But i do not so clever in my social skill ...
I wish tat i do can learn alotz of thing on it ...

Now ....
The thing tat i can say tat is i ain"t actor ..
I wont act infront of it ..
Me is Me .. I enjoying to be ME !!!!
I dun like tat u r acting good to me ...
I hate tat u act closer with me ..
But in the end i found out tat u betray me ..
Fuck u ... Just fuck off ..
Dun pretend it ...

I wanted to have a new life ..
I hate the life now ..
Tis is not wat i wanted ..
I hate the life now ...
I just wanna have a simple and nice life ..
Or just without u ..
I will be better ..

I dun need ur judgement at all ..
So .. Dun pretend tat u knew me ..
Cuz u dun ever knew me at all ...

Gonna going to malacca ..
A place tat hoping going with someone ..
But in the end .. U r not the one who bring me ..
Haha .. But i do excited ..
Wish to have a trip ..
Just at least can get off KL and u ...
I just wanted my life to be happiness ..

Sunway Day again !!

2009-10-05T00:31:00.002+08:00

Last9 play candles with meng and xiang !!
Walao ..
Just simply to have a talk then play candles ..
We play and chit chat till 4 ..
Suddenly,doremon come and join us ..
We went to yamcha ..
OMG .. The 2nd time so late go out yamcha ..
After yamcha alrdy 5 something ..
Just slept about 4 hours ..
Becuz need go to sunway with meng and her fren ..
Wow .. Damm boring lur ..
Cuz been walk here .. walk there ..
WALK WALK WALK ...
Went to have a look for something ..
Went to find something for xiang,cuz his birthday is coming soon ..

A fren tat i knew almost 4 years ..
A fren tat always be my best fren .
A fren tat so important to me be4,now and after ..
A good fren for me ..
A fren tat i dun wish to loose it ..
Hey MAN !! Always be with me ...
Or should i say ... FREN FOREVER !! haha ..

My sem break finally ends !!
Gosh .. So fast ..
I wanna go for a trip ..
I going to Malacca, Penang and Genting soon ..
Cant wait for it ..
I wanted to have a new sem tat full of experience ..

2ml got class ..
Gosh .. Stupid class was it ..
Almost everyday need study till 6 ..
The traffic jam time ..
Hate it ..
Cuz i hates to stucks with those jam ..
I wish to have a good day and time ..

Today chat with rou ying again ..
She is a sweet girls ..
Gonna going out with she soon ..
Our 1st date FULL HOUSE ..
2nd date .. PASAR MALAM ..
Haha ..
Waiting tat the day tat u r free ..
But i thinks tat i gonna be busy than her ..
Haha ..

I miss all the study class ..
But i hate tired day !!

Happy Mid-Autumn Festival ^^

2009-10-03T21:42:00.002+08:00

Happy Mid-Autumn Festival .....
I am not celebrating now ..
I am at cyber cafe with my darling ..
Gosh .. Damm boring here ..
I am damm bored bored bored ..

But later gonna play candle on my home with my sistar ..
Haha ..
I am so childish ..
Yes !! I am childish ..
I wish to be a children ..
A children got nothing to worry ..
A children got non pressure ..
I wish to be ..
Wish to be children from tis moment ..

I wanted to have u ..
I wanted to have a date with u ..
I wanted to watch movie ..
I wanted to have a good time ..
I wanted to sleep right now ..

I am unhappy and bored ..
Gonna study soon ..
CLASS CLASS CLASS ..
Gonna very bz on my studies studies studies ..
I need pay more my time on my fren ..
I miss all of u guys ..
I wanna go for a trip ..
But when ??
Haix ...

I wanted u have someone ..
I wish to hug someone now ..

AkA Returns ?? Hoping ..

2009-09-29T10:02:00.003+08:00

Tuesday went out with bibu and min ..
Went to see battleground ..
Wow ..
Loving It ..
Many teams are strong ..
Plus some is those ex team but with some new ppl ..
I miss racken force ..
Haha ..
I feel wanna see ECX dance again ..
Haha ..

After tat we went to have a walk ..
Accompany bibu find cap ..
We went to buy something either ..
Haha ..
The thing damm cute ..
I gonna love tis thing ..
Think he gonna love it too ..
Haha ..

Went to met up BRUCE too ...
When met up BRUCE ..
AKA pop out in my mind again ..
I miss aka gangs !!
I miss WILLIAM ..
I miss all of u guys ..
I miss the days ..
When will come back ?
Suddenly my evil mind pop oit something tat evil thing again ..
I wishing tat AKA RETURN'S !!
Haha .. Thinks is is wat WILLIAM hopes to ..
Haha ..
I wanna meet up all of u guys ..
I reali damm miss AKA !!!

Went for family dinner with my eldest sis either ..
Damm miss her so much ..
Miss her till crazy la ..

Since the fella are free nowdays, she been "raped up" by he ..
So damm happy when met she ..
Is was her big day ..
She do enjoy the day also ..
She went to clubbing at quattro ..
But stupid quattro .. With the stupid rules ..
Makes her crazy on wed nite ..
But in the end i heard my sis say she do having fun ..
YAN !! I miss u so much .. I LOVE U !!
And happy birthday to u..

Last9 went yamcha with my buddy ..
Yee Meng and Han Xiang ..
A fren tat i knew almost 4 years ..
Haha ..
Many thing happen between in tis 4 years either ..
I wish to have a long talk with them ..
But Xiang he bring his fren come ..
Damm shit .. Man ..
Abit boring with many guys ..
But do having fun la ..
At least they likes to making joke la ..
Hey dude .. Wish tat our friendship wont be end ..
U guys do very important in my heart ..
Escpically to 6 girls and xiang tis boy ..
Realy so meaningful to me ..

Today mrg xiang call me up ..
Wanna have breakfast with me ..
Gosh .. Very shock ..
But i didnt go out with he ..
Then Jun msg said wanna have lunch ..
But dad seem not so happy ..
So cancel again ..
Wow .. Suddenly fren all pop out ..
Haha ..

Gonna going to malacca ..
Finally my trip ...
Haha ..
I wanna have some fun on it ..
But very disappointed becuz is not with u go ..
When we only can have our own trip ??
I miss u again .. But thinks u wont know tat u r on my heart everytime ..

Listen To MY Heart

2009-09-27T17:31:00.003+08:00

~listen to your heart
when he's calling for you
listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye ~

Didnt u try listen to my heart either ??
Am i gonna say goodbye to u and the relation tat been through ..
Are u realy important in my life ??
Do i realy need u ??

All the question pop out in my mind nowdays ..
Do i realy love u ??
I dun either know the answer at all ..
It been a answer that i wont know right now ...

I wish to have alcohol nite right now !!
I wanted to club right now ..
I wanted to throw all the problem ..
I just wanna to have a relax life ..

I hate sick !!
Sick drives me crazy ..
I need alcohol to be my medicine ..
I need u to be my medicine .. I think ..
Just hope tat u are there when i was sick ..
I wish tat u can take care of me ..
But ... In the end .. I am ALONE now ..

Boring Day !!

2009-09-24T18:51:00.003+08:00

What a boring day ..
Today cough like hell ..
Getting not feeling well ..

Just now went to see frens blog ..
All of them are very busy on their life ..
But me ..
I am just very boring on my life ..
Been calling my sweetie go out tonight ..
But she is busy again ...
Being an half artist make her time to been control up ..
Haix ..
When we just can hang out together ???

I miss my dear now again ..
From now on .. What can i do ??
What should i do to make thing better and better ...

Happy Day with my babes !!

2009-09-23T10:09:00.004+08:00

These days very tired and busy ..

But do meaningful la .

Cuz i do happy on my holiday !!

Went to sunway lagoon with my SISTAR !!

But the sad thing tat is we didnt take any pic at there ..

That day we went there early in the morning ..

OMG .. Damm many ppl there ..

But luckily we are early enough,so we do get play on many things ..

But the way we play,realy easy to get sick ..

Get wet .. Then get dry .. Get wet again .. Haha ..

The stupid them .. Close the big fake beach .. All of us need stuck in a small pool ..

Gosh ... Alotz of ppl .. Hate to being like a sandwish ..

Haha ... But 6 of us do enjoy the gamie tat pop out in our mind ..

And got a cutie guy ( The sunway lagoon cutie logo ) pop out at the stage and dance like Micheal JACKSON .. Wow .. Cute man !! U ROCKS !!! Haha ...

After tat we went back to kepong and go to have buffet steamboot ..

Wow .. We just enjoy to playing with the bbq .. Haha ..

So fun on tat time .. But all of us bz on the bbq suff .. So less talk ..

I very happy .. Cuz it been so long we didnt hv these kind of trip ..

Do enjoy the time .. I miss u all babes !!

U guys realy mean alotz to me ...

U guys will forever be my mind !!

Let go trip soon .. Our plan PENANG !!

Went to photoshooting with AUDREY babe !!

She is damm cute person .

SO damm cute person .. Haha ...

We date fews times .. But now she only free to out ..

But 2 of us are so tired and the weather is damm hot..

In the end she come to my house and we chit chat !!

She is a gal who paisehx so much ..

Silly gal .. Haha ..

But do having some fun with u

Our next date will come soon .

Cant wait to see u ...

Later need go mom shop help again ..

Gosh !! Very tired ..

I wan slp !! Haha ..

Mr William .. I miss u again !!

2009-09-19T00:45:00.002+08:00

Today is a boring day again ..
Staying at home watching movie ..
BORING !!!

Wat wrong with u a ..
Why dun allow me to go out o ..
I am having my holiday ..
I got no class also cant go out mehx ..
Gosh .. Very disappointed lur ..
Always been controled by u ..
Or should i say tat u are over protected on me ...

I miss my ex collegueas again ..
I miss KANNALS team B ..
I miss all of u ..
When only we can meet up ??
I know all of us are busy studying and working ..
But i do wish to have gathering with u all ..
Once again .. I MISS U ALL ...
KANNALS TEAM B ROCKS !!!

Yesterday heard babe had cancel the hometown trip ..
YUHOO ... I am happy ..
Cuz at least someone is gonna accompany me on RAYA ..
But sadly is he will be alone in the 1st day ..
Cuz i am going out with my sistars !!!
Haha ..
Do wish tat i can have a day trip with he ..
But he seem very busy ..
Darling .. When we can go for our trip ..
As soon as possible .. Tis is wat u always answer me ... : (
I do wish tat u will bring me on tis holiday ..
Haha ..

Today chat with a 6 years fren ..
Her bf is damm fucker ...
How can he treat his lovers one like tis ..
Rush time then drop she alone and wanted she walk back ..
Do he got brain ..
To me .. I totally cant accept tat my loves one do tat to me ..
Holly Shit man ..
Tis boy reali bo lan chao wan ..
To me .. I am not so close with tis fren anymore ..
But i am sad tat i see her getting hurt ..
Gal .. Pls dun be stupid anymore ..
Is time to wake up ..
The boy not worth to love anymore ..

These days chatting with a new sweetie pie .. Rou Ying ..
She is a fren gf ..
She is damm cute and friendly either ..
Last9 i told rou ying about william again,and told her about the aka gangs and william suff ..
Getting feel tat without william, all the fren seem to be disappear ..
Becuz of william .. I know most of them ..
But also becuz of william .. I get my most happy day in my life ..
I am happy going sing k with u ..
I am happy hang out and take pic with u ..
I am happy tat u guys make a surpise birthday party ..
I am happy tat we been done crazy thing together ...
When i go anywhere .. My mind makes me think about u ..
Especially when i saw SKL .. Its makes me think about u ..
I miss the time ..
I miss the day ..
I hope u can 4ever be fren ..
Fren .. I wan u be my fren 4ever ..
Althought u are not here .. But u will always in my heart ..
WILLIAM SEI TOU ... I MISS U SO MUCH ..

Boring Holiday ..

2009-09-16T19:35:00.003+08:00

Having holiday now ..
Totally so boring ..
Everyday just stay at home ..
Gosh ..
Help me ..
I gonna die soon ...

Be4 decide going to penang with classmate ..
But suddenly the trip cancel ..
Haix ..
Wat the f*ck ..
Do reali wish to go ...
But now ...
I realy wanna go for a trip to relax myself ..
When i only can go for a trip ...

Babe going back hometown soon ..
And my holiday gonna be damm boring ..
At least to he is not much different ..
I am totally sienx ..
I miss u so much ..
I need you to9 ..
I need you right now ..
Haha ..
Miss u so much right now ..

Can i have u now ..
At least i do need you now ..
Right now in time ..
But .. U make me disappointed again ...
Cuz u are not here now ..

Went to sing k with my sweetie pie Min and my bestie Kit ..
It was kit birthday ..
Hey ... Once again .. Happy belated birthday to u ..
But do enjoy la ..
Cuz been so long didnt sing k and didnt sing with them be4 ..
Haha ..
But do feel weird abit ..
Nowdays getting feel Min she is very important to me ..
Cuz at least she is different with others ..
And she wont treat me like shit .. I hope ..

Later gonna go yamcha with all my sweetie ..
I miss u guys so much ..
Decide going to sunway lagoon with them ..
Haha .. Sure will be a nice day with u guys ..
Hoping the day come faster ..
I love u all ..
You are my forever sweetie ..

Feel wanna have some gathering with some old fren ..
I miss u guys so much ..
But all of u are so busy ..
When we onli got time to hang out ..
Hope soon ...

These days thinking tat should i continue in tis relation ..
Are u still the one i wan in tis moment ..
Do i reali need u ??
I feel like i am single with u also ..
Feel no much different ..
Are u still the one i love ??

I want the situation change now !!

2009-09-12T00:02:00.002+08:00

So sad now ..
So disappointed ..

Why u just cant beside me when i need u ..
Why u wont pick up the calls ??
Why u just wont care me more and more ..
Why u just cant do wat i wish ..
Why ??

Do u know what i am thinking ??
Do u know what do i wan ??
Do u realy know what to i wish ??
Do u realy know what i wanted to have ??

Can u come closer to me ..
Can u just care me more abit ..
Can u just change abit ....
Wat can i say ..
Wat can i hope ..
Wat can i do to change u become better and better ...

I feel wanna cry ..
But i am alrdy big girl ..
Big girl do not cry ..
I need to control myself ..
I need to be back myself ..
I dun wan be control by emo ...
I hate to be emo ..

I miss all my sistar ..
I wish to have pillow chat with u guys now ..
I wish to have u guys beside me ..
At least i can hug u guys and i cant see my tear droping ..
I am super duper stupid gal ..

Exam finally end !!

2009-09-10T21:17:00.002+08:00

Finally end !!
Finally all end ..
The exam finally end ..
Wow .. I can relax ..
I can have my day now ..
Wow .. Very happy now ..
I can enjoy the day with my babes and my girls !!!
Haha ..
But no money how to enjoy wohx ..
I need cash !! I need money !!
Haha ..

Just finish watching others group mv ..
Me n my sis feel RON's group mv is the best ..
But they do reali so geng ..
Cuz they got one good director,then a good singer and a good photographer ..
Haha ..
But do learns alots thing in their mv ..

These days so emo ..
I reali cant accept all the stress tat i am facing ..
I do wish tat u were beside me now ..
At least i can hug u tight tight ..
I do feel painful when i am alone to facing all the stress ..
EMO EMO EMO day !!
I hate the day ...

Exam Sucks ..

2009-09-08T23:55:00.004+08:00

Exam week exam week exam week ..
Gosh ..
Exam week drive me crazy !!!
Wat to do ??
Wat can i do now ??
I am totally lazy to revision now ..
Haha ..
I wan hang out now ..
I wan sing k now ..
I wan alot of thing now ..

Missi the time shooting all the picture ..
Nowdays when shoot pic also will think back be4 ..
Haha ..
If got time for exam again ..
Sure i will pass up all the good pic tat i feel is good one la ..
Haha ..
Wat am i saying ..
Gosh ..
Anyone .. Help me ..
I gonna crazy soon ..
Cuz exam drives me crazy ..

Do u still is the one i wan ??
Do u still is the one i need in my life ??
Getting dun know wat i wan and need ..
Getting so suffer ..
U dun even know tat i am sad ..
U dun even know wat happen to me in my daily ..
U dun even know about ME !!!

I need to have a day ..
I need to have a trip ..
I need to do bad thing like smoking ..
Gosh .. I am a bad gal ..
Not anymore a good gal ..
Listenup here .. I am not anymore the good gal ...
I wish to have many thing ..
But i didnt get anything at all now ..
I just wanna to get off the situation now ..

Nowdays getting likes to wear spectal ..
At least i do look mature after wearing the spectal ..
Haha ..
I wish tat i could be mature more and more ..
Not anymore a gal .. But not a woman yet !!
Haha ..

Now .... I do need ur hug ..
I feel wanna cry out loud now ..
Are u there ??
Or do u feel it ??

Music Video Done !! ^^

2009-09-08T02:31:00.002+08:00

I Never Needed You For Judgement
I Never Needed You To Question What I Spent
I Never Ask For Help,
I Take Care Of Myself,
I Don't Know Why You Think You've Got A Hold On Me
And it's A Little Late For Conversations
There Isn't Anything For You To SayAnd My Eye's Hurt, Hand's Shiver,
So Look At Me And Listen To Me Because

I don't Want Too, Stay Another Minute
I don't Want You, To Say A Single WordHush,
Hush, Hush, HushThere Is No Other Way,
I Get The Final Say Because,
I don't Want Too, Do This Any Longer
I don't Want You, There's Nothing Left To Say
Hush, Hush, Hush, Hush
I've Already Spoken,
Our Love Is Broken
Baby Hush, Hush ....

This song is very meaningful ..
Is pussycat dolls song .. HUSH HUSH ...
Is also the words i wanna tell u ..

Finally i done up the most important thing .. tat is .. MY MUSIC VIDEO ...
Wow .. Very happy ..
Althought is tired .. but do happy ..
Thx again to all of u guys ..
espically to my team .. and sheng who trying to helps me edit ..
Althought end up is i edit ..
But do thx you .. cuz u do try to help !!
ONCE AGAIN !!! THX MAN !!!
Other than tat i wanna thx my team mate ..
The fren tat who helps me ..
Tricia babe .. A prettie .. Helps me alot ..
Iiky gal .. A little cutie gal !!
Xiao Bai .. The 1st boy in my mv .. But end up cancel all his shot ..
Cason aka bibu .. A old fren of mine .. Do helps alot ..Thx dude ..
Min mui .. A sweetheart to me .. Accompany me while my team mate are bz ..
ONCE AGAIN THX !!!

I am realy happy and do hope to get higher marks ..
Cuz to me i do use alot of thing inside on it ..
Sure plus use alot of money too ..
Haha ..
Hope i do get wat i wan .. wat i hope ..

Today feel so stressful when the thing haven done ..
Cry in college ..
Man .. I am so emmbrassed ..
Cry infront of 2 guys .. They shock when i cry also ..
But dun know why my tear so stupid coming out ..
Haix .. But do thank to my lecture give me some time to do it ..
THX AGAIN !!! ^^

开心的一天……谢谢你们！

2009-09-05T01:52:00.002+08:00

今天蛮开心的！
因为我的MV拍的很顺利……
原来少了其他的组员，让整个拍摄真的很累！
但是累也是值得的，至少现在有点成果了！！
感觉就像是我的小baby 那样！！
哈哈！！！
成果快出来了！！
超级开心的！！

也发现到原来真真要弄好自己的东西，真的很苦难！！
加上有很多阻挡！！
但是一切将很快成为过去！！！
哈哈……
一切的辛苦与累都会变成成果！！！
我要加油……
剩下的剪接更要加油了！！！

好久没那么开心……
真的很久了！！
真的要谢谢你们三个！！
哈哈……
我真的很开心！！
哈哈……

我真的很希望大家都可以出来聚一聚……
我开始很怀恋以前！！
以前大家一起出来玩的时候！！！
哈哈……
现在的大家都很忙碌，到底几时才能见大家呢？

今天和bibu 谈起 william ……
William，我真的很想念你！！
现在的你怎样了啊？
在那里开心吗？
我要你下世再做我的好朋友哦！
因为你……让我遇见了许多朋友……
但是你知道吗，你在我们的心中也是很重要的！！！
永永远远都是那么重要！！！

在期待着我的新baby 出现的成果啰！
也希望我们要时常联络哦！！

I do having fun with u all !! Thx babes !!

2009-08-22T14:35:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to Myself !!!
I am 19 now !!

Very thanks all my babes and my darlings and all my fren ..
Thx all of u ..
I do very happy !!!

Went to sing k with my babes ..
Very fun with them ..
Thx babes ..
Thx for the nite ..
I do having fun with u all ..
I miss u all ..
U all mean alot to me ..
Lets have our next date again ..
haha ..

2nd is i wanna thx my classmate ..
Thx all of the surpise ..
Gosh .. u guys are bad ..
But i love u all ..
U guys makes me cry ..
Dun fool me again .. Okie ??
Haha ..
And thx for the cake n the card !!
And i try to change myself ..

Then at night have dinner with he ..
A boring birthday !!
Gosh ..
Why got no any surpise from u ??
But luckily i didnt have any expection from u ..
At least i wont be sad now ..
Tis is how u r,rite ??

Last9 went to genting with fren n sis ..
Went there have a drinks ..
Do have a lots of fun ..
Haha ..
At least we do enjoy the conversation ..
Cant wait for another date soon ..
Haha ..

And thx again for all my fren wishes ..
I miss u guys alot ..
U guys do mean alot to me ..
I love u all ..
Once again .... I am 19 now alrdy !!
Yuppi !!! Very happy ..
Time pass so fast !!!

19 soon .. I wan to travel ..

2009-08-15T22:37:00.002+08:00

Being so long didnt blogging ..
I miss blogging ..
These days are bz on my studies ...
Assignment again ..
Too many assignment to do ..
Drive me crazy ..
Haha ..

My big day coming soon ..
One week to go ..
Hope i will get surpise on tis year ..
I wish that u do will give me surpise on it ..
Dun hope the thing happen again ..
Plz .. I dun like thing to spoil my big day ...

Cant wait that day come ..
This will also be the 2nd time u celebrate with me ..

I hope tat i can go travel to rest my life ..
Totally feel stress these days ..
Very tired alrdy ..

These days i am bz on shooting music video ..
Got many arguement with my team also ..
Hope we can do well and get good marks also ..
Hope we can get wat we wan ..
No trouble ..
Gonna exam soon ..
I will become crazy soon ..
Time pass so fast ..
I alrdy being 1 year in tis college ..
1 year more to go ..
Wat will i do in the future ..

These days wishing to have alcohol nite with my sistar ..
Wat wrong with my dad ..
Why dun allow me ?
Feel tat i will gettting bad ??
Mr. Wong .. Can u just let me go and enjoy my day ??
But to me ... I got he is enough ..
No Way !!! I wan my day ..

Hope everything will be good indeed ..
The wishes will be come true also ..
Been so long didnt club ..
Haha ..
Gonna become auntie soon ..

These days my notty nephew came to my home ..
Wow .. He is totally notty,man ..
He totally just like a devil ..
But he is very cute ,tat why makes us love he so much ..
Haha ..

Listen here ..
I wan travel ..
I wan alcohol nite ..
I wan sistar chatting ..
I wan high heel ..
I wan my own laptop ..
I wan alot of thing actually ..
BUT i do wish to travel and relax myself ..
Haha ..
And i am 19 soon ... Wow ..

Totally disappointed what u had did ...

2009-07-06T22:14:00.003+08:00

I feel wanna cry now ..
I reali feel tat i am useless ..
I cant control my feelings ..
I feel tat frenship are sucks ...
Why will suddenly betray u or wat ??
Haha ..
FRIENDSHIP ....
do so important for me ..
But why ??
Why u guys will just dump me alone when u guys alrdy get wat u wan ..
Isnt so fun to do tat ??
Haha ..
U reali do make me disappointed ...
Do u feel tat is a fun thing to do it ??

Today just finish one of my presentation ..
Gosh .. Totaly can put down one pressure ..
But still got alot of stress coming ..
Reali feel stress now ..
I do reali need a trip ..
Just a small trip to relax myself ..
If not,i will become crazy ..
The another one of me will come out soon ..
I gonna be anormal soon ..
Help me ...

Can i have 3 wishes ..
1st i wish i can have a trip ..
2nd i wish to have a wonderful birthday soon ..
3rd .. I wish to have a true fren .. A true bestie ..
God .. Are u listening ?
Isnt hard for u to do ??

I am tired all of tis nonsense ..
Can u guys get get off my way ..
Just dont even step in my side again ..
Can u ??

Assignment Day again !! ><"

2009-06-30T22:53:00.002+08:00

Assignment assignment assignment ..
Everyday is just assignment day !!
My god ..
I wan to rest la ..
I dun wan to have any assignment anymore ..
Can u give me more time for it ??
Just more 48 hours ..
Haha ..
I reali didnt have enough time to do it ..
Can someone just help me on it ??
I need someone help me write script ..
I need someone idea ..
Who can share it abit ??
Abit idea is enough ..
Haha ..

Think my melaka trip maybe will be cancel ..
Haix ..
Wish to have another alcohol nites with my babes ..
I miss u guys so much ..
Today is one of my babe birthday ..
Meng Chin,happy birthday ..
We been know almost 8 years now ..
And u r 19 now ..
Dunno when we are 21 or 31 will be how ??
Haha ..

Today heard issac said about radioactive got discount ..
Bought one jacket for my darling ...
I miss my darling so much ..
Haha ..
Hope he will likes it ..

I wanna watch terminator and 17 again ..
I love megan fox and zac effon ..
Haha .
Megan are damm hot and sexy ..
Zac are handsome ..
Haha ..
I just wanna to have tis movie with someone else ..
But when will be ??
I wan to watch it now ..
But think the show will be end soon ..

Can i just a have team with discussion,not with argument ..

2009-06-27T03:03:00.002+08:00

Can i just have a team tat with discussion,not with argument ..
I am reali fade up all of the argument ..
Why will likes tis ??
Tis all argument makes our frenship getting bad and bad ..
I am realy so tired of it ..
Can u guys just stop all tis argument ??
Tis all argument makes me feel tired and i do hates it ..
I feel wanna get off all of tis arguments ..
I wanna get off all of tis frenship ..
Do u guys understand it ??
I dun like all of tis argument ..
STOP it,okie ??

Assignment assignment Assignment !!!
My god ..
Everyday assignment ..
Corperate Branding assignment ..
Magazine assignment ..
Need take MV lagi ..
Lagi need take show ..
My god .. Wat can i do ?
Wat can i do ...
So many assignment to do ..
Give me my extra time ..
GIVE ME TIME !!
I need TIME TIME TIME ...

These days feel so unwell ..
Flu,headache ..
And also sleepy ..
Fren joking say i kena H1N1 ..
Haha ..
But just becuz not enough slp ..
Haha ..
I wan my time time time ..
Haha ..
I wan My DAY n My TIME !!!

Cant wait for friday nite ..

2009-06-18T11:44:00.003+08:00

I miss vinx ..
Tuesday he went to our college to promotion his CD ..
Wow .. He do look handsome ..
But my god ..
We play games together ..
Tat time reali do feel shy .. Haha ..
But to me quite fun ..
Haha ..
Cant wait to let my darling know about it ..
But quite like his song ..
Reali nice .. Haha ..
Hope he do can do well ..

These days abit stressful ..
Many assignment to do ..
I wanna go for singing ..
I wan go for relax ..

Decide to have a alcohol nite with my Macy darling n my sis ..
Cant wait for it ..
We are not happy ..
We facing different stressful ..
I wan wain ..
I wan alcohol ..
I wan kampai also ..
Wat also wan ..
Haha ..

All the thing pass ...

2009-06-09T22:54:00.003+08:00

Today u hurt me again ..
Why u wanna say such word ?
To u,reali an't important anymore ??
The thing had all pass ??
Haha ..
What u wan actually ?
I realy dun know ..
I just dun wan to loose u,isnt wrong ??

A unhappy day to me ..
Totally disappointed me ..
How can u do such thing ?
Wat ur heart reali thinks ??
Isn't very fun ??
How can u treat as a game make a fool ?
Haha ..
I reali dun know and so tired for all tis ..
So are u going to disappear or me is the one who disappear ??
I getting dun understand wat i wan either ..
Maybe just like wat u said so,all had pass ..
I should put down tat time ...

I miss my darling ..
Miss he so much ..
Bought something for darling car ( Vivi ) ..
I miss darling and Vivi .. Haha ..
Cant wait to see darling at saturday ..

Babe,i will always support u ..

2009-06-05T22:53:00.002+08:00

Today is a boring day ...
Think i need to relax myself ..
I wan to sing k ..
My babes,when u guys free ??
I am waiting for u guys ..

Nowdays i fell in love on a game ..
Is restaurant city ..
Everyday i am bz to up my level ..
Wish tat i can get more level and bulid up all my suff soon ..
Haha ..
I wanna be a cooker ..
No .. I wanna be a interior designer ..
No ..
I wanna be a PRO PR n DJ ...
Haha ...
I am having a dream,but i do wish my dream will come true ..

2ml is my tricia babe big day ..
Is the day decide are she gonna become a artist ...
Oncegot the answer,all will been change,espically her life ..
To me,i sure hope her dream will be come true ..
Gal,just do ur best,no matter is the last show or the 1st show for ur future ..
I will always support u ..
I will support YA TOU ..
YA TOU always will be in my mind ..

Tis week fall in love with one song ..
Tat is BY2 我知道...
Tis song reali nice ..
Reali is a meaningful song ..
If one day,me n my darling break,will i sing tis song to he ..
Haha .. Impossible thing ..
Darling,I love u ..
2ml gonna go out with darling with his new babe !!!
Happy .. Hope he will enjoy my tricia babe concert ..
Haha ..

I miss u, William ...

2009-05-31T22:02:00.003+08:00

William ..
A best fren to me ..
A fren tat is good to anyone ..
U left us alrdy 1 year ..
Dun know why in tis year,i dun feel wanna know some new fren ..
Cuz to me i scare to loose them just like i loose u ..
I do very miss u ..
How are u over there ??
Doing great isnt ?
Beside with alot of prettie angel,isnt ??
I miss u so much ..
I know u will watching us and always care about us ..

2ml need go for class again ..
Gosh ..
Damm boring lur ..
I wan my holiday ..
I wan my day ..
I wan to rest ..
I wan u ..
Haha ..

My Tricia babe get in top 3 ..
So happy ..
Babe,u did well ..
Just continue be urself and enjoy the time ..
To me,i hope u can get in ..
Will always support u ..
Hugz ..

The new semester start ..
Gosh ..
All the assignment need to be ready to do it ..
Need write script,take video n music video ..
Gosh ..
Need do it ..
I am stupid to do writing story ..
My god ..
Need someone to help me ..
Better is the god help me ..
Haha ..

I miss u ..
I just wanna to use all my heart to love u ..

I hates u ..

2009-05-31T09:58:00.003+08:00

Hey u ..
How can u do tis to me ?
Cuz i am ur daugther,so i need to accept it ..
I cant accept how u did it at all ..
Is totally shit wat u had did ...

I hate u ..
Hate the man tat makes u left us .
I hate u so much .
I just wan to have a normal family,not such dramatic ..
Can u just get off all tis stupid thing ...

I hates u how u say ..
U are not true ...
U are not the one tat i knew anyone ..
U are just a nobody to me now ..
I hates u,cuz u dun dare to say the truth ..
In the end, u chooses the guy without me ..
Just wanna end it up easily and fast ..
Cuz i do mind how u do and i do hates u ..

I loves my babes !!!

2009-05-16T01:41:00.004+08:00

Today gathering with my babes !!
I miss u all so much ..
Today is a happy day to me also ..
Cuz been so long didnt meet up u guys ..
U guys getting thinner and prettier ..
I getting fat n fat n ugly ..
O my god ..
Is time to do all the thing tat i need to and my darling need to ..
Gosh ..
I need to keep fit jorx lur .. Haha ..
All of u babes are important to me ..
Lets us have the next gathering again ..

Yesterday i dye my hair ..
Gosh ..
Useless colour ..
Nothing special with my hair ..
Look like black onli ..
So diasppointed la ..
Haix .. ><"

Today dun knw why feel tat darling so sweet to me ..
I love u,darling ..
Haha ..
Miss u alot ..
Plus i am happy cuz u ..
Kekex ..

2ml ur cousin come alrdy ..
Haix .. Tat time i sure will be alone ..
But at least u are not alone sometime ..
The most important tat is darling is happy ..
Kekex ..

Days pass .. Things change ..

2009-05-07T00:44:00.002+08:00

Exam finally ends !!
Happy !!
But sad also ..
Cuz i didnt did well in my exam ..
I feel tat i am totally sucks !!
God !! Help me !!!
Let the teacher give me some pity marks ..
Haha ..

Mom shop finally open today !!
Is a big day for her !!
Cuz is the day tat her dreams come true ..
Today got almost 10 customer come to the shop ..
Wow .. Kinda alot tat i think ..
But is a good thing to my mom also ..
Haha ..

Today,darling come to support mom either ..
Wow .. So happy !!
And finally he did meet my dad ..
Damm happy today ..
But he seem not happy with the hair style and he feel paisehx meeting my parents ..
But in the end,he smile ..
At least he did try his best to social with my family ..
Haha ..
I love u,darling ..
U did wat u can do today,I am happy !!!

Just now chatting with Micheal ..
He is a nice guy ..
A romantic guy ..
A guy tat will put all his love once he loves u ..
A guy tat i being love be4 ..
A guy tat reali so important to me be4 ..
Happy tat he got a gf and being so sweet with her ..
Hope tat tis gal reali will is the one for he ..
But when he told me he with tis gal ..
I can feel the day,she n he are very love each others ..
The happy came out from his words ..
I can feel tat how the gal treats he ..
Is reali good,he do feel sweet !!
Few days ago,thinking me n him ..
We says tat we will earns money and have a family together ..
Haha ..
Thing always change tat we not expect ..
So weird ..
But i am still happy,cuz at least he still cares me and is will just be a good n sweet memory forever !!!

I wan to have holiday !!
I wan to have shopping !!
I wan to have my lovely day with u !! ^^

Exam makes me crazy ..

2009-05-04T20:54:00.002+08:00

I miss u ..
I miss u so much ..
Can u just beside me everytime,everyday ..
Dreaming only !! Haix .. =.="

Last9 i nervous until cant slp ..
Gosh .. I dun knw wat wrong with me ..
Is becuz of the exam or I am thinking our thing ?
Gosh .. Damm God !!!
I need GOD help me ..
I need to relax ..
I need to have a nice and good day ..
I need to release my stress ..

I feel so stressful ..
All the thing tat i revision cant get in my brain ..
Oh,my god ..
Who can help me ??
Hope tat teacher can let us open book ..
I need to open book ..
But although open book,i also dun understand at all ..
Haix ..
Wat can i do?
Still got 2 subject to go on ..
I think i can do it better n better ..
I wish to have a grad B then will be enough .. Haha ..

I wan watch he just not into you ...
I wan watch coming soon ..
I wan watch mall cop ..
I wan watch alot alot alot of movie ..
But u r not free ..
I wanna sing k ..
I wanna release all my stress ..
I wan shopping ..
Cant wait it after my exam ..
Yeah !! Shopping Day ..

So happy tat tricia babe get in top6 ..
Hope tat she can get in top 3 ..
Cuz tis is wat her dream is ..
Hope she can get the best results ..
Hope her dreams reali come true ..
I will always support u ..

Are we still fren or i am just a stranger to u ?

2009-05-03T23:40:00.003+08:00

Today i am such a lazy gal..
2ml gonna exam alrdy,but i just revision abit ..
Gosh ..
Need GOD helps again ..
But i am so clever,so must be easy for me ..
Haha ..

Exam Exam Exam ..
So stressful ..
I need relax ..
I need my rest ..
I need my holiday !!!
I wan to shopping !!!!

Decide go to melaka end of the May ..
Wow .. Cant wait to go there ..
Melaka,i am coming ..
Haha ..
I wanna take photo (many many many photos !! ) ...
I wanna eat chicken rice ..
But i feel wanna go penang n langkawi more tat melaka ..
Haha ...
It is the 3rd time go trip without family ..

All my sistar ..
I miss u guys alot ..

These days i found out tat some of u had change ..
Am i the person change or u ?
I miss u, i do reali miss u ..
U got new fren then forget me ?
But why u treat as a stranger ?
Are we still fren or i am just a stranger to u ?
Or becuz i am not so popular as u,tat why u forget me ?
Or just becuz i am so close with her,so u treat me as stranger ?

Babe, I miss u alot ..
I wish to have a wonderful day with u ..
I wish tat our relationship will get better n better ..
I wish to have all ur love ..
I miss u alot ..
I Love U !!!

The Feeling of Mine ...

2009-04-30T12:48:00.002+08:00

Almost one month,i didnt update my blog ..
I miss blogging ..
haha ..

These days everyday bz with my assignment assignment assignment ..
Tis week bz with my exam ..
Gosh ..
God .. Help me !!!!
I need some help,Man ..
I need my rest ..
I need my holiday ..
I need to enjoy my day ..

Yesterday was my photography exam ..
But i just get grad B ..
Gosh .. I wanna to have As ...
I am regret tat i didnt take more photos ..
But at lest i still get grad B ..
Wakaka ..
He should be proud of me ..
He will be proud of me .. WakakAx ...

Exam Exam Exam ..
I hate exam ..
Cuz i miss up many gathering time with my jie mui ..
I miss up the birthday party of hers ..
I miss u all ...

These days getting lonely ..
Dun know why ..
Getting use to it to be alone ..
Getting talk less ..
Wat wrong with me ??
I dun wish tat myself become like tis ..
I wanna be a talkive gal ..
I wanna be a happy gal ..
I wanna be .... a good and better attitude gal ..
I wanna have alot of alot of fren !!!!!!

These days always go out with jun ..
Wat wrong with me ??
Too close with he alrdy ..
I think is wrong ..
I dun wish to have any trouble on h e..
Hope he with his gf will be fine and okie ..
And i am glad to have u tis fren ..
I am happy on it ...

Last week went to genting as a family trip ..
Damm gosh ..
We are not happy at all ...
Cuz we feel so stress ..
But in the end,we did enjoy ..
We went to clubbing ..
The 1st time with my elder sis and my 2nd sis go clubbing ..
Gosh .. The feel totally weird ..
And it is the 1st time with almost didnt contact for 5 year ge fren clubbing ..
5 girls and 1 boys .. 6 of us feel weird ..
But after a while,we did enjoy .,
Haha ..
I keep on push on the bro to go know some girls ..
So damm funny ..
All of them damm enjoy it.. I did enjoy mine also ..
Haha .. I will keep tis in my mind ..

Tat day when at genting ..
I miss pinkpink again ..
The place tat we went be4 ..
Gosh ..
Too memory with u la.dude ..
I miss u badly,dude ..
How r u over there ??
Isnt many angel beside u ??
I reali miss u ..
I will take k myself ..
U must always take care all of us,k ??
U leave us gonna be 1 year ..
I will always miss u badly ..

April Fool's Day ^^

2009-04-01T21:44:00.001+08:00

What is frenship ??
What is relationship ?
How to maintain tis 2 thing to be good ??
Why my fren all change ..
Why nowdays no more best fren ..
Why all of them also like tis ??
Is reali is my problem or they just wan their new fren and just forget those old fren who supporting them ..
Some of them once get something from u then they will dump u also ..
Haha ..
But i do wish u will become singer ..
Cuz is ur dream ..Must enjoy and win the competition ya ..

Today,Jasey ( Fren's gf ) she tell me tat he so bad ..
He bring a gal overnite at the old home ..
Is true or wat ?Just the MAN know's ..
If is reali did happen.wat can we do ??
Just act dun knw ??
She also said tat the guy just helping each other cover tat bring other gal ..
So wat will happen if reali happen to MY MAN !!
If he bring other gal overnite,do i need to act dun knw happen anything ??
Think i wont ..
And i will straightly break after i know ..
But i do hope tat he is not such man ..
Cuz i do know how his personality la ..
I dun wish tat i with a guy tat i dun knw at all ..

Last night chat with macy gal ..
A gal tat is my sis fren ..
I like her so much ..
She is nice gal ..
Hope to hang out with her again ..
She told me tat dun ever think to change a guy ..
Cuz once he get change ..
He will become a guy tat u dun knw ( Stranger ) tat time to u ..
But i do reali hope to change he ..
Cuz i cant stand it his attitude n personality ..
I dun like his cool cool attitude ..
How long still can i continue tis relationship ??
How can i do ?? Wat can i do ??
The most funniest thing tat she said is ...
Man is from mars ..
Woman is from venus ..
Haha ..
Is the old words ..
But also did let me learn many suff ..

My car got problem again ..
Haix ..God .. Plz help my car ..
I wanna use the cheapier ways to make my car nice n prettie ..
Why always got problem ge ..
Reali tired of it ..
Feel wanna sale it ..
Haix ..But i do miss my car ..
Cuz it was my 1st car ..
My lucky car also la ..
I love it so much ..
Just how i love my darling ..
I Love u,my darling ..
Hope u r reali the one who i know ..
U will change but not like a stranger ..

And today is april fool's day ..
Is a fun day to all of people ..
At least is a day tat we can make fun without scare fren angry ..
But i got no mood to play ..
But my fren keep on makes some joke to me ..
Thank to u guys ..
At least u guys still remember me ..
Happy April Fool's !!!

I wan my Holiday Trip ...

2009-03-30T18:43:00.002+08:00

I wish to have my holiday ..
I wish to relax ..
I wish to have a trip ..

Tat day went to serendah after see my granny ..
Haha ..
Dad bring us to a place ..
The place reali wonderful ..
A nice prettie waterfall ..
I like it so much ..
There got one house so nice ..
Is all Glass ..
I like it ..
Haha ..
Wish tat can just stay there and have some gathering with fren ..
Haha ..
Can bbq sing song and enjoy ..
But no one r free ..
My jie mui ya,when onli free ya ???
I miss u guys ..
Love ya ..

Nowdays alrdy use to it tat we didnt contact each other at al ..
Do i still love he ??
I dun think so ..
I feel the feel getting less n less ..
Wat make the relation like tis ??
Is becuz his attitude ?
Or i reali dun love he anymore ...I

A Funny Day ...

2009-03-22T19:11:00.003+08:00

Anniversary Day again ...
Is a happy day ..
Should be a day tat celebrate together ..
But just like a normal day to he ..

We went to park for exercise ..
Haha ..
At least i got do wat i hope to do ..
I went to take some photo at there ..
Wow ..
I am happy ..
I saw many photographer at there ..
Wow .. All go there to take some couple pic ..
Damm sweet ..

These days many assignment to do ..
Gosh ..
Always bz in assignment assignment assignment ..
ASSIGNMENT makes me CRAZY ..
I wan to rest ..
I wanna go for travel ..
I wan holiday ..
I wan to enjoy my day ..
I wan .. I wan .. I wan .. my day ...
When i can go for travel without worries ..
I just wan my day to be good n better ..
And also relax la ..
Haha ..

I miss my sistar ..
Tricia, Christy, Kate, My ex skolmate gang 6 of us .. Haha ..
I miss u guys so much ..
All of us are bz with our own thing ...
Work ... Study ...
When we can meet up ?
I love u guys ...
I do miss u guys alot too ...

Last9,dad meet he ..
Wow ..
The 1st impression tat dad say is .. HE IS NOT THIN AS HE IMAGE AS ..
Haha .. I am happy also ..
At least they meet it 1st time alrdy,should be have 2nd time ..
And i do hope tat 2nd time,he do dare to have lunch,then they can talk ..
Realy hope tat i can change his mind then can meet dad ..
I should be very very very happy tat time ..

We ate durian last9 also ..
Haha ..
Damm funny ..
We waste almost half hour to open the durian ..
Gosh .. Reali so funny ..
Haha ..
We also play with the durian ..
I eat the durian like using a lipstick ..
Haha ..
Is very fun to me tat time ..
At least he see all my stupid ugly look alrdy ..
Haha ..

I miss u so much ..
I am sad .. But i do hope the day wont be end ..
We can just be happily ever after ...
Haha ..
Cuz i wan to have a fairly tales ..

Fairly Tales will be come true ...

2009-03-20T23:42:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow is the big day of her ..
She .. Is a fren of mine be4 ..
She .. A gal tat argue with me be4 ..
She .. A gal tat same class with me be4 ..
She .. She is the gal ..
She going to be marry 2ml ..
She gonna live happily ever after just like the fairly tales ..
Hope she reali happy with her hubby in the future ...
She will just become princess n prince, forever stay in the Palace and live happily ..
Hoping tat i can have a fairly tales story also ..
Haha ..
Cuz i love romance love story.

Today is the anniversary day again ..
Seem like nthing special to me anymore ..
I feel tat is getting disappointed with he ...
Our relation will be continue ??
Will it getting better n better ??
I want the thing be good ..
I just wan our relation become good n better ..

Do u know tat i miss u ..
Do u know tat wat happen to me nowdays ??
Do u know tat i need ur care ?
Do u know tat i totally need u ...
Haha ..
But u wont know it without telling u ..
Cuz u had been change ..
U r not the one tat i know be4 anymore ...

Tommorrow i will go to park and take some photo ..
New JOB JOB JOB !!
Am i gonna become a pro photographer ??
Wow .. Hope i can be ..
I need TEACHER ..
I need SI FU !!
I need someone help me ..
I need someone beside me also ..
I think U will be the one ..

我和你会是怎样的呢？

2009-03-18T16:54:00.002+08:00

开心开心开心！！！
今天考试取消了！！
但下个礼拜还是要面对考试的事实……
天啊…… 闷啊！！

但……明天还是有小考……
我的天啊……
看了那辽凡的故事，其实是蛮好看的！
但对我来说也是闷闷闷……
真不会理解故事的意思咯！！
只怪我笨，蠢咯！！
哈哈……

今天我一直想了一个问题……
如果有一天，他回到自己的乡下……
那不知道我们之间的感情会不会结束呢？
会不会因为距离和联络的问题而分开呢？
我们会这样呢？
到那时候……一切真的会结束吗？
感情是很脆弱的咯……
很容易就会伤害到一个人的心……
人也会因为辛苦而放弃一段感情……
人从不能去面对那些痛苦的事吗？
为什么就会逃避那些事呢？
感情到底是什么？
上帝要人有感情是为了什么？
是因为……要人知道错，要人伤心，要人后悔吗？
如果人是冷血的，你说又会怎样呢？
哈哈……

今天的我也向平时那样的很想他！！
不知道他在干嘛呢？

Tricia 这个星期比赛了！！
希望真的能如他所愿的，得到他想要的一切！！
盈盈……丫头！！加油！！

明天要考试啦！我的天啊！！

2009-03-17T19:23:00.002+08:00

死了啦……
惨了啦……
我要完蛋了啊……
明天要考华文的考试了……
救命啊！！！
我……不会啦！！！
超级不会那些历史那样的东西……
会不会重考啊？
好怕哦……
怎么办啊……
救命啊！！！
我需要观音菩萨，耶稣的保佑啊！！！！
我要……我要……答案！！！！
哈哈……

今天又和JUN出去啦！！！
他带我去买了recharge battery，因为相机要用到！！
他……超级好的！！！
最好就是他了！！
永远都像是个大哥哥的疼我……
谢谢他……
每次只要我需要帮助，他一定会帮忙……
真的好谢谢他呀！！！

问题一直犹豫着脑海里！！！
我和你真的还可以继续吗？
我……我应该继续爱你吗？
我……我应该继续给你机会原谅你吗？
我……应该怎么才会把你和我的感情变好呀？
我们的感情会直到这里吗？（我相信不会！）
但，我真的累了，可以理会我的感受吗？
你知道我有多累吗？

我最近怎么了？

2009-03-15T12:24:00.002+08:00

最近的我……怎么了！！！
我的天啊……
我既然……

最近，压力又来了！！
我的天啊！！
学业…… 又要考试，又有小考，又有很多功课……
家庭…… 一个家庭吵架时难免的，但如果天天都这样，就很累咯！
爱情…… 哈哈！！和他没什么进展咯！！！

我最近是怎么了？
怎么真的变了？
我的脾气变臭了！
我又有些情绪化了！！
我又变爱哭了！！！
我到底是怎么了……

突然，好像要休息……
我想要去旅游……
但我想要和自己爱的人去玩……
几时才会实现呢？
要等好久好久吧……
或是…… 永远是个梦吧……
或许一个人去旅行会比较好！！
哈哈！！！！
我要去旅行……
我想要逃离压力，所有的东西……
我只想要一个人冷静的，轻松的……
我要去拍照……
拍出最美的东西……

雨天记……心气就像雨天……

2009-03-13T14:28:00.002+08:00

今天雨一直下一直下……
感觉自己的心情就像雨那样……
我真的不知道我应该要怎么做才会变得更好……

我真的需要继续维持这段感情吗？
我和你的感情还能维持多久呢？

我还记得我看过你的心情日记里说……
你永远都会记得女友对你的好……
对你的贴心……
对你的关心……
当初看过真的很开心，但现在却回忆着是真的吗？
真的很无奈……
无奈着……
我到底还爱着你吗？

今天和爸说想要去槟城旅行……
槟城……我来了！
我要去拍美美的照片……
我要去逛街……
我想要看到christy，超级想念他的……
我想要去庙，祈祷祝福他的事业和我的学业……
我还想要去吃我的最爱 asam laksa ……
哈哈……
希望这次我们全家人旅行，感情可以变很好咯……

今天……是惊喜日……
朋友既然告诉我……和我同年的朋友要结婚了！！
我的天啊……
她耶……
她既然要结婚了……
是有了孩子吧……
也太太太快了吧……
太快做妈妈了啦……
感觉也太奇怪了啦……
明明就是和我同年的一个女生，一个和我同班2年的朋友……
既然……要结婚！！！！！
我的天啊！！！
接受不了啦！！！！！

幸福抉择……我的照片作品……

2009-03-11T22:47:00.003+08:00

今天去和Jun 拍照！！
超级有成就感的！！
感觉自己的照片越拍越有水准了……
哈哈！！！

好不知羞耻哦……

哈哈！！

这是其中一个作品啦！！

幸福的抉择，I Do ....

超级好看的……

很感人耶！！

故事也很有意思……

好讨厌那个林立文哦！！

不喜欢她咯……

但这套戏真的很值得看……

超级棒的……

希望可以像他们一样和宝贝那么甜蜜……

如果他像他那样可以那么得甜言蜜语就好了！！

哈哈！！！

今天的心情啊……

开心……

但今天超级累的……

因为不停的拍……

累死人啦……

还拍到猴子呢……

哈哈……

丫头 ^ 加油！盈盈 ^ 加油！

2009-03-09T20:58:00.005+08:00

丫头！加油！！

盈盈，也要加油！！

Yesterday went to s.wang and support u,my dear ..

I am glad tat i show how u r enjoy in this competition ..

I am surpise tat u alrdy got fans club ..

I know that tis is ur dream to win,sure i hope u win,but once u win, u sure no time to hang out with me anymore .. ><"

Tis is wat i say to u when u told me u get in the competition ..

I do very miss u,my dear ..

BUT I DO HOPE UR DREAM WILL COME TRUE !!!

I am very proud of u yesterday while watching u stand at the stage ..

Yesterday just keep on take ur pic ..

Gosh .. Am i just ur personal group photographer ??

Cuz just take ur group and ur pic nia ..

Yesterday reali got abit emm sek dak when saw u leave ..

I think he can feel tat also ..

But u must apperiate n enjoy wat u get n wat u have now ..

Just enjoy the game ...

Today wan go out with a new fren of mine .. Jessica ..

She is HIM fren,come from hong kong ..

Wan go to sing k,but heavy rain ..

I am lazy to go out either ..

I will miss u very much either ..

U must take k urself at hong kong ..

Hope she will always remember me la ..

Cuz reali enjoy shopping and talking with her while she at here ..

P/s : I wanna become a pro photographer ..

I wan to have alot of nice n good qualiti photo ...

aRe u the one ??

2009-03-06T23:09:00.004+08:00

Today is the most worst day in my life ..
Cuz i am stupid ..
Went to have fun with fren at genting,but in the end ..
I cry becuz of he again ...
Gosh .. Why i become like tis ..
I reali getting tired become like tis ..
God,pls help me ..
Dun let me cry becuz of he again ..

Today at genting kinda of fun ..
Cuz at least is the meaningful day for my holiday ..
Haha ..
I know a new fren,she just look like ying bin ..
Wow ..
I miss ying bin babe so much ..
Hope tat she is happy and enjoy the day at uk ..
Ying Bin babe,i miss u !!!!
Today went to thema park and play ..
Wow .. Make me crazy .. Haha ..

Tricia babe join the competition hope tat her dreams reali come true ..
But i do miss her alot too ...
Haha ..
Gonna to support her at s.wang tis sunday !!!
PLS go support her at s.wang tis sunday 3o'clock ...
Suppose 'Y tou' tricia !!!!

I dun knw how to maintain tis relation ..
Wat can i do to make all the thing better ??
Wat can i do to make our relation become good ..
Wat can i do ??
Wat can i do to make his attidue change ??
Wat can i do ???
I do miss he so much ..
He do means everything to me ..
But is getting abit tired to maintain ..
Is reali tired ..
Is time to put down ?? Isnt ??

我只要我的世界……别靠近我……

2009-03-03T13:22:00.005+08:00

最近都在忙着功课！！
我的天啊……
也太多功课了吧！！
真的很累很累很累……

家庭问题一直发生！！
为什么会这样呢？
金钱真的会破裂的感情，家庭也好，友情也好……
都会这样……
为什么呢？
为什么会这样的呢？

当初，金钱和暴力，让妈咪离开了我……
现在，金钱和暴力，又是同一个问题，会让我们离开他……
真的很累……
难道他不会改变他的处理方式吗？

最近，很多人说我变了！！
不再是以前的我！！
以前的我，很活跃；但现在的我，却是很孤僻……
我赞成他那样说我，因为是真的……
但也是我厌倦友情，厌倦社交，厌倦了很多人吧……
开始很累……很累的……不想说话了，不想要解释一切一切……
我真的很累了……
不要再说什么了，好吗？
我现在只想要做宅女，可以吗？

功课……友情……家庭……爱情……
一团糟啊……
我很失败啊……
我很没有用……
现在我只想要存在我自己的生活里！！
只要一阵子，我就会出来和姐妹们聚会……

我要让我的生活进步而不是退步……
我一定会加油……
不让他们看小我的……

暂时来说我只想要我的世界……
但我会很快没事，然后就会变得超开心的……
就会变得像以前那样咯……

Haircut n Assignment Day ><

2009-02-23T12:54:00.006+08:00

Yesterday went to capsquare watch movie ..

Wow ..
There is very super duper nice n comfortable ..
Plus got alot of pub over there ..
Sistar,lets go there gathering ..
Reali nice .. I am loving it ..

Went for haircut with darling ..

Oh my god ...

I miss my hair ..
The hairdresses said tat my hair just make me ugly ..

But i love my long hair ..

In the end .. I cut my hair alrdy .. ><

Be4 i look mature with my long hair ... but now ... so childish alrdy ..

Oh My GOD !!!!!

wat can i do ??

I am 19 now .. I am not anymore kid,but now i look like a kid ..

Gonna dye my hair soon ...

I feel tat i very clever ..

Haha .. Help elder sis n 2nd sis dye hair ..

Wow ..

One is brown natural colour .. One is red voilet colour ..

Wow .. Nice babe ..

Dun dare let them help me dye ..

Haha ..

These days busy with my assignment ..

Many assignment need to do ..

Script .. English assignment .. Branding .. need to do record suff .. Take photo ..

All need to rush ..

Reali abit tired ..

I miss my long hair !!!!

I wan it back !!

CNY going to be end ..

2009-02-07T18:17:00.003+08:00

Still left 2 days,cny going to be end ..
My CNY is so boring, plus didnt go anywhere also ..
Boring .. I am boring ..

But at least i bought my new camera !!
WakakA ...
My new camera .. I'm loving it ..
Although abit regret to buy tis camera ..
But i still love my camera ..
cUz is mine mine mine ... Haha ..

Few days ago,suddenly decide to sell flower at valentine day ..
My god .. Wat happen to me ??
Is me n his 1st year valentine,but to he is a normal day ( Tis is wat he said !! ) ..
Reali so sad ..
Dun feel wanna meet he tat day ..

These few days reali make me crazy ..
No enough sleep ...
Reali so tired lur ..
Need wake up midnight to fetch sister ..
Just wanna tell the god help me !!!!!
Haha ...

Yesterday Jun bring me to walk walk ..
Haha ..
Take some picture in the hill ..
Wakaka ..
So nice .. But alrdy feel tired for whole day ..
Cuz no enough slp ..

I miss my sistar,brother ( BESTIE ) !!!
I wan sing k ..
I wan NEED u all ..
Wanna have pillow talk with u all,sistar !!