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What a day ..
Stay at home ..
Playing on9 games ..
Blogging Blogging Blogging again ...
Haha ..

Last night sis came back ..
She look very sad ..
She had a little accident ..
She seem to be very scare ..
I wan to comfort her ..
But i still cant do anything ..
Hope she is well in everything ..
Thing will just pass very fast ..
When sis told me about the accident ..
My brain it's flash back to the before that time u told me about u got the accident ..
I feel that i am so funny, becuz i trusted u ..
But in the end u lie ..
I am such stupid to believe in u ..
Cuz i thought i know u well ..
But .. In the end .. I dun know u at all ..
Nowdays u are getting away from my life ..
And u are having ur great life over there ..
But ... I seem still standing there ..
Searching something ....

I miss blogging !!!

Is been so long that i didnt update my story ..
Is been a day that i need to letting go tis all suff ..
I am trying since on the last day ..
I knew i hate u ..
But i do knew tat u are so important in my heart ...
I do still mind to know all of ur everything ..
Till now my heart still hurting ..
But u wont ever know ..
Isnt ??
Cuz u dun mind at all ...

These days busy on shooting film ..
Is a final assignment ..
Very tired on it ..
I just wanted to have some rest ..
In the film ..
Happen alots of thing ...
Group argue-ing ... Discussing ..
Alots .. But at least we done it very well together ..
Thanks for the group of Q-Shine ~
I do got alots of thing to complain ..
include the gal tat unresponsible ..
and the guy only know love love love ~
haix ..
But thing just will change ..
This is the only thing tat i can tell myself right now ..

Feel miss u ..
The new u in my life ..
U are just sooo .... cute ..
But i know we will just can be fren ..
Cuz u are just different with me in my life ..

You are sucks !!!

Long time didnt update ..
Cuz i dun wish to come here to blogging ..
Its had too much memories between me n u ..
But now the thing all gones ..
You gone ..
Gone very far from me ..
Not coming back ..
We are we are still fren ..
But i can feel tat u dun wish to be ..

You hurts me again ..
Your words ..
How can you ..
You are totally cold blooded ..
The person i knew change ..
I miss u ..
Do u know how much i miss ...
But i knew tat u dun love and either miss ..
You forget what u said either ..

I will always remember tat ..
The words and the promise u said ..
Is just a thing tat always can be keep in heart ..
You do means alots to me ..
But now i reali need to kick u out of my world ..
Cuz u totally disturbing my life ...

I dun feel sad ..
But just dun know why the tear drop..
Is becuz i given out too much ?
Or is just becuz of LOVE ??

U are totally sucks ..

U hurts me ..
Ur words do hurts me ..
How can u just can let go for 2 years relation ..
Why ??
Why u can let go in 1 months and with get feel with the gal ..
Do u ever thinks about me ??
Do u thinks about my feelings ??
Why ??
I got no feel on u ..
I got feel on she ..
SHIT !! how can u say tis kind of words ..
And u had forgotten when we knew and when we together ..
How can u do such of thing ..
At least not with she on the month tat we been through ..
When i see the pic of u 2 ..
I can feel tat u are very happy ..
But just why ??
U can act like nothing and continue with ur life ..
U said tat u wanna be single,but now ?
Why u say all tis thing to lie me ??
Why ??
U are totally sucks ..
U wont ever thinks about my feelings ..
U hurts me badly ..
Haha .. U won in tis game ..
I had been through alot of thing with u ..
I dun mind tat u are poor or what ..
But now .. What u had done ..
U dont ever thinks about me ..
I am worry about ur suff ..
In the end, i am too much to worry ..
All the thing end ..
We break up for 2 months alrdy ..
And u are happy with she ..
Enjoy ur valentine with ur new ones la ...

U hurts me ..

Our story end ..
End up with tears ..
But he is smiling ..
He treat me as a good fren .. Or should i say just like a little sister to he ..
No matter wat position i am ..
I am still the last one ..
I wont be the 1st one in his heart ..

I will always remember what u said ..
I GOT NO MORE FEEL ON U ..
What the fucking word tat hurts me alotz ..
Really hurts me ..

I feel i am silly ..
How can i will fall in love on such guy ..
Gosh ..
U are in my mind ..
Useless me ..
Crying when i wake up everyday ..
Useless me ..
I need to get u out from my mind right now ..

Can we back to normal ??

Finally ..
Our story ends ..
I do miss u so much ..
How can u so easily to give up our relation ??
Why ??
Crying for whole day ..
Haha ..
I am stupid ..
Cry is useless ..

Do u ever know tat if u gave me a hug ..
All the sadness will forget ..
And i feel happy ..
Why dont u just give me a hug ..
I wish to can be there with me ..
Can u ?
Dun even leave me alone ..
I dun either wan u to face all ur problem by urself ..
I wish i am there with u ..
Can u ??
I just wanna be with u ..
No matter how ..
I just wanna be with u ..
U means alotz to me ..
Just how can u so simply let go ..
We had been through alotz of thing ..
I thought we can be forever ..
Why ??
I dun wan take good care by myself ..
I NEED U ...

Do u notice ...

So long didnt update ..
Listening 罗志祥 几分..
爱有几分？
haha .. Tis word quite meaningful ..
Today i feel tat reali so damm disappointed ..
How can u did all this thing and u dun honest to me ..
Gal .. U notice my feelings ..
But did u reali care about how i feel ?
I feel totally so sad ...
I feel wanna ran away from the situation ..
U wont ever know how sad i am when u sit beside me ..
I aint joking ..
I do mind ..
I mind tat u two being so close ..
Can u cares about my feelings ...
SHIT ... I am selfish ..
But i do mind ..
I am down down down since tat day ..
I feel wanna get away from u right now ..