等待…

反复的听着一首歌~

歌曲描述这爱是多么困难的~

听着听着…… 我又想起了你！

突然，好想打个电话给你~

但… 我们已没联络1年了，只能对你说…

你过得好吗？

你…… 有想起我吗？

你…… 还爱着我吗？

哈哈~

这矛盾的问题也只能永远永远收在自己心里了~

突然好想要一个大大的拥抱……

好想念以前的一切，自由地，但也拥有着你的爱，

但现在已不在了……

已离我…… 好远好远了~

就算现在身边有另一个他，但心里还是有着你~

不知道为何我的心还是有着你~

明知道不应该继续着……

但最后还是有着你……

曾是那么的恨你，但最后才发现到那些恨根本就不存在着……

那些都是假象，因为那些都是爱……

也因为爱……

听到你那么开心，我也觉得这一切就足够了~

就算你不是我的，只要你和她过得美好也就足够了……

我会一直假装坚强傻傻地等候着你……

只是会一直寂寞的下去~

Penang Trip with sistar on Dec~

December 2010

Penang Trip with the sistar and the boys~

This time is a special trip with the sistar and boys ..

Is only 6 of us on the penang trip~

And we doesnt know the penang way at all..

When we at the penang city,we totally is using goggle map to go to the location~

Is a very special try~

And this is also is a special trip,cuz we dun know where at all..

I using all my memory to go thru the special place~

Lets make the pic talks the story~

But i just upload some pic..

Cuz mostly the time we are stuck in the car,cuz we dun know the way,we been go thru alots of small road or should i say~ we went the wrong way~ haha !!!
Is a happy n meaningful day~

We also went to the kek lok si~ A special place and must go for it when in penang~

And i had request go to bukit ferrigghi,cuz i love sea~ ^^

Thing got so much,cant talk is one by one~

But do so fun when on tat time~

Is a happy memories on 2010~

3 of us~ In the service apartment~ Resting..


Get ready to go out~

She is the hottie one~



The gift for the others gals and 3 of us too~

We decide to have a chinese style pajamas party~

The two boys~ The cool one and the funny one~

Asam Laksa ( The famous one nearby kek lok si~)

And is my favourite too~

The sweetest couples~ Shot by Me.... ^^


The boys...

Suddenly being crazy of us~ Haha !! Yeah~ Fren 4eva~

Sistar days again~

The sistar day~

We went to luna bar~

It was the 1st time i went there..

Mostly we go club or somewhere else drink~

It was the 1st time we went to a hotel and had our drinks~ Haha ..

It was a great night also..

We drinks alots and snap some photos...

But the boys just busy drinking and talking.. Haha..

On that night,we drank whole bottle Jim Bean and also we drink Gin also..

Haha !! We having card games..

We just keep playing and keep drinking.. Haha..

Is a fun night~

Yee Meng & Meow~

Me & Meow~

Then the next day,we went to DELICIOUS having a girls nights !!!

6 of us enjoys the night together..

We chitchat the latest stuff..

And try the delicious meal too~

It was another great night again~

Lets make the pic talks the story~

But they didnt wanted to takes pic so i just take some foods pic~

Here we go .....

The table no~ 203

Spicy Zucchini Spaghettini with Feta Cheese & Pine Nuts

( This is nice~ )

Wild Mushroom Soup with Garlic Bread

( The girls favourite~ )

Mascarpone Pesto Chicken served with Fried Potatoes & Asparagus

( Another special dish~ Chef recommend )

Forget what tis name~ This is french fries and chesse~ Very nice !!

And is was another special dish~

Continue the others post soon..........

A day with Dou Dou~

Continue my post~ In dec...

A day with Paws Mission n DOU DOU~

What is paws mission ..

Is a a small group of simple minded animal lovers who met through the net when we read about Aunty Kiew’s plight.

They are helping the dog that being dumps ..

And my fren GIM was one of their helpers~

And this dog.. DOU DOU was been dump and now he had get a new family to adopt he !!

Is a great thing to thru and help thru the different thing~

And i feel so happy that i can get thru all these different thing..

Helping people is a good thing~

And they do need ur help..

So pls help them and they are a non-profit organisation~

And here is the fews of photos i took...

The StarCruise Trip~ ^^

OMG~ Is being 5 month i didnt update my blog~

Haha ... I am sinking..

And now i am updating the lastest of me !!!

And so shock when i saw all the message box...

Thanks for coming n drop down those lovely words..

Really thanks alots !!!

Is was so warm that i found out some of u comes n see thru the post..

Well... Thanks again~

Well.. Lets talks about what did happen in these few month~

12th DEC 2010..

This day is my laptop one year anniversary... Haha..

Thanks for accompany me thru all these days~

When i got u,i am so happy,at least u are the one who accompany me go thru my lonely time...

The 2nd is .. Me n u had broken up a year~

In these 365 days.. I had trying to make myself to be grateful with everything ..

But i know and i still cant forget what we had been thru,cuz is different and also special to me..

And at least i do know that u are enjoying ur life with different kinds of girls,and i do feel happy that at least i am still the longest one with in ur life...

I should be grateful that time u are not a playboy yet~

The 3rd thing is ...

I had been starcruise with my lovely daddy..

We went thru Phuket~Thailand and Singapore ..

Is was a fun n lovely trip..

And at least in this special sadness days,i had go thru my happiness with my dad n his friends and their child.

I was being a shopaholic, craziness to buy stuff~

Phuket is was the 2nd time i come, 1st is when i was 14 yrs old if not wrongly,that time i still remember that the ( thai girls ) pool dancing.. Haha !! HOT !! They are hot than girls~

This time go makes me become a shopaholic..

I had shop arounds and crazy buying girls stuff...

Cuz it was cheap and nice !! ^^

Its was just a girls paradise or should say is mine paradise...

Sea, girl stuff, pub, and alots of special stuff.. Haha ..

Is was lovely~ Sooooo lovely in this place~

And Singapore is the 1st time i go ..

Feel so sad because only have 5 hours to go arounds ..

And we had went the Orchard Road and Sentosa, cuz dad fren wife wanna shop and dad fren wanna go for the new casino.. And i was been.. OMG~ I am boring ..

But i had bought something there too ....

I had bought a new jacket.. Loving it,but feel sad after buy,cuz is sooooooo expensive .. Haha ..

And we went to ion mall shop arounds..

Shop like Louis vuttion,Gucci,Burberry..

Oohhh.. I just wanna say.. Is was amazing..

Loving it,but is was 2700++ SGD~ HAHA !!

The price shock my dad a while.. HAha..

But i know i should buy one when i get my salary !!!

And i found the victoria secret in sentosa ...

Feel happy !! And i bought two body mist~ one for me and my sister !!!

I wish i can become singaporean ..

Cuz is cheap when using SGD to buy those thing !!! Haha !!!

And i go arounds to snap pic !!!

I meet someone so nice n polite..

Anyway,thanks to u little sweetie girl..

You were just so nice~

Anyway,just lets the pic say the story.....

The StarCruise is waiting for me !!!!!

The Xmas Tree !! Huge~ Loving it~

Gotcha daddy~ Haha !! ^^

My room~ Such small~ Haha !!!

The Ship~ The Sunset too !! ^^

Dad friends child !! So cute and funny of them !!

And being accompany me shops around while in Phuket !! ^^

Me n the Santa~ Wish u guys Merry Xmas !! ( haha !! Alrdy pass.. )

Here is the Orchard Road ...

Xmas deco is all around the road ...

The way to the train~

Me infront of the gucci shop while the auntie is busy shopping..

Ion Mall~ The place we dining and also the place i get into Louis Vuitton..

Universal Studio~ The special one~

The way to Sentosa CASINO~ haha !!!

Anyway~ is was a special and happy trip..

At least no more think about the sadness stuff~

And is was a good thing ..

I guess i cant talk all in one post ..

So i gonna continue my recently life in the new post~

And by the way~ Wish everyone having a great xmas on last year~ Merry Xmas!!

2th Month~niversary day with sweetie pie Rainny ^^

I miss blogging again !!!

Since i am kinda of free for these days ..

I should blogging for everyday ..

But i am bored n nothing to write !!!

Haha ....

On 4th Oct 2010 ...

Me and my darling rainny went to Full House Ara Damasara there to celebrate our 2th Month~niversary ... Haha ...

I went to fetch the silly girl and bring her to there ...

Since the road had change, we drove to many way to find !!

The drove to a big turn to get in there !!

Is really big turn,man !!

Is takes 45 mins to reach !! ( Mostly take 20 mins i think !! )

Luckily,i recognize the place and the building ..

And finally~ We reach the place ... Ara Damasara ... Haha ..

In the car i say ( Yes !! Why i am so clever one !! ) ... Haha !! Being so proud to say it !! Haha ..

She laugh at me say !! ( Yes,my dear.. U are so clever !! ) Haha ..

Being like a couple going out for dating !! Haha ..

And she say .. She is so happy that I am the 1st who bring her come !! Haha ..

Should i be proud of it too ?? Haha ...

Then we go search for carpark !!

Ara Damasara .. A place that so famous and alots of people been there ..

Nowdays become a dead place ..

Only the mamak store and the pub got people ..

Since less people,but the car park is totally full ..

Finally we search a place that is safety, infront of the 99 supermarket ( if i was not wrong !! )

Then i only found out that the Station One already gone !!

Just left FULL HOUSE is inside at the corner !!

When we walk in ..

There is no others at all !!

Just left ... The staff .. The staff .. And the staff !!

OMG !! I guess this place suit to take horror movie ..

Abit scare, cuz is just two of us ..

But also seem to be special !!

Cuz being booking up by urself !!

Haha ..

We orders alots of thing to eat !!

She is really a gal that eat much !!

She order a chicken chop, sandwich, 3 small cakes, and my honeydew pearl milkshake !! ( got one .. i forgotten !! )

2 of us .. Eating for all of this dish ..

OMG~ I really so surprise..

Luckily in the end, our hero came ..

Doreamon aka her bf and also is my buddy !! Haha ..

He came to join us after his job and also came to finish the dishes ..

He was surprise on what we eat again !!

Haha .. Dude,dun be surprise ..

Cuz eating should be a very happy thing ..

What a beautiful lies .. Haha ...

We take picture arounds ..

She like a shopping queen also ..

Haha .. What a silly girl !!

The place likes being booking by us with nothing of worries !!

I miss the time .. Haha ..

We take alots of picture in her camera !!

And i bought her a lip bum that she wants when she say i got ..

A strawberry lip bum ..

Hope she do really loves it !! ^^

Then .. Our 2nd month~niversary ends !!! ^^

Cuz 2ml she need to work ..

So,we didnt go for the second rounds !! Haha ..

And hoping our 3rd month~niversary would be more special !! Haha ...

Later going to midvalley searching a new company for my internship ..

Hope will got a good pay for it !!

At least worth to be as a intern !! Haha ..

Getting to miss someone else again !!

Hope u will give me a surprise on tonight ..

But is a family trip.. U wont come back early,i guess .. Haha ..

Alots of thing been stuck !!! Tired !!

So long didnt blogging !!!

Busy on the shooting suff !!

But finally ends right now !!

Now will be busy on editing !!

Feel our skill really so so so so damm poor !!

Haix !!

Dun know what should do to make it better .. better .. better and better !!!

OMG ~

What can i do ..

Nothing, just do better better n better ...

Now need to find a intern..

But where i need to find ??

And where got a good intern to let me learn more thing ..

I need to learn more n more n more ...

Just need to be special intern .. I think ..

But i still dun know which one i should go for ..

And i cant find .. Haix ...

Headache !!!

Going to taiwan 2 more months ...

Hope everything will be okie ...

Hope will be very fine on the trip ..

And can learn alots from the university ..

Searching a new university right now ..

I gonna be crazy ..

I dun know which university to continue my degree course either ..

So .. What should i do right now ..

I really dun know !!

I wish someone is beside me right now !!

But is impossible ..

Single is better ?? Maybe~

Relationship is better ?? Maybe too~

But i really dun know ..

But i not suit in a relationship ...

Cuz i am too sticky to the special one's ..

Haha ... This is not a good thing either ?? Maybe !!