You are sucks !!!

Long time didnt update ..
Cuz i dun wish to come here to blogging ..
Its had too much memories between me n u ..
But now the thing all gones ..
You gone ..
Gone very far from me ..
Not coming back ..
We are we are still fren ..
But i can feel tat u dun wish to be ..

You hurts me again ..
Your words ..
How can you ..
You are totally cold blooded ..
The person i knew change ..
I miss u ..
Do u know how much i miss ...
But i knew tat u dun love and either miss ..
You forget what u said either ..

I will always remember tat ..
The words and the promise u said ..
Is just a thing tat always can be keep in heart ..
You do means alots to me ..
But now i reali need to kick u out of my world ..
Cuz u totally disturbing my life ...

I dun feel sad ..
But just dun know why the tear drop..
Is becuz i given out too much ?
Or is just becuz of LOVE ??

U are totally sucks ..

U hurts me ..
Ur words do hurts me ..
How can u just can let go for 2 years relation ..
Why ??
Why u can let go in 1 months and with get feel with the gal ..
Do u ever thinks about me ??
Do u thinks about my feelings ??
Why ??
I got no feel on u ..
I got feel on she ..
SHIT !! how can u say tis kind of words ..
And u had forgotten when we knew and when we together ..
How can u do such of thing ..
At least not with she on the month tat we been through ..
When i see the pic of u 2 ..
I can feel tat u are very happy ..
But just why ??
U can act like nothing and continue with ur life ..
U said tat u wanna be single,but now ?
Why u say all tis thing to lie me ??
Why ??
U are totally sucks ..
U wont ever thinks about my feelings ..
U hurts me badly ..
Haha .. U won in tis game ..
I had been through alot of thing with u ..
I dun mind tat u are poor or what ..
But now .. What u had done ..
U dont ever thinks about me ..
I am worry about ur suff ..
In the end, i am too much to worry ..
All the thing end ..
We break up for 2 months alrdy ..
And u are happy with she ..
Enjoy ur valentine with ur new ones la ...

U hurts me ..

Our story end ..
End up with tears ..
But he is smiling ..
He treat me as a good fren .. Or should i say just like a little sister to he ..
No matter wat position i am ..
I am still the last one ..
I wont be the 1st one in his heart ..

I will always remember what u said ..
I GOT NO MORE FEEL ON U ..
What the fucking word tat hurts me alotz ..
Really hurts me ..

I feel i am silly ..
How can i will fall in love on such guy ..
Gosh ..
U are in my mind ..
Useless me ..
Crying when i wake up everyday ..
Useless me ..
I need to get u out from my mind right now ..

Can we back to normal ??

Finally ..
Our story ends ..
I do miss u so much ..
How can u so easily to give up our relation ??
Why ??
Crying for whole day ..
Haha ..
I am stupid ..
Cry is useless ..

Do u ever know tat if u gave me a hug ..
All the sadness will forget ..
And i feel happy ..
Why dont u just give me a hug ..
I wish to can be there with me ..
Can u ?
Dun even leave me alone ..
I dun either wan u to face all ur problem by urself ..
I wish i am there with u ..
Can u ??
I just wanna be with u ..
No matter how ..
I just wanna be with u ..
U means alotz to me ..
Just how can u so simply let go ..
We had been through alotz of thing ..
I thought we can be forever ..
Why ??
I dun wan take good care by myself ..
I NEED U ...

Do u notice ...

So long didnt update ..
Listening 罗志祥 几分..
爱有几分？
haha .. Tis word quite meaningful ..
Today i feel tat reali so damm disappointed ..
How can u did all this thing and u dun honest to me ..
Gal .. U notice my feelings ..
But did u reali care about how i feel ?
I feel totally so sad ...
I feel wanna ran away from the situation ..
U wont ever know how sad i am when u sit beside me ..
I aint joking ..
I do mind ..
I mind tat u two being so close ..
Can u cares about my feelings ...
SHIT ... I am selfish ..
But i do mind ..
I am down down down since tat day ..
I feel wanna get away from u right now ..

Mood makes me sucks ..

These days went to mami house over9 ..
My life is busy busy busy at there ..
Wake up then went to work at mom shop ..
After class went back mom shop and help her again ..
Gosh ..
My life totally damm busy busy busy ..
Likes this kind of life,cuz got no times to think others thing ..
At least it makes my life feel better ..

Today my mood damm bad ..
What happen to me ..
Why these weeks my mood getting sucks ??
Is becuz of my dad ??
Or is becuz i use to have a bad temper alrdy ?
My mood makes my personality getting sucks ..
I am getting sucks either ..
What the f*ck ...
I just wanna have a nice day going out with fren or he ..
I think .. Is a teenagers would likes to have it ..
But i am always with my family family family ..
Our times is getting less n less ..
Is been one week 12 hours to one weeks 2 to 5 hours ...
I hate it ..
I hope to have a movie with u ..
I wanted to go out with u either ..
But .. U n me ..
Always got no times for each others ..
Wat can i do to makes thing better and better ??
Can u give some times on me ??
Haha ..

Is going to exam again ..
Exam and assignment drives me crazy again ..
But what to do ??
Tis is wat a students will face it ..
Gonna have a holiday on december ..
Wish to have a trip with u ..
But u aint free ..
I will have with fren ..
Tis is what i always did ..
Haix ..
Do u know how disappointed i am ..
What to do ??
U are busy again wat,rite ??
U wont even know what am i thinking either ..
Haix ..

I miss my bestie and sistar ..
Hope to have our next gathering soon ..
Waiting for the x'mas gather ..
Haha ..

This year will be a special year ..
Haha ..
Cuz will be a special night with u and my babes ..

Curly do not suit me .. Haha ..

Been so many days didnt update ..
Feel so lazy to update ...

Few days ago ..
Went to genting with xiang,meng,doremon,funny teh,xuet fern and her bf, and more and more ..
Realy having a great day ..
But happy and great day pass so fast ..
I miss it ..
Miss it everyday and everynight tat we have pillow talk and we went to jogging early in the morning ..
The most pity one is i need to cook maggi mee for them and make breakfast .. But i didnt ate at all .. Haix ..
But do happy when see them finish all the food ..
Haha .. But sadly is they dun keep or either wash the plate ..
Dirty Man !!!!
But all the dude and my sistar ..
I do having fun with u all ..
And the uno card .. I miss it ..
Letz play together again ..
Althought i always miss up to drink the whiskey .. Haha ..

These few weekend went to help my mom ..
Totally so tired ..
Need help wash hair and blow hair ..
I realy cant do it la ..
I am so soft soft soft to the customer ..
Haha ..
Cuz i scare they will get hurt ..
What a mess ..
But do having fun la .. Haha ..

I miss u again ..
We just met for 3 days in a week ..
But is 6 hours in a week ..
2 hours for a day ..
Haix ..
I do so miss u ..
When we can go for a movie ..
I miss the shopping,buying and movie day ..
I miss u ...
I hope to have a trip with u either ..
Missing u ..

Just now my curly hair born on 5:00 pm on 15/11/2009 ...
OH MY GOD ..
Curly totally not suit me ..
Haha ..
I am regret ..
Waiting my hair to be straightly back ..
When ??
I am ugly .. But now is totally more more more terrible ugly ..
Haha ..
Darling said tat .. : U look so old ... But no worries .. Going back to normal soon ..
Haha .. U hurts me .. But ur words warms me ..
I likes to be mature .. But not too mature .. Plz ..
Human wants everything ..
Haha ..
Human is selfish .. Yes .. I am .. Haha ..
Human wants everything .. Agree too .. Haha ...

I am curly bitch now .. Haha ...
Disgusting ..
Dun feel wanna go out with friends anymore ..
2ml i gonna be spy .. Wear a cap to class .. Haha ..

Life is short !! So .. PLAY HARD !!